im beat...
i am tired... i mean really tired... this study policy is killing me... usually i study -2 hours a week, and now they want me to do 15..? aw man...i have my doubts about this policy... well, there are those who are faithful who will study, and there are those who just study for the sake of studying... there are of course those who fall away because of this policy, there will be, without a doubt, people who lie about the time they study... oh well... i just hope this will turn out right... this makes me anticipate poly life even more... argh...sunday went to bible study... it's really good, those who missed it really missed something great... after that played pool with zhi... haha... long time have play pool and dota le... hai... o level is killing me...monday went to beauty world to buy p.e. t-shirt for my sis... met xavier, had prata with him... he lives in south haven 2, den he ask me i know who live there...me:"hmmm... i know michelle lives there... ding ming lives in south haven 1... karyn lives there too..."xavier"oh, karyn's my sister."me:"what?!?!"oh well, im slow... i thought karyn and lynette have relations of some sort, and i always thought karyn is older than me, lynette younger... now i know karyn is younger, lynette is same age... man i am slow!!oh well...tuesday Ms Seah was absent.. down with very bad cold... missed like, 5 periods..? art students have 7 periods free cos Mrs Chan was absent as well... oh well... after that went for chinese b.. oh man, these lessons makes me fell meaningless... got go majiam no go lidat... after that went home...wednesday... what did i have on wednesday..? hmmm... i know!!! study...thursday have, as usual, social studies workshop... it's tiring, but it's worthwhile... what the teacher taught in class is really helpful... think im gonna ace this year's humanities!!!friday is racial harmony day... i wore something stupid... at least dun have to wear uniform... after that went to have lunch with mummy... long time never spend time with her... im spending as much time as possible...after lunch, it's basketball time!! my ankle cant take much torture from me... it hurted after the whole thing... played against boys from cckss and ngee ann poly... won the first 11-5, 2nd 11-2... it was tiring playing with them, especially when i play in both matches... i wanted to sub out, but that said one thing... they need me to play... i feel so honoured... haha... not to boast or anything, at least i feel wanted...ok, i have to work on my stamina, dribbling, 3 points shots and lay ups... that's no so bad!! but it's almost everything there is to basketball... ah well...right now..? feeling letargic... very tired... before i came online i laid on the bed, letting my mind drift away... my mind went to the few years ago... when i was in sec 2 and 3... those times... with you... i was so happy...you know who you are... and i know you are reading this... just want you to know that im still loving you... you have no idea how much i love you... but sorry i have to say i love someone even more, that is my Father in heaven, thus i have to leave you... if the circunstances are right, i want you to know that i'll always come back to you... i promise...ah well... live a day by a day...today's colour: yet again, life is so bleahz when you have to study...
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