my dreamz...

death.

2008-12-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

this blog is dead.

and soon, i'll be dead.

pray for strength yo.

respect

2008-11-04T16:05:00.001+08:00

respect is commanded.

not demanded.

not something you can ask someone to give you.

but to be earned.

no wonder.

2008-11-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

with your current attitude and avoidance, shunning the reality.

it's no big surprise as to why you never improve.

at this rate:

you'll never grow.

this is so dead.

2008-10-31T21:14:00.001+08:00

man, i need to blog.

someone make me, please?

im lazy to blog even now.. =/

rawr.

hey.

2008-10-12T20:10:00.002+08:00

i know, i know!! long time since i blogged. since the holidays. since even before germany.

not in the mood to blog much now, sadly..

firstly i have a decision to make.. out of 4, i have to give up 1 or 2.. now i've came to a forked road, and im perplexed as to which way to choose..

and right now, i feel like im living under pressure and alot of expectations.. the place im in right now, never felt so solemn before..

and this is supposed to be a happy place.

what the heck

today's colour: in all absolution.

back.

2008-09-16T07:51:00.002+08:00

ok, germany was fun..

over a thousand pictures, cant upload them now...

still uploading though..

but you know what's more fun..?

being home with all of you.. =D

today's colour: tired.

germany, here i come!

2008-08-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

after another 63 years, the alliance party is sending another bomb to the communist!!

this time, a pork bomb to germany!!!

just kidding... will be gone for two weeks. flying in 18 hours time.. and a freaking 3+11 hour flight.. =/ miss me, people.. =D

see you guys on the 13th of sept!!

2008-08-24T01:13:00.003+08:00

throw it away, forget yesterday.

i'll make the great escape.

wingmen, though important, however advantegous, are redundant.

today's colour: holiday.

quiz galore 3

2008-08-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

RAWR! who dares yawn at my blog?!?!!?

fine, i shall blog, gonna set up a law saying that nobody should yawn here!!

FILLERPOST!! it's still a post.

Where is your school?
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, School of Life Sciences and Chemical Technology, Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering. wholesale from jin.

Where were you born?
National University Hospital.

Where do you live now?
Choa Chu Kang, Bloc....

wait, why am i telling you?!?!

Who do you live with?
father, mother, brother, sister, dog..

Do you go for remedials?
are you kidding..? i give remedials!!

What is your fav color?
Emerald green. followed by baby blue.

What is your fav flower?
sunflowers. cos i like their seeds..

Do you currently have someone on your mind?
nope, im thinking of holidays.. =D

What is your biggest regret?
getting FAT. =(

What room are you in?
study.

Do you exercise regularly?
no, but i see the need of it.

What is your fav food?
when it come to food, i don't play favourites.

If you could live anywhere where would you live?
in a place with the standard of living like italy or spain and with the cost of living like the rural parts of nigeria or indonesia. more commonly known as utopia. comparable to heaven.

How many kids do you want?
enough to form a basketball team!!

i'll kill my wife if it's any less, she'll kill me if it's any more.

Do you want to get married?
if i want kids, why wouldn't i wanna get married..?

Could you ever be in the military?
without a choice, i would be..

"have you ever wonder, why we serve our nation.."

Do you like to dance?
i love too!! but i'll look like the slimeball thingys in a lava lamp if i do.

Do you believe in God?
yeah, i do.

Do you pray?
yup, and it's more than just table grace, mind you. so i pray more than i eat. =D

What was the last thing you wished for?
something that i did not get.

What is your goal in life?
to please a certain someone sitting at the right side of a great throne somewhere very, very high.

Do you trust easily?
im so trusting im gulliable

What are your plans for the remainder of the year?
study, and lose weight!!

How old do you plan to be when you get married and have kids?
if possible, before 25.. if not, before 30.. if after 30 still no wife.. i'll remain a bachelor and pamper my niece and nephews.

Describe yourself in 5 words?
happy-go-lucky silly fat loving prick

Is it ok to sleep around as long as nobody finds out?
are you sure nobody would find out..? *glances upwards*

What would you class yourself as?
sniper

Do you think you're intelligent?
yeah!! as least i believe so.. =D

Anything annoying you at the moment?
the idea that i have study related stuff to do even when it's the holidays.. =/

Are you religious?
i like yongjin's answer!! but sorry, my relationship forbids me to have a religion.

Would you date someone 15 years older than you?
15 years?!?! by the time we get married, she would have hit menopause!!

Would you go out with an ugly person if they were really rich and gave you everything?
in other words, a gigaloo..? o.O

Do you lead people on?
people follow me

Do you have/ever had an STD?
would it be shocking news if i told you guys in still a virgin..?

Get along with your parents?
yup, love them more than anything else of the world.

the of is not a typo error.

Do you think you're hot?
nope, but when a fire starts, it won't stop! fuel, baby!!

Are you a hard worker?
i try to be.

Do you have a short temper?
normally no, i try not to. im a nice guy!! =D

What accent do you think is hot?
i love the british accent. hot wise, maybe not.. =/

Would you rather go out with someone really fat or way too thin?
Would you rather hug someone really fat or way too thin?

ok, fine, in case the reader cant discern, really fat. more huggable.

Have you ever been to a psychiatrist?
are you kidding..? i am a psychiatrist!! but i've been to a councellor.

Do you make new friends easily?
way too easily.

Do you get jealous easily?
vinegar was never appealing to me.

What do you think of vegans?
NNNNNNNNNUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

i cant even live without pork, much less meat!!! nothing aginst them though.

Do you own a credit card?
do i look like i'll own one anytime soon..?

Did you go to private school?
nope.. =D

Have any secret fetishes?
i have a fetish over food.. =D

Is there something you are keeping secret from everyone?
yeah.. the secret to burger king's burger..

What would you change about yourself if you could?
my physical fittness.. i really need that.. =/

and that's all, folks!! =D

lol??

2008-08-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

i know, i know, i should blog!! even my aunt is coming to my blog.. =P maybe i'll blog everyday, see how lah, derek.. to prove that you come everyday, derek, i want you to tag everyday!!!

haha, anyway, quite a few things happened.. i always dump everything in one post.. here goes!!

on 9th of august, it is national day parade 2008!! woohoo!! i love the nation!! and to show that i love the nation, i became part of the 18 thousand singaporeans who became the human flag!! it was such a nice day!! we went to the padang and were given goodie bags, and allocated lots for us to sit in.. but the problem is, there will always be spoilers and unsporting people.. when they ask us to stand up and hold up a paddlepop thingy to form the flag, the family that was sitting beside me remained seated.. the entire family!! come on, where's your singapore spirit?!?! STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE!!!

ah well.. spoilers, what to do.. and many left early, before the whole thing ended, they left for home.. sad man.. ah well, more leg room for me!!!

den we had one week study break.. dun really remember what i was doing.. anyway, i started driving lessons!! and i solemnly swear that i am not as sua gu as some famous blogger in singapore who cant even do half clutch for more than 23 times.. =D im going to get my license!! practical test is in december.. not going to tell you guys when, later you all drive and come disturb me.. i bite you all den you know!!

erm, and there's nothing much, except hey, it's exams again, and im going germany. again.. =D

today's colour: singapore spirit!!

more quizzes?!?!

2008-08-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

ok, YET ANOTHER FILLER POST!! argh, why do i always get quizzes..? still i love them though.. =D this one's from joanna..

So, what's your primary food group?

as of majority asians, rice.. but i eat anything, seriously.. i mean, anything.. =D

Who would you like to have lunch with tomorrow?

i already have an appointment tomorrow.. going to marina square to catch a movie.. =D

What kind of food do your best friends like?

for people like yongjin, megabites chicken chop.. arnold, megabites baked rice.. for the rest of church people, pretty much anything.. soo.. you know what they like to eat.. =D

Would you rather be a zombie or a vampire?

vampire!! i can be count dracula and i can saakkk blaadd...

Erhuh. And so would you rather be Master Chief or Serious Sam.

Serious Sam is too gory and scary in the shocking way, and master chief is so... boring.. Serious Sam it is!!!

Favourite Pizza Topping?

ham, cheese, pepperoni, ground beef... the works.. =D

Last one. Would you rather be The Joker or The Riddler.

what's the difference..? i'd be the joke and make people laugh.. =D

Music. What does it do to you.

they bring me to the deepest oceans, high up into the mountains, make me cry a river, build a bridge and get over it..

Favourite Genre?

chinese came to my mind.. but nah.. slow pop.. =D

Favourite bands from that Genre?

quite a few.. but i'll settle with lifehouse..

What instrument do you play? Or would like to.

i play the guitar.. would like to pick up piano though..

Got anyone on your mind? Come now, you know what I'm talking about. Because every quiz needs some HEART right! (get the pun. Ha. Haha.)

yup.. my mum.. i miss her cooking.

Why are you be thinking about them?

why cant i think about my mum..?

Gonna do anything about it?

go talk to her later..? lol, putting mum spoils everything.. =D

So what's your top 4 reasons why you like someone then (Top 3 is so overrated).

my mum..? haha,ok, i'll cut it out..

1) loves God above everything.

2) loves me below God and above everything else.

3) feels comfortable with, feel that i can be myself.

4) and of course, makes me feel that im needed, she needs me..

What did you want to be when you were a kid? Astronaut, Cowboy, Lawyer

a scientist.. pour chemicals and blow up the lab.. look where i am now.. =D

What do you want to be now? As in now, what do you want to do when you grow up.

a scientist.. pour chemicals and blow up the lab.. that's what i call focus on your goal!!

If you changed your mind... why?

nope i din.. =D

Whatcha doing tomorrow at 3 o clock?

movie!! =p come on, i need a break..

Psyched about anything at the moment?

nope.. im as calm as a swimming pool on an august day..

Nearest thing to you that's plain black.

hair.. next in line is a clothes hanger.

What's on your Desktop now?

picture of my previous IS group and heckloads of junk..

Can you multitask? What are you doing besides this quiz?

ehh.. not too well.. breathing..? =D nobody's talking to me on msn..

What's the longest you've ever gone without sleeping?

48 hours.. and unlike joanna who was mugging, i was playing!! naughty me, i know... =p

What's your catch phrase of the moment?

ah, shuttup!!

Do you like long hair or short hair!

prefer long hair.. short hair makes me look... fat... when i already is... =/

Give someone a shout out!

mummy, i love your cooking!!

geez, what a quiz.. ah well.. good night!!

tuition, and vitamin M

2008-08-06T11:15:00.003+08:00

ok, time for another update.. yeah, i gotta start blogging and stop adding filler posts.. =/ and nobody tags!! people come, and they dun tag man, what the forest.. tag, say that you were here, give me a smiley face, whatever! else i'll think that my blog have no readers and stop blogging altogether!!

my brother's finally 18!! and he's going to get his driver's license, but he's too lazy to go to the driving centre to even register an account.

saturday night:
don: " kor, can follow me go bbdc tomorrow morning? i want to register for driving. we go at 8.30."

sunday morning, he's still snoring his butt out. woke him up at 10.30, he said he's lazy.. ah well..

im gonna get my license!! hopefully soon. i've booked my test date, 15th of december. monday afternoon at 2.45.. where the road is empty!! woohoo!! hope i dun mess up like forgetting the date or something like that.. =/

monday, went to lot 1 to check the prices of assessment books for o level students.. tuition ministry, you know.. and while searching for assessments, a middle aged lady came to me and asked if the chinese assessment that she's holding on to is suitable for a sec 2 girl. i said no, pointed her to another book. and after that, we chatted, and in the end, we exchanged contacts. she wanted me to teach her daughter!! im like, what the heck..? ok, fine, i teach tuition, but i never charged people money, and i really, REALLY dunno what to do about it.. hmmm..

actually, i can use the money.. dang, vitamin M is low man.. they say you cant earn enough in this lifetime, it's true.. but i dun even have enough money to spend now.. maybe i should get a job.. tuition..? my output in higher than imput man.. gotta plan my finances.. ah well..

exams coming!! and germany's after that!! i'll just have to live with exams till then.. just finished my lab test, now on arnold's laptop.. and driving lesson later(meaning i need vitamin M).. next CNY, im driving my family!! =D

today's colour: vitamin M!!

quiz galore 2

2008-07-31T00:42:00.002+08:00

my blog is kept alive by millison.. filler post.. lol, nobody reads anyway.. =D

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

ditch her. what else can i do..? yes, it makes you wanna cry, feel like taking a knife and stabbing her, but i wun wanna get my hands dirty at some lowly *insert own profanities here*.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

get married and have kids enough to start my own basketball team!! football club is too much lah.. my wife will die!! =/
or a more idealistic dream.. to one day win the nobel prize for chemistry. =D

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?

in a church in venice, spain.. driving the "just married" car into the sunset.. enjoying the night at a river, you know those with boatmen holding long sticks and pushing the boat..? no idea what that's called.. but how am i going to transport all my friends and family to venice..? o.O

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

depends on what you're talking about. talk about academics, nope.. spiritual, never.. physical, cant be more sure.. financial, yeah.. relational.. hmmm... that's the most doubious..

