Wednesday, September 14, 2005 i "molted"...
changed my skin.... nice ma...? i know look like a girl one... but i like this one... hahaz...been rather busy... here goes...my anger subsided really fast!!! /heh... by next morning, thursday, im happy again... went to hougang... not to play with alex... to BIBLE STUDY HIM!!! woohoo.... i've already won him over... went to play 2 hours of dota(ok... guilty... got play lahz....) and bible studied him... said the sinners prayer!!! woohoo!! he's saved... so happy... so happy... but den something sad happened...i could have spent time with alex... but teck soon say wanna go eat seoul garden... and he goin police acadamy on tuesday... ok loh... i rushed down... just to find out that zealot did NOT go... they planned for sunday... diaoz...? i only found out halfway on the way home... have to change plans... i could have had dinner with alex... spent more time... have more fun... but... ah well...ate at went mall with nana, andy, qin ching, angela, sabrina, mark, shara, wee kiat... i ate ALOT... cos i din eat in the morning... ate ramen, a bowl of rice and half a hotplate toufu... why half...? andy also hungry... so i bought him a bowl of rice and we share share... he no money ma... poor thing.... after that went home...friday evening went to bb and gb sambawang camp site... i found out that it is only down the road of the pub my dad often brings me to... went there for bb's 16 years of service... anivesary... thought got food... wee kiat was thinking buffet or bbq... in the end nothing!! no food... unless you consider snicker bars... hahaz... after went out to eat... kenny kept on saying russell peters jokes... be a man.. do the right thing... hahaz...saturday i got alex down for cell and snl... i got news on thursday to do ice breaker... today i got a call from alvin at around 10... "ken ar, do Praise and worship..." diaoz?!?! ok... im running the major show... in fact, im running the whole show... darn... ah well... who tell me be guitarist...played a disgusting game... and those idiots play me... 2 packs of msg... 1 pack of oil... 2 or 3 packs of chili... few drops of chicken rice chili... one piece of bread... im supposed to finish it!!! and i did.... i din puke... i can go fear factor liaoz... muahahahaz.... praise and worship is... well... bad... cos no time practice... and i am really bad... aww.... after that we shard about our week... that's all... im practically running the whole show... ah well...after that went snl... pulled alex in front... he din jump... but he lifted his hands to worship... woohoo!! my first sheep!! im so proud... *sniff sniff* after that he received tongues!!! he speak so fluently!!! woahness!! and so fast somemore... 8th sept received christ.... 11th sept received holy spirit... woahness... as how jesslyn said it... felt so great...sunday went tuition.. but i practically slacked there... snore... after that went church... have a little bible study... it was so full i have to carry chairs and sit!! sat in the last row... there was this point whereby i was stretching....pastor:"ken are you asking me a question or are you stretching...?"me:"nahz.. just stretching..."pastor:"i was thinking how come you are showing me your armpit..."everybody laughed... out loud... lol really served it's purpose here... and the whole room was full.. darn embarrassing...peiyi said she would run out of the church if she was me... but, ah heck... i love people laughing... dun care if it's at me or next to me... it makes me happy....handed up my mission trip form... yay!!!but on the same day... i saw someone cry.... though we're not that close... but my heart still went out for her... i have no idea why but whenever i see her cry... my heart goes out to her... not to other people... only to her... she seems to be sufferring alot in her life, i can tell... i'll pray for her... i hope you know who you are... and i do NOT have and ideas on her... FINAL... im tired of people saying idoitic stuff about me...after that... went steamboat buffet at turf city... for teck soon... to say good bye to him... one very touching thing.... i din have money... they paid for me... if i could cry i would... im really touched... thanks guys... posted for stupid pictures for teck soon... read zhizhi's blog for some details... i fed wee kiat ice cream and he fed me... hahaz... wait till ah teck comes out of army den ask him for the pics... and i post for you all see...after the steamboat we took alvin, liang zhi and teck soon, took one NTUC trolley, threw them in one by one and pushing them all over... hahaz... teck soon complain wanna puke... cos eat till cannot eat... argh.... den let him down... den went home... hahaz... fun fun...monday morning... nothing much.... studies.... after school went to angela's house to meet with ts... one last time... he prayed for us... every one of us.... one by one he went around and pray... /sob.... so touched... after that we all prayed for him... one last time before he goes... ah well... he's gone now...tuesday morning... have 7 and 1/2 free periods!!! woohoo!!! slack time... i sleep till cannot sleep nia... hahaz... when the clock hit 8.30... i felt a tingle of saddness... ah... he's gone to army... be brave teck soon!!! i'll be praying!!!after that went unity sec... lent guitar to si heng... but i made shi xian wait for 1.5 hours!!! i so bad!!! sorry ah giam.... went play bball with cs... played a lil bit of guitar with si heng... wanted to teach with liang zhi... but i have a so called date with shi xian... went to study.... in the end ended up playing...today very suay... go to library study... say xian's friend... i kena suan till upside down... den sat down do some work... awhile later sian diao... run away... see noobs play maple... den i also there help shi wei and shi hui do up their accounts... practically slacked...personal reflections... i realised i've been independent of God... i've been doing things my way... never pray before i decide anything... i'll ask him for decisions from now on!! wo yao chong xin zhuo ren!!another personal reflection.... i realised that i often dun have money.. but i have alot of friends who do.... though i din ask for it... they always lend me first... and sometimes forget to return them.... they also forget to ask... and that became a blessing to me... im so touched... from the bottom of my heart... thanks guys....phew... i know it's very very VERY long.... hahaz... my fingers also numb liaoz... have to sleep... tml e math o level prelims!!! ken ken jia you!! can do it de!!!today's colour: his love is warmer than the warmest sunshine softer than a sigh.....
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