+ I will keep my eyes upon Jesus +

*.* Sea of Galilee *.*

Jesus Walks on the Sea

Immediately Jesus made His disciples get into the boat

and go before Him to the other side,

while He sent the multitudes away.

And when He had sent the multitudes away,

He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray.

Now when evening came, He was alone there.

But the boat was now in the middle of the sea,

tossed by the waves, for the wind was contrary.

Now in the fourth watch of the night

Jesus went to them,

walking on the sea.

And when the disciples saw Him

walking on the sea,

they were troubled, saying,

"It is a ghost!"

And they cried out for fear.

But immediately Jesus spoke to them,

saying, "Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid."

And Peter answered Him and said,

"Lord, if it is You,

command me to come to You on the water."

So He said, "Come."

And when Peter had come down

out of the boat,

he walked on the water to go to Jesus.

But when he saw that the wind was boisterous,

he was afraid;

and beginning to sink

he cried out, saying,

"Lord, save me!"

And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand

and caught him,

and said to him,

"O you of little faith,

why did you doubt?"

And when they got into the boat,

the wind ceased.

Then those who were in the boat

came and worshiped Him,

saying, "Truly You are the Son of God."

Matthew 14:22-33

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

what's missing...? and what's this....?

i've been having these wierd thought lately.... wierd dreams.... strange visions..... like... and of these are real...? or not....? i cant figure out the puzzle... and hope to get this out of my mind.... make things as simple and clean as possible.... and live a child's life....

sunday was the usual.... went over to have tuition.... but we were dead unlucky.... cought in a middle of a quarrel between my tuition teacher's wife and their children.... screaming here and there.... caning sounds.... cries of denise and jonathan can be heard a km away.... it's horrible... we don't even dare to go out of the room even when tuition is over.... haiz... why....

afternoon went out to have lunch with mum, dad, and nat.... don din come cos he just woke up... well.... nothing much actually....

evening we went to granny's house... had dinner... talked... and i washed the dishes... that's why i got an extra can of coke as well as 2 more pieces of dairy farm chocolate.... oh boy.... my family really knows how to make me fat....

monday was a bad day for mr michael tjin.... came over to watch no way out.... had so much fun... cooked instant noodles... put the pot in front... and ate from there... barbarians united.... watch the bloody and gruesome matches... and he made a stupid comment.... beer, cards, and more beer!! upon hearing that, i really brought out beer.... he rejected it... hahz.... so he wanted to go down and grab root beer instead.... to our atonishment.... michael's shoes got stolen.. and it's his dad's... oh well... he wore my slippers back home..... den i slept.... woke up and have lunch... slept again... woke up to have dinner.... and blog.... end of story....

something is missing in my life.... what's that...? i felt an emptiness in my heart.... but i don't know where it exactly came from.... and this evil energy have been replacing this hole.... think i better seek help.... and all these thoughts.... where are they coming from....? making me so uneasy.... so many wierd dreams.... how i hope i can just throw them away.... i don't want any of these.... i just wanna be a niave kid again.... feeling so simple and clean....

today's colour: why purple...? i don't know.... and i don't think i wanna know....

I blogged @ | 2:50 PM

{Lift up your eyes, all you Heavens, and Worship}