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?

someone who can cook!! lol, nothing beats that. other than that, a plesant girl who's reliant on me.. makes me feel that im needed.. wanted.. loved..

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

in my humble opinion, being loved.. but it all depends, who you're being loved by.. both got their pro and cons, but i prefer to be love.. IM DEPRIVED!!! but you know what they say.. love, and you'd be loved.. =D

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

i'll wait as long as the next more suitable candidate appear. yes, we wait, but why wait in vain..?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

back off. wait for a new target to appear. you dun want to get into that kinda trouble, trust me.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

quite a few.. but hey, why focus on the negative..? =D

#10. Is being tagged fun?

haha. it is.. else my blog would be dead.. =/

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

have a stable career, get married, have kids.. simplicity is bliss..

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family. next comes cell group.. den comes bbh.. =D

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

some emo kid who wants my blog to stay alive.. =D

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

married but poor.. it's love that makes the world go round, not money!!

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?

yawn, open my eyes, go back to sleep.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

why not..?

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

it's politically wrong to say both, so i'd say neither.. and you like means you will get meh..? lol..

#18. What type of friends do you like?

any type.. as long as you don't bite..

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

selfish runts who think only for themselves.. every man for himself..? i believe in extending a helping hand, and dying together instead of living alone.

tagged by: millison, lol..
tagging: whoever reads this.. =D

im feeling poetic again, somehow.. after wei and wei's blog.. tablecloth unfolds yet again.

today's colour: wordplay.

back!

2008-07-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

okay, no more filler posts. getting boring, so to say.. my blog's dying out!! gotta revive it!!

MEDIC!! I NEED YOUR SHOCK PADDLE!!

i miss the good old days of the QS.. maybe not THAT old, but i miss those days whereby we go out and plat BF2.. i cant make it this friday, cos got cell group.. you guys can do without a sniper!! or you can get jialiang to be a sniper.. bet he cant be a better sniper than me!! muahahahaha.. remember how i sniped the person off the car..? nawhs..?

QS is really growing.. one day, it's gonna be big enough to be a CCA itself.. =/ we shall see, eh..? but the main shall still be QS seven swords..

have been missing out on alot of activities man.. first i missed xiaowei's I&E.. sorry i couldn't be there for your event.. i hope it went well!! i believe it did.. =D with the number of people from LSCT supporting, it should be quite fun, eh..?

next event i will be missing out is this friday's BBH outing.. -emos- bros, i AM putting you before hoes, the only freaking problem is there is something even before bros.. that is cell group!! lol..

ok, people, i know you guys are starting to hate my cell group!! please don't!! it's because of meetings and nuts like those that we have no choice but to change the dates.. starting next week, it should be changed to wednesday!! i cant confirm yet though.. so dun make appointments with me.. yet.. =(

met up with QC and victoria on tuesday.. walked a long distance.. calculate yourself.. from lot one, we walked from macdonalds to basement, walked one round and up again.. back through the mac exit and walked straight along ave 4 to hit sunshine place.. when we reached sunshine place, some nut says she want to go to teck whye. so we walked along the back road where 172 passes by, towards palm gardens, crossed the junction, cut through the HDB, into teck whye.. and when we're at teck whye, we din even eat anything as we are supposed to.. we carried on and walked through to panjang.. halfway, victoria went home and we decided to take a bus to panjang plaza to eat long john.. DANG, WE COULD HAVE EATEN AT LOT ONE!! we took more than an hour walk and talking crap.. really, crap.. =/

cell group's not as united as before.. gotta plan outings and nuts like those again.. EVENTS, DO YOUR STUNT LEH!! =(

speaking of events.. something happened on tuesday morning that got me thinking.. while walking to the bus stop to take 67 to school, at aproximately 9.30 A.M., a girl whom i have completely no recollection of was walking in the opposite direction.. i was looking forward, she was looking at me.. thus i looked at her, and
she smiled and said..

"hi, are you from YI..?"

i was like, "yup, hi... =)"

i dunno if that's a good thing, but my reputation in church have been growing.. and i even remember pastor once telling me that i'm keeping low profile.. now i'm like, wah, you sure, pastor..? now people know me, and i dunno them.. frankly, i dun think that's a good thing.. i dun like it when people knows me and i dunno them.. =/ but right now, reputation, i shouldn't give a care about it.. what's more important is my character, the reputation would take care of itself.. =D

today's colour: imagine a world without strangers.. ain't it cool..? =D

quizzez..? again?!?!

2008-07-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

ok, it's been some time.. i had my birthday!! and i got a psp!! from my aunt!! LSCT peoples, really appreciate it, but you're a little too slow.. get me a fender!! rawr!!

btw, this is a filler post.. cos yongjin tagged me, so, i had to do it.. and i dun wan my blog to die out so soon.. =D

1. The person who last tag you is: Yongjin a.k.a QS chocolate

2. Your relationship with him/her is: fellow QS soldier, fellow band member, fellow brother of God's army, fellow Bros before Hoes member, fellow classmate, jolly good fellow..

3. Your five impression of him/her: shy, round, cheerful, imbah anti-tank, big eater. as big as me.. =D

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: played BF2 with me, and killed me with his tank! lol. you ran over the sniper, darn you!!!!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: "i wish i could have seen her smile". you know where i got that from.. =D

6.If he/she become your lover, you will: become gay and God will strike me down.. remember sodom and gomoria..

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: his gender. period.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: love him.. =D almost impossible.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: some girl we're fighting over..? geez.. lol..

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: play a dota match with him!! although i just finished one..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: ok.. good actually.. ah, why hold back compliments, he's a great guy!!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: loud, noisy, cheerful.. =D

13. The characters you love of yourself are: cheerful, friendly, loving.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: i dunno, fat..? lazy, perhaps..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: someone worth protecting. someone worth making happy. (i like jin's answer so much i dun wanna change it..)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: i love you guys!! (this too)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you

1. millison (cos you have been tagging me!!)
2. jehanne (dunno, just popped in my mind.)
3. edah (since you come often.. ^^)
4. michelle (eh, all same clique one pop into my mind.)
5. natalie (cos you happen to be on my tagboard!!)
6. zongz (cant think of anyone else, so i din change)
7. xiaowei (comes in a pair, so... =D)
8. felicia mah (you're on my tagboard too!! =D)
9. shawn (get a blog and post this nut!!)
10. arnold (you too!!!XD)

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? number 7. they come in a pair.. =D

19. Is no.9 a male or female? this kinda questions expects funny answer.. somewhere in between..

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? definitely no. read question 18.

22. what is no.2 studying about? pharmacy science.. she's gonna be a pharmer.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? not sure.. today..?

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? hip hop, R&B, stuff like those that can dance to.. =D

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? 1 brother that have the same initials as her.

26. Will you woo no.3? nope.. would never happen..

27. How about no.5? if i dig incest, maybe.. but thank God i don't.

28. Is no.4 single? i think so.. ^^

29. What is the surname of no.5? what surname do you think my sister would have..?

30. What 's the hobby of no.4? sadly, no idea..=( she likes to cook though..

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? shawn would just pwn my sister.

32. Where is no.2 studying at? ngee ann polytechnic, pharmer.. =D

33. Talk something casually about no.1: lol, 5 hour record.. you know what i mean, you'll know what i mean.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? lol, din try.. =D

35. Where does no.9 live at? katong.. where the laksa is.. ^^

36. What colour does no.4 like? again, no idea..

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? milli and natalie.. i think they'll make good friends..

38. Does no.7 like no.2? number 7 likes number 6!! get that in your system!!

39. How do you get to know no.2? LSCT society.

40. Does no.1 have any pets? a fish, perhaps..? she have an insaneaquarium.. the rest, i not sure..

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? that question, i reserve to zongz to answer.. =D

ok, that's the end.. i wanna sleep... tired..

goodnight world!! (oops, copy right din say cant right...)

birthday!!

2008-06-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

woohoo!! it's the first time in i dunno how long that i am actually telling people that it's my birthday!!! *points to the left* it's coming soon!! less than 2 weeks!!

so, in view of the upcoming date of great importance, i shall do some shameless proclamation of what i want for my birthday..

no, people, i am not aftering varma's guitar.. but you know, if it is possible, i would like a fender stratocaster, the white version.. i just love the colour!! and what i really want is a decent guitar.. would love it if someone could get me that, but a electric guitar of similar model would do, or even, just a decent guitar.. im happy.. =D

ok, most of you guys know, i lost my psp.. it's gone for good, and there is no way i can get mine back.. it's really sad, and i really want my psp back!! if i cant have it back, can i have a replacement psp, please..?

ok, that's all.. that's what i really want for my birthday.. simple, eh..? i'll post updates on my life some other time, now, gotta sleep, school tml.. =/

*DISCLAIMER!!*

people who are reading this, please do not feel obliged to get me either.. im just saying that i really want them, and if you feel that you wanna buy me one cos you see me as a friend and you love me, i'll gladly accept.. im actually contented without them, so it's ok if you dun get me anything.. im serious, i'll love you the same.. =D

today's colour: it's still sakae sushi!!!

holidat week 1!

