had a super conference thur and fri.... woohoo.... learnt a lot of new things.... engaging the cross... engaging the faith.... engaging the lots of things... at least 500 came back to the lord.... now i seriously regret din pull peiyi and alex there... but too bad.... i'll keep them in prayer....
planet shakers were great.... they rock the world.... i almost died of asthma... jumped to much.... the way they bring us to the lord... the way they invited his presence... is just awesome....
i was sitting there... alone with God.... people who know me are around me.... but i felt friendless... why....? hmmm.... isolation feeling back again... until cynthia offered me sweets.... felt rather touched.... i felt so invisible... and yet she saw me....? thanks cynthia.... for remembering my presence....
stayed over at my aunt's house on thursday night.... those reading this... whatever you do.... PLEASE.... dun tell me sis.... she is going to kill both me and my aunt when she found out this.... super pampered and will get jealous....
knowing about my stay, my aunt bought durians to welcome me.... bought supper in case im hungry.... prepared a bed right in front of a stero so i can listen to music while i sleep.... and fridge access 24 hours a day.... ice cream cones and free flow of drinks whenever i want.... gave me a 1 liter cup full of reibena... hahz... felt love and have loads of attention.... that's why i chose her over our cell group.....
next night went home on the church bus.... can you imagine.... bus was jammed packed.... people have to stand.... and you're sitting alone...? this is way not cool.... meaning people are isolating you.... i was only noticed twice... once by li khoon cos she saw a book mark she made 2 years ago in my bible.... and second was by joel ho when he wanted the seat to sleep.... oh well.... ppl hate me... what to do...? i dun belong in this world anyway....
sat went to sentosa.... get sun burnt... woohoo.... once again it's me who is cooking the bee hoon... always me one lehz.... first fried noodles... den fried rice... now bee hoon?! can choose someone else anot.... i know my cooking nice also no need like that one mahz... hahz... just jokin... my cooking is just average.....
rushed to church.... 6 guys shower also faster den 2 girls... aiyo.... teck soon like very agitated...? fed up with us.... i can see from his face... but why...? dun wanna care about him.... pastor tamanon came... dunno how to spell his name.... shared about his blood cancer and how he got cured.... and how he got cured of his high iron level in his body.... claiming that the buzzer went off when he step through the metal scanner in airports.... hahz...
today's colour:
pink with health!! need to exercise more to loose weight.... 
