nothing much happened these few days... had a dispute with someone from church, and now he hates me... haha.. ah well... i've taken it in my stride... got used to how anna treats me anyway...

the staff at NTUC keeps teasing me and one girl from the cashier.. michelle lim.. haha, those guys are trying to matchmake me and her.. ah well.. i'll play along, though doubt anything would develop...

again, the chim chim stuff.. how many times have we mistook the heavy atmosphere and nice, slow music for God's presence..? being in a charismatic church, the dynamics present in the worship sessions easily brings in God's presence.. but how many times have we actually depended on the musicians for bringing in his presence..? are we still able to jump with a simple piano or a single guitar..? are we able to "feel" His presence when we are in a methodist worship session..?

God's presence is ushered in by the desires of the heart.. God does not respond to the needs, but to the hunger for Him.. heck, He would be dead busy in Africa if He responds to needs.. i am not condemning music, God himself told us to sing songs of praises and dance in His presence.. i am saying, stop relying on instruments and use your heart to usher in the Lord!!

next time during worship... dun just sing the songs.. mean it from your heart, yearn for the LORD your God..

today's colour: currently affected by the dispute.. hmmm... it'll fade away soon...