2008-06-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

one week have past for the holidays, and boy, was the holidays good!!! i have had quite alot of things to do, and practically busy the entire week.. but it had been real fun!!

monday, went to plat BF2 with team QS, but sadly, with one less assault.. morgan had class chalet, so me, zongz, nwahs, arnieman and chocoate went to play.. went to wheelock place to meet them, as arnold and yongjin had to repair their phones.. lesson learnt, never buy nokia.. and after that, we went to have dinner at plaza sing..

people, you should check out the indonesian BBQ at plaza sing's kopitiam.. it's in the corner, all the way at the end.. they serve BBQ chicken thighs, and they are enormous!! it taste really wonderful, even though it cost a whooping $4.80, it's really nice! take it from the food expert! =D

after that, we went to le maridien to play BF2.. great fun man, sniper rawks.. i even got to try the semi auto version of the sniper.. more maps at le meridien, more fun man.. =D i even met joanne over there.. speaking of coincidence.. =) had a great time, sniper is still the best in my humble opinion..

tuesday, i went to support siewling's event management.. prawn fishing!! or they call it prawning.. no matter, i get to eat anyway.. =D meet in school at 12, set off at 1.. me and ongnei is supposed to share one rod, but im holding on to it most of the time.. cos the noobcake is a lazy bum who dun wanna hold the rod, saying AFR and den let the prawn eat the meat.. so i snatch from him and went prawning!! i caught like, 8 within 3 hours!! not bad for a noob ok..

but i saw one uncle catching like, a few hundred.. scary.. =/ they dun measure how many, the measure by kilos.. after that, we went to BBQ them.. they taste so nice!! the uncles there are nice enough to give us prawns to cook and eat.. cos they caught so much in their life time they got sick of it.. =/ i'll post pictures when they send me the pictures.. i look cool holding the rod.. i think.. =p

wednesday i din go out.. stayed at home and mopped the floor.. played computer.. rotted.. that's also part of rest and relax ok!!

thursday went out to jam!! woohoo!! before that, i brought my grandparents to the hospital.. my grandpa needa see the urology doctor.. after that, we went to avion and spent 2 hours there.. jamming just one song: home.. and we did it without shawn!! eat that, prick!! but something was missing without the keyboard.. we need shawn afterall.. =D

bald monkeys running down the street will be the next big thing.. =)

friday was a busy day.. oh boy.. lots of things happened, and i really dun wanna blog about it.. talk to me if you want.. =D

saturday was the amazing race!! it was amazing!! cos it's the amazing race!! fine, i know im lame.. my team emerged first, and i got $20 sakae sushi!! woohoo!! for the entire race, we ran everywhere we could, and we din even stop for toilet breaks.. all run man, no stop!! we completed the whole race in 6 hours, going to 6 different locations and doing many funny crap at those stations.. it was teamwork that pulled us through.. without us working as a team, we can never make it.. never..

let me take this chance to really appreciate my team.. you had been awesome, wait, no, we had been awesome.. we couldn't have done it without each other.. as what liangzhi said, we are the "all star" team.. tall, short, skinny, fat, young, old, all have.. we even have parents on our team!! and we all did what we could, we persisted all the way, that's how we won.. =D people, wonder how i won..? i imagined food at the end.. just watch kungfu panda.. =)

sunday stayed home and rest.. woke up with an aching back!! nothing much happened.. =D

that's pretty much my first week.. i know, it's the 2nd week already, but im posting an update only at the end if this week.. LAZY LAH!! =D

today's colour: Sakae Sushi!!!

and here's more quizzes..

2008-06-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

one day i am going to ignore millison's taggings.. but first, let me do a quiz that i find very interesting, and that it's on zongz and edah's blog.. =D

1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.no cheating
4. With your answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift
[sad, sad. emolicious, i forgot where i got that word from.. but im happy today.. =)]

Will you get far in life?
Would You Be There - Redwan Ali
[i'll go as far as you..? answering a question with a question.. cool nuts.]

How do your friends see you?
Ain't No Other Man - Christina Aguliera
[COOL NUTS!! im special, eh.]

Will you get married?
Far Away - Nickelback
[man, am i going to get married when im like, 45..?]

What is your best friend's theme song?
Love it when you call - The Feeling
[ok, i'll call often. =D]

What is the story of your life?
Guilty - Blue
[is this a sign for me to never ever get into a court of law?]

What was high school like?
Petrified - Fort Minor
[is it really that scary..? it wasn't that bad..]

How can you get ahead in life?
The Campfire Song Song - spondgebob squarepants
[stay happy and sing fast songs about campfires.. be positive, even when you have a squidward on your team.. =D]

What's the best thing about your friends?
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Of Me - Fall Out Boy
[why dun they just drop dead?!?!]

What's in store for this weekend?
When There Was Me And You - Vanessa Anne Hudgens
[i really, REALLY dun mind spending a weekend with her. =)]

Describe your grandparents.
I'm Not Okie - My Chemical Romance
[woah, think i need to bring them to the doctors.. =(]

How's your life going?
Come Home Soon - Pug Jelly
[i am home!! or is that you, Lord..?]

What song will they play at your funeral?
Cry - Rihanna
[this quiz is creeping me out.. not a single song that have no link whatsoever.. =/]

How does the world see you?
To Zanarkand - Final Fantasy 7 OST
[ok, so the world wants to be in another world. am i that hated..?]

Will you have a happy life?
I Do(Cherish You) - 98 degrees
[i think i would, if i cherish it well.]

Do people secretly lust after you?
Heaven Knows - Rick Price
[seriously, only Heaven Knows.. =D]

How can you make yourself happy?
Do You Remember - Aaron Carter
[be nogalstic and think of the past..? remember, happy times..]

What should you do with your life?
How To Save A Life - The Fray
[ok, im signing up with a lifesaver's course.]

Will you ever have children?
Baby It's You - Jojo
[perhaps i will!!]

What song would you strip to?
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
[why would i strip to this song..? even though the female looks sexy in the mtv..=/]

What does your mum think of you?
La Paga - Black Eye Peas
[have no idea what that means. first no link song.]

What song would be played at your wedding?
Getcha Head In The Game - High School Musical
[so now, the wedding is a game, and i gotta focus?[

lol, not too bad a quiz.. and now, quiz number two, the one milli tagged me about.. bother.. =p

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions until you have named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 8 people to do this.not in order.
(meaning i put 1-20 first, then randomly fill the spots.)
1. Millison
2. Edah
3. Jehanne
4. Michelle
5. Hong Wei
6. Xiaowei
7. Yewjia
8. Shawn
9. Arnold
10. Yongjin
11. Morgan
12. Daniel
13. Raynard
14. Edward
15. Hongwee
16. Sherylin
17. Marie
18. Ziwei
19. Wai Lok
20. Jia liang
How did you meet 14 [edward]?
School. same class. not a good thing. will NEVER concentrate.
.
What if 9 [Arnold] and 20 [Jialiang] dated?
as what morgan would say, hell would freeze over..
.
Will 6 [xiaowei] and 17 [marie] date?
both are attached, sadly, not to each other.. =D
.
Describe 3 [Jehanne].
straightforward, strong, loving.
can be blur at times, academic smart.
not very road smart, and loves to be in charge.
well, that's how i know her.
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Describe 7 [yewjia].
another description question?
loud, funny, moos
can be cute, can also be so damn irritating.
i have nothing more to say.. =D
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What would you do if 18 [Ziwei] confesses to you that he/she likes you?
i think Jonathan will kill us both.. =/
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What language does 15 [Hongwee] speak?
the language of game.
seriously, if you know him well, you know he speaks only game language.
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who is 9 [Arnold] going out with?
Currently single and available.
and he's the most handsome guy in LSCT!!
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how old is 16? [sherylin]
18.
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when is the last time you spoke to 13 [raynard]?
if i din remember wrongly, TPFF common test. we were NOT cheating, it's before that.. =D
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who is 2's [Edah] favourtite band/singer?
have no idea. but she seems to be into rock. =D
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would you ever date 4 [Michelle]?
probably no. lol.
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would you date 1 [Millison] ?
from what i experienced.. probably no, either.
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is 19 [Wai Lok] single?
apparently, yes, but from his msn nick, he's in love.. =D
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would you ever be in a relationship with 11 [Morgan]?
with that doggy who haves a mass ____?
.
school of 3? [Jehanne]
LSCT in ngee ann poly. aint it cool..? =D
.
where does 6 live? [Xiaowei]
yishun. and zongz sends her home, even though he lives in pasir ris.. =D
.
what is your favourite thing about 5 [Hongwei]?
man, i can go on for hours. wise, down to earth when it is required of him.
yes comical and funny when the mood is light.
makes good judgement of the situation and access properly.
just look at his post on the voting for main com.
i think he'll make a good vice president for the main com.
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have you seen 2 [Edah] naked?
hell no!! i haven even seen her hair, for goodness sakes!!

bleah, glad that's over.. i'll post more soon.. i hope.. =D

tag replies.

2008-06-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

goodness, im spamming my own blog.. but i need to reply tags, so i'll do it here.. all the way back to janice.. i know, long time ago!!

janice: come often leh.. =D

kohwei: ^^

daphne: fine, fine.. and your link is so hard to type.. freaking long and it's japanese some more!!

felicia: thanks.. and i hope you'll still read.. i really mean it..

millison: sorry lah.. ct over liao den blog can..? =D

nod.dod: it's lidat de lah.. alot of complications.. =)

millison: and i've done your quiz..

edah: i really have some linking business to do.. haha.. yeah, gotta agree.. =D

sarah: sarah cheong..? which sarah are you..? thanks, though.. it's pretty much gone..

more emoness..

2008-06-08T20:28:00.002+08:00

talking about emoness!! haha.. it's been some time, i haven been blogging, i know, i know.. stop nagging me to blog, dang it!! and i really appreciate people who read my blog.. really, i do, thank you for taking time to sit down, visit this webpage and read.. it makes me feel visible.. ^^ but can you please, please tag me..? yes, arnold, im talking about you.. hongwei too.. tag something everytime you come!! please..? ^^

common tests are over!! one reason why i never blog is because i had to mug!! it's really, really tough, cos i din really know what's going on.. been dreaming for the past sem.. but it turned out good.. my mugging sessions with arnold till late night had it's fruits.. paper wasn't too difficult, i have hope that i can pass!! ace even!! GPA 3.6, here i come!! meh, kinda low, i know, but im happy.. ^^

common test over, what does that mean..? that's right, it's the holidays!! kinda boring one, cos it's only 2 weeks, and i have no idea what to do, where to go.. my beloved area leader and some guys would be gone for a few days, from monday till thursday, cos of church camp.. sigh, boring one.. think i better catch up on some games.. =D

we had a few birthdays.. millison, hongyi, and i dun remember who else.. on milli's birthday, they bought her a psp.. and gave her only the psp itself, no power cable.. power right.. and she came and ask me for a cable, whereas jehanne asked me NOT to pass her a power cable.. cos it's the exam period.. ah well, what to do.. i din lah, but i think they passed her the cable on the last day of exams.. i think..

at the end of friday, after the paper and main com meeting, morgy, zongz, jin, nwahs and i went to play battlefield 2.. it was an awesome time.. im QS dickies, and im a sniper, and boy, do i love that job!! they say it sucks, but i find it pretty.. got a few kills, was among top 4 for the last few games, even topped morgan.. but morgan wasn't doing his assult job.. he was more like driver, but yeah, couldn't do without him.. ^^

there was radical conference!! woohoo, it was good man.. for 2 days, radical worshipping of the great Lord of mine.. nothing as refreshing as that.. in fact, for me, it's 3 days, cos im serving as an usher, i get one day extra!! =) pastor preston reminds me of somebody.. kiddish, childlike, big and bubbly, cheerful.. who does he remind you of..? haha.. what he speaks is really down to earth and applicable.. learnt alot from him, hanging out with the right crowd, doing what should be done and not what i feel like doing.. his simple faith is astonishing, and God really brings him far..

and the week after radical conference, it's a pastor from the united kingdom whom i dun really remember his name.. pastor glen, i think, and i think i like him.. but he hates manchester united and supports manchester city, dang it.. he's opposing pastor daniel!! i dun wanna be known as big as fat anymore!! a label, taken off my back.. if i had food, i would have lifted it up, but sadly, no food in the hall.. =(

come to think about it, i wasn't sitting in the hall.. it was so darn packed i had to sit outside the hall.. two services in the room of one i scary, i have to say.. and i was doing usher, so i had the "privilledge" to sit outside, with more room!! had been serving for the past two weeks, and boy am i tired.. really, i really am.. and next week is another combined service, with amazing race with it as well.. i think im going to fall asleep during the movie next week.. zZzZz

and it's movie next week!! dun you just love my blog posts..? it links!! movie, i dunno what they are going to show, but i believe it's nice.. they never fail to put up nice movies for us to watch, do they..? anybody wanna watch free movie, please feel free to approach me.. you get to play in the games day too!! amazing race!! woohoo!!

zealot's games day had been postponed.. service games day will be on for the next week, but hey, we would have good exposure.. see what they did right, learn from them, see their blunders, learn from their mistakes.. and we're gonna put everything in the games day in november.. long long time to go.. =(

awfully long and wordy post.. imma gonna post more during this holidays.. not gonna emo so much liao..thanks for all your support, people!! really appreciate it.. i love you!! i really do!! =D

today's colour: i feel very loved.. ^^

2008-06-08T20:03:00.003+08:00

dang, millison tagged me.. so i have to do it.. i guess.. haha..
and by the way, i've changed all the boyfriends to girlfriends, and vice versa.. you wun expect me to have a boyfriend, do you..?

