Thursday, September 08, 2005 my blog is dying....
im finally back... after another week... cant find any time.... can find time com also kena snatched by bro and sis.... haiz... was darn fed up... here's my story....tuesday had mock exams... nothing much....wednesday had teacher's day celebration.... went back to pri school... suhui bought a $70 2.5kg cake for the teachers... aawww... had fun... but only a few people from our batch went back... me, anqi, wei jie, suhui, fan hui, padro... pathetically few.... so sad... ah well... had fun... enjoyed the time we spent together... after that went home....thursday stayed at home and mug.... coming mon and tue have exams... duh... bo bian... haiz....friday went back school mock exams... cant remember much what happened....sat had games day.... had so much fun... i brought alex along with me... he had fun too.. made some new friends.... but got people play unfair... too bad.... we lost in terms of points... but we got most spontanous team... after that went church... pastor daniel as usual... this time alex is with me... guess what...? i saw him lifting up his hands and worship... my jaws almost dropped... woah woah!!! how come he know how to lift up his hands...?i sent him back to hougang... on the way back den i realised that he went church around 10 years ago... when he's still in kindergardern... and he kinda believe in Jesus now... im gonna make him say the sinner's prayer this thursday!! woohoo!!! yay!!! new people saved!! left celine... easy lahz... muahahz.... God is for me... who's against me...?but i messed up... sent him home... den i cant catch the last train home... have to take cab... reached home kena scolded very badly by mummy... waste her money... haiz... too bad...sunday also mugged... have to study chinese and social studies... mug mug mug....monday had chinese paper... ermz... it's over lahz... dun wanna say anything....after that in the evening met up with alvin... wanted to study... in the end played 2 hours of pool... 2 hours dota... 1/2 hours eat... 1 hr cs... go home... hhaz... we both need a break..tuesday had chinese listening... den i realised that the listening compre is broadcasted over the radio!! how cool...? way cool!! after that bible studied youngly... den tool social studies paper... i only study merger and seperation... and it came out... God showed siew ling and wee kiat industralisation as well as substaining developement... it also came out... how good is God anyway...?after all these i went to my grandpa house to clean up the house... have to sweep up dead roaches... haiz... i dun clean who clean... den my aunt call me... say i guai... den buy lunch for me... i went home... and saw it on the table... here comes the fed upping part...was tired... took a nap... woke up and it's gone... hell... wanted to use the com... so long never use le cos mugging... dun give... find excuses.... haiz...exams finish le... can do what...? i die die wun study... see tv, ah ma watching, den darn boring... cannot change channel... see com, got people snatch from me... see my guitar, play awhile... sian.... see mahjong, wanna play, but nobody play with me... see food, hungry, thought of my lunch, no appeitite... layed on bed, try to sleep, layed for 3 to 4 hours, cannot sleep... what a miserable life... haiz.... wanna go out... nobody seems to be free anyway... how.... crap....wednesday went school.... darn... what kinda holidays is this... still have to study... bo bian... after that a lil basketball... den went church office... do what...? STUDY!!! argh... im sick of that word... i go there teach people instead of studying myself... muahahz... chin tell me not to come... cos i good enough to study on my own... and scared i might disturb them... oh well... after that 2 hours of pool factor... muahahz...went home... want com... waited for 1 and 1/2 hours... finally got it!! 2 min later gugu ask me go da gu house.... darn... i hate this.... i seriously hate this... i dun have any proper change to touch the computer.... ah well... came back at around 12... i declared my turn... den my sis snatch... this time i had it... im seriously fed up.... face went black...openly showed that im not happy... stormed back into the room... layed in bed but cant sleep... the frustration dwelling in my is keeping me awake... even though i can sleep.... i hate this... have to wait for her to level up... come on man... im the weakest in the guild... and clan risa is conquering a castle this weekend... dun i need to train up too...? dun i need to level up too...? why must it be me waiting for them instead of them waiting for me?!?! cos im the elder brother...? cos im caring and understanding...? so they just walk all over me...?felt so fed up... wanted to should a big F U in front of their faces... but i managed myself... stormed into the room... tried to sleep... cant... so here i am venting my anger in my post... darn... crap... fish... freak.... sigh...today's colour: this anger better subside fast... before it turn into sin... ken... relax....
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