1. At which age do you want to get married?
haha, 25, or at the most, 30..? i WANT to get married, have children, live happily ever after.
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2.Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
bros before hoes, man. bros before hoes. contrary to popular belief, it is STILL bros before hoes. i mean it, morgan.. =D
.
3. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
as in someone to dump all my secrets and talk about them and trust him not to tell anybody..? the guy in my mirror.
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4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
i think i do.. i have confidence in the fats around my waist!! =)
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5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
abuse the someone abusing the animal. i'll sit on his face. and fart.
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6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
why are there so many questions about rainbows and what's not the other side? they are visions, but only illusions, and they have nothing to hide.. =)
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7.What is your goal for this year?
as of my every year.. SLIM DOWN!! IMMA FAT PRICK!!
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8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah, i do.. but a small, finite human being would not be about to have such a infinite thing.
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9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
i dun think i did.. it's the other way round though.. please dun give the person who tagged me that kind of look.. it's NOT her.
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10. What feeling do you love most?
FULL!! and it doesn't come often.. and of cos, feel loved.. ^^
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11. If one day your best friend and girlfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
this question is vague.. my best friend and my girlfriend, or my best friend and his girlfriend? if it's best friend and girlfriend, i'll side with my mum.. i'll listen to what they have to say, and side with the one that makes more sense.. =)
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12.name one qoute u like or thought of?
God loves round things.
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13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Duh~ stewpig question.. (i refuse to even change millison's answer. stewpig is nice, by the way.. =) as in, the food.. )
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14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
yeah, i do.. im not those emo and lock myself in my room and dota all day kinda guy.. BF2 buddies!! woohoo!!
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15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
God.
Family.
myself.
studies.
top 4 enough le lah, ah...?
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16.If you were on a ship, your mother and your girlfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
dang this cliche question. aren't you sick of it..? lol.. i'll jump in and save my mum, throw the float to my girlfriend..
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17.If your girlfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
remember what QS dickies is..? run, and she will only die tired.
no lah, i would just leave her.. make her feel super guilty before i do so, too..
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18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
right before i started growing fat.. i could stay slim till now man!!
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19.Have you ever thought that you've made the wrong decision & you're in a dilemma after that?
eh.. yeah.. =D
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20. Would you die for the one you love?
depends on the situation.. if i die so that the person may live.. maybe, just maybe..

and now, im supposed to tag 5 people?!?! can i tag only a few..? morgan, yongjin..enough.. cant think of anyone else..

bub bye GLs

2008-05-26T23:29:00.004+08:00

it's official, im no longer part of the family any longer.. i was offically kicked after FOC, which i din attend.. although they say im a GL wannabe, the very fact that i can no longer log into the forums is sign that i am no longer a GL.. my second alternative is to run for main committee, which will get me back into GLs.. sadly, i fell short and did not make it in.. for people who voted me, thank you very much for showing me the support.. i know you guys believed in me, that i will make myself useful in the main com, and i sincerely thank you for that.. and for people who did not vote, this post is not against you.. i know the circumstances that i created that caused me to be of rather unpopular among some of you, as i had heard gossips and as much as i distest, i will take them seriously as feedback.. thank you for all the fun that you guys gave me, it's something i will not forget so easily..

zongz asked me if i regretted going mission trip and not FOC.. frankly speaking, i did a little.. while on the team, i dun feel part of them, constantly felt out of place, felt that i wasn't really useful on the trip.. one thing that's far worse, is that i felt unimportant, that i wasn't needed, my absence would do no difference... if i were in Singapore, i would be going for FOC, get my CCA points, be in the big loving family of life science, not let my raiko down, especially Jenny.. i owe her alot due to my absence, she was constantly worried that raiko would not have enough GLs.. Jehanne as well, because of my absence, the entire chereography have to be redone to suit the number of people.. when i heard that derek was not going for mission trip, i was taken aback.. he said he din have money, and he's saving up for the next one.. perhaps i should haven taken the same option as him, and skip this one to go for the next one, as i din have enough money either.. i had to borrow money and empty out my bank account to get enough to go on this trip.. and after a few days, everything is over..

people might find it silly, how i can forsake such good things.. CCA points, friends, staying in the CCA, save money.. but everything becomes clear if you put God into the picture.. i had a command, that is to go and make disciples of all nations.. i am simply following God's instructions.. following his voice.. wholeheartedly..

my mission trip team, whom i really love.. even though sometimes there can be some misunderstandings, i still love you guys.. let's work together towards God's kingdom, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

if you can actually remember this.. you would be pretty old, i have to say.. most people in the illustration is no longer in YI.. i managed to find this when i was digging for some CD for my dad, and found a disc of pictures.. try to make a guess who, where, when and why this is made.. =D

been such long time since an emo post. a post of how i really feels. perhaps it's a good thing that this blog does not have many readers..

today's colour : shall not be emo for too long, dun worry.. i'll be happy soon.

2008-05-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

my conversation with julia

(~☣✞*`:.zéåö+.:`*✞☣~) says:
you stand beside a dragon boater is like a broom standing beside a tree.
hello, my name is cactus says:
=.=
hello, my name is cactus says:
wow
hello, my name is cactus says:
nice words
(~☣✞*`:.zéåö+.:`*✞☣~) says:
true wad...
hello, my name is cactus says:
den wad abt qinying
hello, my name is cactus says:
she more skinny + shorter
(~☣✞*`:.zéåö+.:`*✞☣~) says:
er..
(~☣✞*`:.zéåö+.:`*✞☣~) says:
toothpick!!
hello, my name is cactus says:
-.-
hello, my name is cactus says:
evil pig

ok fine.. im evil.. but it's just an illustration!! haha..

these days are just plain tiring.. projects after projects.. and i never knew phychology for creativity would take up so much of my time, energy, and all the other sacrifices i dun usually have to make.. but im in it, and i made some really great friends!! mai for example, she and her monkey business, and grace, someone whom i can really trust.. i have no idea why also, though, but i can really trust her.. =D

i cracked my laptop screen!! dag nabbit! hairline crack from closing the screen.. it's really, really bad.. well, not that bad, but if you apply pressure you can see the liquid crystal oozing out of the crack.. like blood from a wound.. just that it's black and really disgusting.. gotta have it repaired.. and im fighting for a free repair.. cos the LCD is so freaking fragile!! =(

and i just came back from KL!! im supposed to submit a food report to the people that brought me there.. i ate like im gonna starve after the trip.. but it was a really good one!! nice break and everything.. and i have some back log i have to clear and some lessons i have to catch up.. thankfully, RENG lecture was on the holiday, so i din miss much.. thankfuly.. =D

speaking of which, my RENG project.. dang, im going to die really, REALLY hard man.. i dun have any reliable men in my group (daphne, you're a lady, not a man.) that i can trust.. but i think, and i sure hope that this thing will turn out just fine.. =D

and yes, im going to germany!! i really hope i can get pass the interview and go over and learn more about germany's industries!! would be a great exposure.. just hope that Mr mirko stoll likes me.. =D

and right now, i have to finish my work on the advanced chem!! tml's the due date!! and i dun have promises on updates.. cos, well.. im lazy.. =D

today's colour: feel like jumping up and down at the thought of germany!!

2008-04-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

i came back from china.. it was good.. but im not gonna blog much about it, cos well, to protect a certain someone.. ask me instead.. =)

school started, and i had a very rough week.. lost my psp, got into quite a bad project group, grandpa fell and got admitted into hospital, got scolded quite badly today.. dun wanna talk to much.. ask me about it if you want..

today's colour: i am really, really tired..

bleahz

2008-03-27T01:16:00.010+08:00

i actually have alot, ALOT of things to blog, and i have thought of blogging them.. but i never found the time.. so now, im blogging.. =)

on tuesday, 11th of march,(back track abit) i went for prayer meeting.. i saw a vision, quite a vivid one.. i saw an oil lamp, with all the details in it, the wick floating on top of the lamp, and the lamp was filled with oil.. first, a flame was burning the wick, and the wick did not burn out.. after awhile, the wick was removed from the oil, and the flames quickly consumed the wick.. so i asked God what is this all about..?

we are the wick.. when we tap onto God, the pool of oil, we are able to live everyday, continue to burn without burning out.. but without God, we will burn out instantly.. this reminds me that i have to constantly rely on God, to tap on his strength and grace, or else we will be snubbed out almost completely..

on the 17th, monday, i went back to school for games com meeting.. even though im not going FOC, at least i try to help out a little bit.. after the meeting, went to the clubhouse to help the log heads clear the club house.. who the log heads are, you might ask..?

these two are your log heads!! see, log and head!! log head!! i got really bored so i got them to post for such photos.. haha..

after that we went for night walk reckee.. we walked block 50.. and there was this point whereby we have to enter the girl's toilet and got the SGLs to turn off the lights.. and woohoo, it was so freaking dark for 5 seconds, millison clinged onto me like a scarley cat.. well, not that much, but she held onto my sleeve in fear.. silly girl.. sigh..

the next day, the whole lot of us went to have dinner at carcoal, at city hall, in support of wilson, as he is doing his final year project.. i was severely overdressed... cos they rest are like wearing simple and i wore a coat!! man!!

see, i looked like a pimp!! and they made me and liangzhi sit at opposite ends of the table, making us look like mafia bosses.. but we are good people.. =) i'll get yvonne to send me the photos of the food, and i'll post it for all to see.. =)

after that, we went for a walk at clarke quay.. took pictures, and eventually bought chips and sat by the river and talked and talked and talked..

group photo!!! we should have got someone to take for us..

me staring far, far away.. no idea what im looking at..thanks ar, xuele.. warn me first ma!!

now that's much better!!!

on the 21st, good friday, i spent it, well, as many would have guessed it, in church!! but i wasn't attending the usual service, this time, it was a special annointing service called the boys and girls brigade's enrolment service!! yup, it was the big day for many, many of our people, including yoong liang zhi, emcee watt and the CSMs to be!! but instead of sitting there like a civilian, i went as a backstage crew.. in other words.. SAI KANG WARRIOR!!!

to be frank, i need not have to go on friday.. it just so happens that i was at yvonne's house playing board games on thursday, when siew ling rang yvonne up.. she needed duct tape, so i volunteered to go and buy, as i have the extra cash on me then.. after i have bought it, i offered to deliver it to church.. partially cos i wanna use my ezlink card.. i dun wan my bus concession to go to waste!!

so i reached church.. went inside, pass them the duct tape, wanted to go off.. but when i looked closely, the chairs were in a mess!! being a good usher who takes initiative, i spent time arranging them.. and when i was about to be done, weiyan asked sister vivian loudly..

weiyan: i need people who are able to carry, and are alert tml.. dun wan those can carry but blur blur, later give orders canot follow, jia lat..

and den siew ling asked me if i can come tml morning.. i said ok.. and there you have it, me being there on friday!! dang, this post is going to be so long winded..

so i was there, and hell, was there cock ups.. one long year service envelope went missing.. we searched high and low, and finally found it on the table, below the flowerpot.. man, thersa was so worried.. and many many other things happened.. but still, enrolment was a success.. =) and i have only one photo of the enrolment service.. with only one person in it.. and the person is......

do not ask why it is my cell group leader.. i am not gay.. i just like that angle.. =)

after enrolment service, there was chalet!!! on the 24th to 26th, zealot's tertiary students went for chalet at sentosa, at the kumpung huts!! the huts were small, but it was enough to squeeze 12 people in for sharing.. everybody had a bed to sleep on (thank God!!) and they were FULLY AIRCONDITIONED.. that's a plus on derek's checklist.. and on top of that, there were NO LIMIT TO AIRCON USUAGE!! double plus on derek's checklist.. and he was tempted to stay in there the whole day.. i chased him out somehow.. =)

on the first night, me and liangzhi arrived late because of mission trip training.. i managed to memorise john 3:16 in chinese!! praise the Lord man!! we have to learn new life in chinese, and alot of other stuff along with it.. all in chinese.. i even tried praying in it.. to no avail..... when we reached there, we ended up playing risk.. super long, i was first to get out, and yongquan was actually down to 5 men on the entire board, but in the end, he won the war.. what the heck!?!? sometimes it is just the dice.. and we went to sleep after that..

and something memorable happened when we were sleeping...

"im not drunk!!! i still can drink!!!!"

im not gonna talk too much on this.. want to know more, approach me personally.. =)

on the second day, we went to the beach!! if we go sentosa and dun go to the beach, pointless right.. we played captain's ball and beach soccer.. well, i lost both.. err.. but it was fun.. =) after the soccer match, me, thokkai, yongquan and wee kiat swam to the unchartered island on siloso beach..the water there is crystal, and the sand there is like cotton candy.. until you swim to that island, you dunno how good it feels to be there.. =)

after some time we swam back, and the skies actually looked dark.. we said that we will go back on the first drop of rain, but thank God, not even one dropped on our heads.. so from there, we went to play the MRT game, this time, splashing water... after a tiring match, decided to go back in at 4.. but we din have enough fun, we went to the swimming pool!!! we did some dives, with some stupid ones, but there was no injuries and we all had fun.. =)

ok, time to tell you an embarassing moment.. i was supposed to go back to the room to grab drinks and head to the beach.. im supposed to go to room E.. i ended up opening the door of room A.. looked inside, saw two strangers, i stun awhile.. den i realised my mistake, i jumped off, closed the door and ran for the correct room!! so paiseh lah!! but i got my drinks and went off..

we ordered pizza, so we had a pizza feast at our chalets.. it seems little at first.. but still, i ate 6 slices!! i think i ate the most that day.. and there was still left overs!! it's like God feeding the 5000 men!! praise the Lord!! haha..

after the food, we went to look for something called the musical fountain.. we boarded the bus, and there was this 4 foreigners, one of them asked me to play a song, as i was holding liangzhi's guitar!! i was absolutely stunned!!! they clapped, and i cannot turn them down, so i played something, but did a really bad job, so, ah well, we let it rest, eh..?

we looked for musical fountain.. but we cant find it, cos it was torn down!! replaced by something called the song of the sea, and to view it, we have to pay.. disappointed, we went to take some photos.. we climb up the stairs to this big hill, and to our plesant surprise, we were able to look at the show from there!! so we saw an array of lights and lasers, and we had a fun time.. after that, we went to take more pictures.. as the pictures are with ms shara teo, i have to wait for her to send me before i can post them up..

after that we went back to the chalet and had sharing.. after the sharing, someone knocked on our door.. it's those people from room A and B.. by the way, we took rooms C, D and E.. they needed the guy to do a forfeit.. and i played the song, dui mian de nu hai lan guo lai, and he sang along with me.. funny situation, but we had loads of fun.. in the end, i was the guitarist for them, and we sat down and sang songs i played.. i have a friend, peiyi, who was among the group.. but i dunno why, she like avoiding me..? at least she gives me that feeling lah.. cos i tried to say hi, even from day 1, but she seems to be avoiding my gaze.. when i was there to sing songs, she hide in the room, say she wanna sleep.. and when im gone, she go out and join them in singing.. dunno if she will even blog about me, or leave me out totally..? sigh... ah well.. dun care her lah, ah.. =)

wed, check out, went home, sleep, went for dinner.. grandma's birthday.. and we took some photos with the new camera that my dad bought on ebay.. yes, my dad shops on ebay..

and this is my dad!!! the ebay shopper!!

that is my hand, holding onto a piece of cereal prawn..

and this is my cute little cousin holding a carnation for my gandma..

my grandma's camera shy, so she refused to take pictures.. no matter.. =)

wow, i spent more than one hour trying to blog.. this might even be one of the longest posts i have ever had.. with photos some more!! but still, im gonna stick to tradition.. ending with...

today's colour: this colour reminds me of cereal prawn!! =)

blog..

2008-03-17T02:19:00.002+08:00

i think i should change my blog song.. it get's irritating after awhile.. if was cool at first, but now.. meh.. i think i'll upload peaceful forest.. it's one of my favorite pieces, and i hope you'll like it too!!

on friday morning, 14th of march, i was sleeping like a log.. i got an sms, but it din wake me.. i was woken up by liangzhi's call.. he spammed like 3 times, den i picked up..

Me: urlow?
Zhi: eh ken!! still sleeping ar..?
Me: ye-
Zhi: what time liao, wake up!! go check your results!! how much you get..?
Me: ah. 8.30? orh, i go check.
--checking--
Me: erm.. i got 3 C+..
Zhi: woah, so jia lat ar?
Me: haven finish.. 3 C+, one B+, two A+.. GPA 3.3..
Zhi: woah! not bad leh!!

and after that, i hung up, washed up, woke my sister up, pulled my pants up and went out of the house and went up the bus.. me and my sister made our way to play basketball at shelter court.. it's been so long since i played basketball, my thighs ache the next day!! man!! i gotta exercise!!

went home to check in detail, my results.. here goes..

BIOMOLECULAR SCIENCE
C+

COMMUNICATION TOOLKIT
A

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 3
C+

INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY
C+

INORGANIC & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY
A

THERMODYNAMICS
B+

CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 3.3163

so that's what GPA stands for.. oh well..

nothing much to blog about.. i should sleep man.. tired, and there's a meeting tml morning..

today's colour: imma sleepy..

whata nag!!

2008-03-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

lol, everybody is asking me to blog.. after your long naggings, i present to you, a post!!

the end.

okok, not that fast lah... and my brother wants to slap me.. man!! what kind of world am i living in!?!?

ok, now exams are over, and i am not exactly free as a bird yet.. cos i signed up for advanced certificate in chemistry, and thus i have to come back during the holidays for lessons.. but it's not a burden!! in fact, i think i like the lessons!! and the lecturer was, well.. not too bad.. Dr Koh, clever personnel..

went to chill and hang out on tuesday, 26th of feb.. me, shawn and arnold went to carl's jr to have lunch.. i ordered a triple, and changed to beef chilli cheese fries, and it costs a whooping 16 bucks!!! and i ate till i almost barfed.. i finished one and a quarter of a burger, cos the original plan was i eat half, and shawn eat his half,and then we swap.. but after i finish mine and shawn's other half, shawn was halfway through my half, and could ony finish half of my half, and give half of my original half back to me.. thus i have two halves and half of a half.. if you find this confusing.. good luck to you..

and after that, we went to play arcade!! house of the dead 4!! completed the whole game!! and the 4 of us, zongz, nwahs, blackie and me spent a whooping $38 on it!!! that is, 10 each and one 8!!! dang!! what a waste of money!! and that's not all, after that, it's...

TCC!! great coffee, great embiance, great money reducing agent!! and we was about to go for a movie... T.T poor guys just wanting to have fun.. in this kind of world, how do you have fun and not spend money..? thrills no longer come cheap anymore!! and we were about to watch a movie.. was in plaza sing, so i got my aunt to buy, she could get it for a dollar cheaper.. so, she bought it, and i looked for her at nancy's chocolate shop.. and guess what..

she treated the 4 of us to movies!!! arnold felt good, and shawn and hongwei felt really bad.. but still, we watched it anyway, juno, not a bad movie, and after tht, we went for pool, and we had cheap dinner "7-11 food" and den we went home.. the end..

school friends outing rawks!! now to plan a church people outing!! but what can i call my cell group people out to do leh..? hmmm..

today's colour: i am in a holiday mood!!!

i have visitors!!

2008-01-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

i actually have people visiting me on my blog!! this is wonderful!! woohoo!!

anyway, school started.. i went to school on monday for nothing.. let's not talk about it.. and i went home and saw zealot 3 at home!! they came over to have steamboat and a talk cock, sing song, play mahjong session.. me, ghim hwee, felicia and victoria proceeded to the mahjong table after the food.. and boy, my hand stinks.. >.<>

after that, me and ubeng went church for a free dinner and a free notebook!! and after that went to the annointing service.. but at the end of it, pastor seems more annoyed than annointed.. cos the service dragged till near midnight, and the girls are not home yet.. they are only young girls, and being the pastor, he feared for their safety.. and thus, started chasing people home.. i din go home lah, obviously.. went to derek's house!!

went with liangzhi, derek, weiyan, anathan, ongnei, xavier and andy ong.. wierd combo, eh..? we only have two things in common.. Jesus as our father and our little brothers.. talk about family!! anyway, zhi, me, derek, weiyan and ana played risk, and hell, i died first.. >.<>

bleah, i can be so long winded...

wednesday no school!! nothing much to say anyway.

and thursday was, i dunno how to label it.. i went to school at 9 in the morning.. and the teacher was not there yet..strange, she was always early.. soon after, the TSO came to ask us why we are there.. well, apparently the teacher is on mc till the 8th, coming back on the 9th.. i dunno to laugh or to cry.. laugh cos no biomol, cry cos i have to spend 5 hours in school and have to do so much make up lessons.. and i really dunno what to do.. sigh.. have to study harder this sem man...

was running through youtube just now.. casting crowns' if we are the body.. feel so convicted after listening to it.. you guys should listen to it too..

today's colours: why aren't we doing a thing..?

im hungry...

2007-12-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

the very reason that i did not post for so long is the very fact that i do have a life!!! not really.. imma just lazy... XD

final exams are over!! more than 2 weeks ago, but i din post that, so im posting it here!!! woohoo!!! but the holidays are ending soon, cos i din post that earlier, thus.. a little too late for celebration.. heh..

can some kind soul force me to blog or something, else this blog is as dead as ever!!! haha..

after the exams, i went to YI camp.. yeah, yeah, black tribe din win.. we got best cheer!! we screamed our lungs out!! and i killed a few people in the war game!! haha.. i met God in a while new way.. turn back and see my life, what have i done with it..? am i chasing the singaporean dream..? i got my focus on life back.. and yes, im ready now!! and i almost lost my voice.. thank God i din, cos after YI camp comes...........

CHRISTMAS BASH!! and im the judge!! i have lines.. and thank God i still have voice!! and im hungry right now!! okok, random thought, but yes, ken lim is hungry on the 28th of dec 2007, at 16 50 hours...

christmas bash was wonderful.. seeing so many people commit their lives to God is a wonderful thing.. a shame hongwei din hear the sermon.. dun worry man.. time will tell.. ^^

and now... holidays are over soon... boohoo.. sigh.. ah well... time for school!! imma so trying to get better results this sem... dun wanna lag behind others.. ><

today's colour: excited for school!!!

bleahz..

2007-12-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

it's been even longer.. haha.. i know, i know, i've abandoned this poor blog, but im here to post again..

showstopper is over, as well as quite a few birthdays.. and common test coming le.. see, how long have i not blogged!! haha.. nothing much to blog anyway..

and power rangers (ok, FINE, it's a bad name) won the first round of captain's ball.. this means we have to be back on friday to play again.. im very sorry rachel!! i think if we can find another substitute, you can go for your conference!!

have to thank denyse and her class for organising this.. ice cream for free if we're good leh.. these kinda things where to find.. haha.. thank you!!

ok, nothing else to blog le.. and common test coming soon.. i predict that i will flunk my biomolecular science.. but i am going to chiong it. .and now, have to mug.. sigh..

today's colour: come on people!! let's study!!

after so long!!

2007-10-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

ok, people, i know, it have been aeons.. seriously, many things happened to me during this time.. i've climbed mt panti, got into christmas bash dance team, started school, had dance practices, got scandalled, celebrated birthdays, emo-ed, high-ed, and there's so much more.. ya lah, as julia said, DEAD BLOG.. what to do.. haha..

firstly, i went to kota tinggi to climb mountains.. woah, super hard, and i was lagging really far behind.. reach the submit, the view is really REALLY good.. rested, had lunch, the decent is really easier.. all i did was jump jump jump, den i reach the bottom le.. =)

the camp, overall, ok lah.. not bad lah.. but missed a saturday of church.. sigh.. why cant it be on the weekdays?!?! !@#&#$#!%@#$

and im in christmas bash!! woohoo!! i've been wanting in since the first christmas bash, but never knew about any audition.. now im in.. im happy.. =)

and yes, school started for 2 weeks already.. and it was, well, not bad.. im currently taking english(com tool kit), CME( individual and community), triple science,(biomolecular, thermodynamics and inorganic chem), single math.. man, this is so much like secondary school days!! i miss those days, really... sigh..

now got showstopper dance to practice.. we knew about the dance since last sem, but started practicing only one week before the camp.. so we're cramping whatever we can, trying to master the moves, and do a performance on this coming wed to the SGLs *yikes*.. actual performance is on the 13th nov, tuesday, so people, try to make it.. =)

scandals are such fun things.. and yes, out of the 3 main scandals, im in one of them.. dun worry people, nothing coming out of it yet..

4 birthday babies in a span of 9 days.. asyraf, shili and hongwei for the GLs part, and my dear cell group leader, yap you beng.. really had fun just whacking cream on his face.. should have bought wipped cream and bua him entirely..u beng, hope you really have fun on your 18th birthday.. bring you out for a meal someday.. =)

and on saturday, after church, i went to asyraf's house for hari raya.. he opened his house for us to go visit, really have to thank him for that.. we really enjoyed ourselves, laughed our ass out and really just peng on the floor.. for a good example, look at millison and yingli.. really is roll.. haha..

nothing really much to update.. just trying to keep this blog alive.. i'll try to post lah.. really,TRY to post.. =)

today's colour: i feel so tired now..

erts..

2007-09-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

well, seriously, i dunno what to blog about.. so, im shooting randomly..

started working.. plaza singapura costomer service assistant.. ya lah, got this job cos i got connection lah.. next time, try asking from relatives.. they might have good lobang.. =) costomer service is good, you just have to know how to deal with costomers.. give the kind of pathetic look whereby you wanna help, but you cannot help, those kinda look, you'll definitely pass it.. so far, not too much nasty costomers..

im getting fat!! next to costomer service, there's a chocolate shop.. i dun buy from them, they treat me eat!! woohoo, free chocolate, but im seriously getting fat!! and i love those people!!

im starting to miss me cell group.. one week never seemed so long before!! and seeing them once a week is not enough!! especially the leadership core.. i've been neglecting them!! argh!! i miss you guys!! seeing you tml!! yay!! actually, more like later, still yeah!!!

for the past few days, i've been having the worst headache i ever had!! pulsating,and directly above my eyes.. giving me nausea, and i vomitted trice in two days.. eew... ah well.. im getting better.. thanks to those who showed concern!!

im starting to get more involved with the GLs.. going to be lead guitarist in the next band performance.. excited.. and am going to dance hip hop.. woohoo... excited..

im getting kind of distracted.. would really love for you guys to pray for me.. wanna know more, ask from me.. =)

today's colour: emo-ing, and the skies look grey..

teacher's day!!

2007-09-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday was teacher's day.. i din go back on friday.. cos i had chalet!! haha..

on 23rd, thursday, i finished my last paper!! woohoo!! one semester just passed!! super fast leh, and after this, 5 more semesters, and im out of poly.. time really flies.. and the paper was easy.. have to thank Mr Chong for that.. he taught well.. =)

den on 24th, i wanted to bring my grandma to see doc, but my uncle came over and fetch her, tell me stay at home.. he dun wan me always be on my grandma's beck and call, so asked me to go out, or stay at home... den my grandma questioned me, ask me if im tired, ask me if i need to go out... sp, to avoid that, i said i needed to go see the lecturer, cos he have something for me to do.. i actually had, just that i dun have to see him on friday.. so in the end, she made my uncle drive me to school, and met my lecturer.. ah well..

Mr Kyle Phua got something for me to do.. help him consolidate science papers, so he can read.. i agreed.. and after i got the stuff i need, i was free to go!! dunno where to go, asked my aunt.. she told me to go PS find her.. im like, okay.. so i went down.. =)

after that, went to meet my grandma at telok blangah.. den went home.. den go out to my cousin's house.. den went home and sleep..

monday was the 15th day of the 7th month of the lunar calander.. so i dun wanna stay home.. dun wan bai bai.. ZzZzZ.. so went out with celia, ongnei, and sab.. went to bugis to buy ongnei's dog chain.. after that, dunno where to go, went to Plaza Sing to eat ice cream!! wanted to eat bravossimo, but den, closed.. =( den i went for another ice cream.. treated the other people.. spent 15 bucks on ice cream.. ouch man!! but it's ok.. blessings.. =) den went to watch blood brothers.. nice show, but the others dunno how to appreciate.. sad.. celia actually wanted to go for an interview for a job.. but den, she dun wan the job le, so din go.. and in the end, we nuahed at PS.. den went home!!

have to thank my aunt.. she provided vitamin M for me, else i could not have done some things i do.. thanks, zhuzhu!! on the day whereby the whole world seems to be at PS, she have to absent herself from work.. =) still, thank you..

wednesday to friday, it was chalet!! class one, very fun!! nothing much to blog here.. just played mahjong, PS2, watch blade 2 and blade trinity.. they gambled, i stepped out.. BBQed for 2 days, and still healthy.. =) mr chong even bought KFC!! woohoo!! nothing much lah.. just had hack lots of fun.. =)

this morning, i managed to glance at the newspaper.. there was this boy, 16 years old, died at the wheels of a bus.. this year o levels.. sad, eh.. and his parents knew what he weas really thinking through the blog.. and today, my mum asked my sis for mine and don's blog.. ah well.. if you ever come here, mum, i got something to say to you.....

HI MUM!!!

lol, excited.. no lah, if she wan come, come loh, i got nothing to hide.. =)

today's colour: i'll be so happy if my mum comes here..

post post!!

2007-08-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

ok, im posting for the sake of posting!! it's like, so dead and deserted, and i think i better keep it alive!!

2 tests down, one last to go!! now it's left with ICBE.. and it's a nightmare.. i better score for this one man, i got the worst for this in my mid term, so i better score this!!

and i found a job!! kumon centre, mark papers.. sit down there for 4.5 hours and mark papers.. not bad pay lah, $4.50 per hour.. hope i can substain this job..

and i am going to be busy this coming holidays.. 29-31 got class chalet, den 3-5 got sec school class chalet.. and perhaps, hopefully too, that mission trip, 9th to 17th of sept.. i really want to go, but have no idea if i would be chosen.. pastor still looking through the names.. really scared, really excited, really want to go.. see how, pray and ask God loh..

and i worked today, and was out late.. so i waited at the bus stop, looking very anxious and hoping that the board is lying, and the last bus is out there somewhere.. as i looked on, a traffic police car came by, the police found me suscipous, told me to hop on, and drove me to the police station.. they wanted to take my statement, and i got anxious.. not thinking straight, i ran as soon as the car stopped at the car park of the police station.. the police den gave chase, and as you all know, they ran faster than me.. they chased me down, one of them dived and grabbed my leg and pulled!!

just like how i am pulling your leg now!!

ok, lame, i know, i was bored!! =)

onto some more serious stuff.. i think my disciple need a breakthrough.. his prayer life and relationship with God is stagnant.. gotta pray for him man.. i need wisdom in leading him.. God, please..? last week's altar call was on worry, and on the top of my list was my disciple's prayer life.. he was praying for me about that, it was so embarrassing and yet, i want him to know i care.. i think he knows, but why aren't he replying in kind..?

and my appetite is increasing, with my metabolism decreasing.. dang, im gonna get fat!! ah well, God love round things.. and i love God!! and God work for the good of all those who love Him!! woohoo!!

today's colour: and again, im hungry.. =)

cam whore!!

2007-08-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

dang, im turning into a cam whore.. attracted to cameras and starting acting cute, shuai or whatever in from of them.. this is one of them i took myself using faith's phone.. ah well.. get used to it people!!

my lectures are ending one by one. right now, i have no more lessons.. one last one, but the teacher is not going to teach, only entertaining questions.. so i dunno if i wanna go.. but im going for S&W, i guess.. absent myself twice, no choice.. what's more my dad's driving me, and he's gonna treat me breakfast at canteen 2, so why not..?

was playing RO, and i quoted a bible verse to one of the players.. the player told me that bible is bible, RO is game, and there's no link.. i sincerely laugh at their ignorance, and not heeding advice, i'll be smiling at their fall.. i think im turning saddist.. but yeah, not that i wanna say i've told you so, but i've told you so.. =)

games shall be games, and does not deserve too much attention, except for leisure.. if it is for game that betryal, distrust and seperation occur, what's the point..? i seriously dun get it.. i think i know how solomon feels when he writes ecc.. all is emptiness... hmmm..

today's colour: empty.. all is empty..

double bleahz..

2007-08-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

argh, im darn sick today.. have no idea what happened that, but im down with a really bad cold.. made me sleep for more than 18 hours..

finally done with one of the most tedious projects i've ever done, the poster project!! it's been a real drag, and finally it's over.. but i still have a lab report to finish.. ah well..

two more weeks of study, and it's the final exams!! dang, half a year just flew by, and we just entered poly.. ah well.. scared, but still, have to do this!! whoosh!!

ok, dunno what else to blog about, except im super sick.. well, pray for me ya..

today's colour: this is the colour of my phglem.. agh.. =)

hohoho!!

2007-07-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

it's been long.. well, my birthday passed, as well as celebrations for it.. and my brother's birthday is coming up.. what should i get for him..? hmmm..

argh, i dunno what else to blog about.. hmmm.. and i dun think i would cultivate the habit of blogging daily.. haha, ah well.. keep smiling..

today's colour: =) dunno why this colour too..

love, dad..

2007-07-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

my dad came home drunk, and after that left me crying in my heart.. im making him sound like a bad man, but in actual fact, he said alot to me which touched me..

i was in my room, reading harry potter, when my father came in and shook my hand, wishing me a happy birthday.. (ya, it's tomorrow, but please dun go telling the whole world!!) he sat down, talked to me...

"Son, do you know that although i come back everyday, i've never come home..?"

this totally shook me.. i must admit, he's kinda left out in the family.. he was busy with work, and most of the time not able to spend time with the family.. even when he have the time, he does not know how to spend it wisely, does not know what we like, does not know us very well.. but he tries, even very hard, to bond with us, although he's works are often not appreciated, as the methods are wrong.. sigh...

he's been gone for a long time in our family.. shortly after i was born, he left for taiwan as an NSman, and came back only after a few years.. at that moment we lived without him, and was not used to have him around.. so when he actually came back, he could not face the fact that he had a family, a responsibility now, so he continued signing on.. only after a few years, he started taking up this responsibility, and tried to come home.. he never did felt home..

i dunno what to say.. have we been neglecting him..? i have not, i daresay.. well, it's up to him now...

some random thoughts that came to me this week...

im finally old enough to drive..
finally understood what "entertaining someone" means.
could never forget anqi's birthday, even after 6 years..
still cant get enough of cartoons and anime..
had not enough sleep..
scared for people to know my birthday, dunno why..
improved on pool so well that i can even beat my dad..

there was alot more, but right now, i just cant remember.. *scratches head* short term memory, i have to make notes sometimes.. =)

today's colour: dad, you're always welcomed home..

argh, i need sleep, and im not getting them!!

2007-06-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

argh, im tired.. i haven had enough sleep, i dunno why, but i cant seem to sleep.. i could lie in bed for hours and den knock out.. the feeling is irritating, especially when you feel like a zombie!!!

the week have been great with school on monday starting at 3!! woke up at around 1, and went to school for a 2 hour lecture.. wanted to skip it, but decided to be a good student.. =)

tuesday i had practical.. but the previous night, i could not sleep well.. i woke up in the morning, ubber blur.. got into the shower, ubber cold... came out of the shower, guess what..? still ubber blur.. and caffiene doesn't wake me up anymore.. i wonder what does..?

had practical, after that mr phua's tutorial... got 86% for OBC, 74% for EM2.. dang, my ct marks aren't fantastic.. sigh..

after that had staff and student day.. whereby the staff and the students get together to have fun!! but my mentor's in canada.. so, what's the point.. o.O played lah, had fun, din win, but still, heck lah!!!

i slept at 10 that night, woke at 11.. the next day.. skipped school, went to see doc to get mc.. and also, cos im sick.. *cough cough* ah well.. after that, projects with the mates.. DANG, IM REALLY WEARING OFF!!

and i couldn't sleep that night.. slept uber late, woke up late, shared cab to school.. even my brother was late.. argh..

went to school, usual stuff, played cs and dota in class.. i stink big time though.. haha.. ah well..

after everthing, home!! man, if i could rot here all day.. =)

and i still owe koh wei a present!! ah well..

today's colour: think i better sleep early.. it's 12.30 now!!

im missing again..

2007-06-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

back from another long break.. lol, people complaining that i never online leh.. busy lah, encounter retreat!! woohoo, another encounter with God!!

through that, had a little truffle with a friend of mine.. made me understand him better though.. =)

and the filling in my tooth fell off, i have to see a dentist soon!!

and im hungry!!!

ok, what else to update..? nothing much, since im in ER...

oh ya!! went to catch a movie with OG peeps.. fantastic 4, quite a nice show, though kinda short.. silver surfer is a nice guy, just been manipulated.. ah well, watch it for yourself!! after movie was pool!! and yeah, we went broke after that, but it's all fun. =)

today's colour: bleahz, im still tired from ER... church tml!! yay!!

im back!!

2007-06-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

ok, i've been gone for a really really REALLY long time.. and im here to explain why.. =)

sunday was nothing much... practically a day of rotting...

monday and tuesday, dun remember much, but it's the holidays!! woohoo!!! no school for two whole weeks!!!

tuesday evening, i went pooling with zhi, siewling and weiwei.. they're improving, though weiwei still seems abit tyco.. but she's good!!! she's improving!! i've almost lost to her.. argh..

wednesday to friday was chalet!! alot of things happened.. really encountered God, and had loads of fun!! dunno what to blog lah, too many things... to name a few..
-hide and seek was fun, especially when ken quak found the excellent hiding place..
-pizza was good, real good..
-i was made fun of, again, but it's funny..
-changi village nasi lemak was good..
-instant noodles goes down fast!!
-i've learnt the 3 S of zealot..
-played catching at 3a.m. in the morning..
-bringing my DS to the chalet was NOT a good idea..
-bonded with other cell groups..
-treated someone as a cat.. woke up on the 2nd day and start tickling someone's chin.. haha...

alot more, but i cant remember every point.. =) those who did not go are really missing it!!

and after friday, i rushed to do project, den brought my grandma to see docs.. dang, i am REALLY tired by then..

saturday was, well, saturday.. after church, went over to pasir ris park for primary school gathering.. had a BBQ, only a few people attended.. but still, i loved the company, cos i miss then all so so much.. never thought i'll miss twps so.. ah well..

after that it got so late that i went to sleep at my aunt's house.. i can never forget her house, her fridge, her DVD's.. thank God for her, and thank her for staying somewhere in the east!! it's good to have connections.. haha.. watched catch me if you can till 4, slept till next day at 12, watched the guardian.. after that, went to have ba chor mee at a famous place near kovan, den go funan for shopping.. they bought blank DVDs, i bought nothing, though i have my eyes on an external hard disk... hmmm.. think i should get a part time job..? haha..

den im home on sunday night, went to sleep, monday had meeting with cell.. that's that.. =)

now, let's see.. wed to friday me not home, friday night was so tired i din come online, saturday night not home, sunday night was freaking tiring, therefore im here posting now.. so, i've been missing for almost an entire week.. for those who tagged and were here, i read your tags!! thank you for visiting, and visit more often.. else my blog will have flies..

today's colour: im still freaking tired.. argh..

woohoo man!!

2007-06-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

ok, finally, im free from common tests!! but im scared, cos i know i din do well.. sigh, ah well..

tuesday math test, study and go do.. not that hard lah, can pass.. after that went home, cos im a good boy..

wednesday no test, so rot at home! sian, really is nuah, nothing to do...

thursday is my last paper.. finally free!! called for lunch, only one soul turn up.. others din reply me, ongnei woke up at 1.30.. argh.. thank you, qc, for eating lunch with me.. it is so freaking boring eating lunch alone.. piff...

friday, no paper, went vivo with the peeps!! nothing to do, we ate, and den play with water on the rooftop!! kiddies, eh..?

on the way there.. this is madeline.. she's tired lah.. haha, cute eh.. "dun get the wrong idea"

weiwei, wearing a $300 oakley sunglasses.. dunno why some people are willing to spend so much on just a pair of sunglasses.. btw, those does not belong to weiwei.. =)

Cecilia and Jayme.. and that's weiwei back/butt.. argh, she's everywhere.. we were playing in the water.. fun, cos really, nothing to do..

and that's me and weiwei!! in the pool.. played like childish kids.. but we had fun!! that's at vivo..

after that went telok blangah find my grandma.. went to tiong baharu for dinner, the lor mee and the buns and the "chwee quay".. man, im getting fat.. just compare me and weiwei!!!

today's colour: this is so fun man!!

radical conference!!

2007-06-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

yay!! radical conference was awesome man.. even managed to grabbed a tee shirt!! so great.. got enpowered!! now, im all mad about God!! gonna push forward for Him..

after two days of conference, fri and sat, i got myself to study on sun!! obc is just so hard!! managed to mug for like, 8 hours..? argh, really hope i can pass the test...

and the test is on monday, today!! argh, it IS hard.. and i think i lost at least 10 marks out of 75.. sigh, hope i can at least get a b+.. am i expecting too much..?
after the test, went town with sis, mum, bro and aunt!! had lunch, and the lunch was great man.. ate italian, and we were full to brim.. think i'll never slim down... aiya, looks only, scared for wad, if im meant to be with a girl, God will bring us together.. but i need to stay healthy, so..... haha, ah well..

after that, ice cream!!(seriously sinful) have double chocolate.. it's so rich, i want to cry when i first tasted it.. so nice can!! i licked it all up, and was first to finish them.. great ice cream, really loved it, and have to thank my aunt.. she paying..

after that went home, now slacking.. very tired.. tml got math exams!! think will ace it no problem, but will need God's help though! enpower me Lord!!!

today's colour: math exams tml!! argh, nervous!!

bleahz..

2007-05-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

ok, i haven been blogging, neither have you guys been tagging!! sob sob.. ah well..

saturday was saturday!! woohoo.. which is also junda's birthday.. gave him a bash nobody would have endured.. he's still alive lah...

sunday was fun.. went out to simlim square to get stuff with michael.. i took 67, and got very lost.. first i hit little india station, of which 2 stops later i should alight.. i din't, and took it all the way to sarangoon.. uh oh.. all the ANs boarded the bus.. den went all the way to kallang, den i know miss stop liao.. alighted, took mrt back.. den bought an R4, a mem card, and i forgot to get what i came here for!! my thumbdrive!!

bleahz, i can make do without one, so im currently living with it off my life..

monday was lessons.. nothing spectecular happened..

tuesday was supposed to be our gathering for lunch.. in the end siewling and cecilia got make up lecture, weiwei got test and xinyi dun wanna meet me!! ggrrr.. den i ate with classmates loh.. =) after that sat at the back of the lecture class and DOTA.. cos i wasn't supposed to be there anyway.. haha..

today wasn't much,, P.E... wanna meet up with mingwei, ended up he din come.. ask him, forgot... ask him come for 4pm, dun wan, tell me mum dun allow.. dumb excuse... sigh, disappointed, dun wanna say too much lah...

that's it.. people, tag lah.. visit my blog more often, else im closing it down le..

today's colour: suddenly feel very lazy.. maybe cos tml holiday..? haha..

dang, nobody's visiting!!

2007-05-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

lol, my blog seems to be dead.. not much tags anyway... ah well.. hope it'll lifen up soon!!

thursday met up with zealot people for dinner!! one BIG group, wrecking harvoc at west mall.. haha, i love my area... after that went to yew tee play pool at friend's condo... dang, i lost to them, prolly cos it's a 6 feet table.. bleahz..

today i skipped first lesson of the day.. math tutorial, even if i go, i'll be playing cs.. so i'd rather spend the time sleeping at home.. z.z.z... after that i brought my grandma to see doc... my aunt brought me out for dinner...

ah ma:"说要减肥，你这样吃瘦得下吗？

ouch.. dang, how true.. but, im a blessed boy... i dun think i'll ever get starved too badly.. people just enjoy feeding me.. koh wei commented that feeding me was fun because of the expression on my face.. great satisfaction!!! haha.. well, easily contented man..

nothing much, im gonna start lessons tml, gotta start teaching, say wanna teach for so long le lessons still haven start!!

today's colour: the brass on the strings go *vibrating sound*

mee suah at stairs!!

2007-05-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

went back to secondary school today.. got my o level cert, got free lunch from miss seah (woohoo!!!) and played basketball.. my stamina went down, gotten fat, lost to lower sec.. crap man, i better do something to get back into shape.. getting way unhealthy..

after basketball, went to quak's house.. cos his grandma at home so i sat outside, at the stairway.. jammed my psp halfway, suddenly see him bring out a bowl of herbal chicken mee suah.. "come, eat" was his instruction.. okie, now i have 2 free lunch!!! i ate, and the food was good!! was prepared by ken's mother.. heard that she seldom cook, and when she does, ken looks forward to it... that's good.. i personally love my mum's cooking, even if i have to eat everyday, i'll never get bored!!!

i just love those good old days whereby we just hang out and have simple stuff.. cup noodles underneath the void deck.. mee suah at stairway.. even pouring out our wallets to share money to get one portion of food to share... poor, simple but still, contented and happy... in this way, people just bond so much closer..

that's all for today.. and im still waiting for people to tag!!

today's colour: i miss those good old days..

bleahz..

2007-05-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

okok, very very VERY long time since i last blogged.. think almost an entire month!! if there are enough viewers, i'll post everyday!! so people, im starting a campaign, that if more than 10 people tag for the following week, i'll start posting twice a week den slowly increase.. if not i might just shut down the blog.. hmmm..

school's been stressful.. competition in school is tough, and pressure is building up in the classroom.. but im coping fine, i hope.. wun die lah, just harder to breathe.. we shall see about it ok..?

i dunno what else to tag... life's like... that.. see you guys soon!!! remember to tag!!

today's colour: argh, stressed..

in school now!!

2007-04-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

whoots!! school finally started and im blogging in school now!! dreaming of the day i get into tertiary education, finally there..

today supposed to have practical, but din get to do it cos we haven learnt anything yet, and knowing me, might burn down the entire lab!! so in exchange, my class mentor brought us to the opening of the student plaza.. and i hear the GLs talking about how lucky we are, being in a school so comfortable for us to enter!!

i came to know the cutest GLs i've ever met.. right now in front of me, joel is singing wu ding with his sexy voice gotten from the camp... people fighting over a piece of cookie.. girls oggling over xiao zhu(not you, liang zhi.. luo zhi xiang) and just plain havin fun had fooling around.. makes me wanna join them..
mum said i have to get a CCA, would look good on my records, im like, why not this..? hmmm.. being the GLs of LSCT would be great!! haha...

had the first lectures of my entire life, and dang, how boring can it get... chem engineering teacher is good, at least i wun sleep at his voice, but i cant say the same about my math teacher.. her voice is so... sleep inducing.. ah well, what to do..

and around me right now is people playing dota.. we can connect over the school's internet, i never knew that!! thought have to connect lan wire or something, all we have to do is connect to np net and whala, instant internet access!!! haha, i can get so used to this man..

nothing much, tml have more pracs and lectures, and im not bringing my lappy out tml, though it's not heavy.. save the hassle, eh...?

today's colour: gonna get so excited about the new semester!!

im starting school!!

2007-04-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

time flies.. school's starting soon.. yay!!!

i unoffically start school tml.. i have to report early at 7.30 for prayer walking, 9am for laptop configuration.. finally, it's tertiary education!!!

i took a look at my time table.. funny funny one...
monday: 9-12 lessons.. break.. 1-5 lessons..
tuesday: 9-1 lessons, break.. 2-5 lessons..
wednesday: 0 lessons, break all the way...
thursday: 9-12 lessons, break, 1-4 lessons..
friday 8-12 lessons, break, break, break and break, 4-5 lessons..

one day no school... woohoo!! and also....

I DUN NEED TAKE ENGINEERING MATH 1!!! straight away take engineering math 2, sem 2 module.. so happy..

ok, that's about it.. tml configure my lappy.. bring my baobei to school!!

today's colour: excited!!

argh..

2007-04-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

actually, nothing much since the last update... but becaused a certain someone told me to blog, so here i am.. haha.. without that person, my blog would be dead.. but im thinking, should i even thank her for bugging me to blog..? hmmm.. haha..

my brother's away on a sports camp.. not going, would be super tired if i do... so right now, im hogging his bed.. cos it's so confy.. haha... my orientation camp on the 11th!! yay, get to meet new friends.. but dunno what kinda people i'll meet... hmmm...

alot of church stuff.. usher, cell meetings, have a leaders training to attend on thursday evening.. by pastor paul geeling.. man, he have to be away from home on good friday and easter!! i pity them man.. i thank the Lord for them to be here...

been missing out basketball with my team for quite some time.. grandma's been making me bring her to the doctors, even though it's not my obligation, she makes it seems so... i miss my team!! sobsob.. this friday's my grandma's birthday, no more basketball..

this year, im gonna give my grandma an angbao to shut her big mouth up... she's been saying im not filial, blah blah, even though im the best among them.. ah well, it's ok, i wun wanna get anything in return.. just wanna be a good grandson...

ok, that should be all... i dunno what else to type le.. haha..

today's colour: i dunno what im feeling.. hmmm..

obliged to...

2007-03-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

and yet again, i am obliged to blog.. haha... by who, should know lah..

it's 2am in the morning and im hungry... bleahz, im getting fat, so i shouldn't eat.. but im hungry!!! sobsob...

had alot of church activities, and im happy i can go.. ignite conferences and stuff... kinda busy though, but i still have time to slack... my aunt says:"enjoy these days while you can, when school starts you wun have the chance.." haha, we shall see..

got my laptop.. received alot of criticisms about this, but all well.. what's done is done.. lenovo, not a bad brand, most important is that it can last me for quite some time, and i am contented...

starting school on the 16th, and i am going for the orientation camp.. wonder what kinda people am i gonna meet, who would i have in the same class..? hmm..

but one thing i must say, my mum gone through alot to bring me and my bro to where we are... no idea how much headache she got through about finance issues.. i really have to salute her.. thanks mum, i love you...

i explored my school!! and it's a freggin long way from the main entrance to my faculty!! dang, it's so deep in!! scared chemical explosion ar, put the lab so high up.. but nvm, can lose weight.. i can start to binge!!

what's next..? waiting for school start loh.. might meet new friends, who knows..? catch you guys later..

today's colour: excited for school!

bleahz!!

2007-03-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

dang i have nothing to write!!! im blogging in honor of miss toh shi xian, so as to appease her and end her suffering of checking my blog consistently for updates!!

i got into the course i want... it's NP for the next 3 years... gonna be in the same course as philana "yay, fun liao!".. peiyi and my brother same course, wonder if i'll be able to meet them in school..? haha..

i am such a blessed guy!! aunt bought me and my brother each a psp.. i can use it to surf the net even.. but connection is bad, i rather use it for games.. now waiting can never be more fun.. i love my family!!

mum forbade me to go for bible study... why..? cos i've been to church activities for 12 days straight, and i have something on tml... needa reach church at 7.30, and i only know 8 hours before hand... thanks ar...

went for blood donation drive!! but because charmaine never pass me the parental consent form i am not able to donate!! thanks ar...

ok, nothing much... i really dunno what to say.. not like others, can post once a day.. i'll try my best to post lah, ok..? keep smiling people...

today's colour: this is for shi xian!!

woohoo!!!

2007-03-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

ok.. many many things happened... that includes me getting fired (finally!!), getting red packets, and i dunno what else... i cant remember much... nothing much to blog about also... haha... ah well...

today's colour: bored...

been long..

2007-02-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i last blogged... been too tired to do so actually, having the load of work.. it's becoming burdensome...

ok, here are my results...

English B3
Mathematics A2
Additional Mathematics A2
Combined Humanities B3
Combined Science A1(oh yeah!!)
Design and Techology C6(OUCH)

Chinese B Merit

not over the moon, but contented... giving myself a pat on the shoulder... and it's off to ngee ann's chemical and biomolecular engineering for me!

today's colour: im ready for the next phase in life!!

busy busy!

2007-01-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened these few days... had a dispute with someone from church, and now he hates me... haha.. ah well... i've taken it in my stride... got used to how anna treats me anyway...

the staff at NTUC keeps teasing me and one girl from the cashier.. michelle lim.. haha, those guys are trying to matchmake me and her.. ah well.. i'll play along, though doubt anything would develop...

again, the chim chim stuff.. how many times have we mistook the heavy atmosphere and nice, slow music for God's presence..? being in a charismatic church, the dynamics present in the worship sessions easily brings in God's presence.. but how many times have we actually depended on the musicians for bringing in his presence..? are we still able to jump with a simple piano or a single guitar..? are we able to "feel" His presence when we are in a methodist worship session..?

God's presence is ushered in by the desires of the heart.. God does not respond to the needs, but to the hunger for Him.. heck, He would be dead busy in Africa if He responds to needs.. i am not condemning music, God himself told us to sing songs of praises and dance in His presence.. i am saying, stop relying on instruments and use your heart to usher in the Lord!!

next time during worship... dun just sing the songs.. mean it from your heart, yearn for the LORD your God..

today's colour: currently affected by the dispute.. hmmm... it'll fade away soon...

it's saturday!!

2007-01-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

it's the time of the week again!! woohoo!! honestly speaking in not very excited... but i still have the passion in my, pushing me foreward!! haha...

nothing much happened at work.. except my supervisor kept on teasing about me and the girl at the counter.. think im gonna die hard the at staff dinner... bleahs...

my dog ate curry!! put a bowl in front of her and she licked it up dry!! darmb dawg!!

and she chewed my cousin's psp wire... DANG!! how do i return now.. have to buy one more for them..

results expected to be out on 5th feb!! ah!! i cant take it much longer!! me so freaking scared the results come out and i cant go anywhere!!! it's less than 2 weeks away!! argh!! see first lah.. wondering if i can spend the chinese new year with joy or in sulking..

nothing much to update though.. my and my boring life.. heh.. but i still love it..

today's colour: church is near!!!

work work work!!

2007-01-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

woah... work is tiring... been working so much that i din really have the time to blog.. bleahz..

i think im good, really good!!! i can do the job without my supervisor around!! haha..

on the weekends there had been too many people, and i've asked to help pack!! stand beside the cashier and put stuff into plastic bags and give it the the coustomers!! it's tiring job, cos i have to bend down cos the counter is so low... bleahz.. otherwise, it've been good..

i've suffered a few scratches from God knows where, but im generally ok...

more thoughts came to my mind... decided not to post them here, later people complain i post chim chim stuff and nobody understands... haha.. other reasons for not posting is i forgot most of my thoughts... dang, have to mpost often...

there's something that's bugging me... hmmm... not gonna reveal much here...

and i've offended somebody... dang... better make up to her...

that's all and for now, the penknife and carton boxes are my friends...

today's colour: storm clouds gathering over my head... not of anger, but of chaos.. ah well..

yay for NTUC!!

2007-01-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

after a few days of work, im finally getting used to working a blue collared job.. haha...

new blogskin, thanks to haoshan, someone i dunno, but i like this blogskin... caught my eye when i was searching for getbackers, and here it is..

something dramatic happened during work today.. as i was carrying the cargo into the shop, a shoplift occured.. not too much comotion, but the thief was caught.. a maid of some sort.. my supervisor actually greeted the police warmly, like an old friend.. i questioned, he said that the officer came often to arrest shoplifters.. looks like they mean business when they say shoplifters would be handed to the police..

the maid was interrigorated, sat in the manager's room and talk, took statement.. i stole a glance on the table.. a pack of fishballs and a pack of chips.. worth the while...? i carried on with my work, and after awhile found the police dragging the unconscience maid out of the supermarket.. woah.. went out to take goods and found an ambulance and a police car... woah.. seriously drama.. i love working here.. haha...

and the supervisor said it's normal!!! woah...

more energetic today, dunno why.. probably cos im getting used to the job..? i hope so..

today's colour: exciting leh!!!

NTUC is tiring..

2007-01-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

for the entire of this lifetime i doubt i'll be doing any blue collar jobs.. im just not cut out for physical work.. or probably im just not used to NTUC.. ah well..

reported to work at 7.40 today.. 20 min early, but i wrote 8.p.m. at the sign in book.. ah well.. followed someone by the name of anna.. nice name, reminds me of someone who hates me...... haha.. at first i worked hard, carrying goods into the shop and displaying them... after awhile i slowed down ALOT.. it was tiring!! i cant wait to knock off!! i ended work at 12.30, and i recorded 12.. dang... worked 50 min extra for nothin.. ah well..

after work i felt very tired, so i went to my cousin's house and sleep.. really cant take it.. slept for like 3 hours, woke up with a bistering headache.. what..? so i took panadol.. felt so much better now... haiz.. first day, hope i can get used to it..

today's colour: fatigue draws in!!

i got a job!!

2007-01-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

finally found a job!! my cousin gave me de... NTUC, 1 hr $4... they actually saved a space for me, so i dun wanna reject them, even when the pay isn't fantastic.. starting work on monday, wonder if i can cope...

these few days thoughts have been crossing my mind.. i wanted to post them here, but i forgot most of them.. =P but here's one..

how come in everybody's mind, science and God always seems to conflict..? the more i study science, the more i find God's marvel unveiled.. it's how God marvelously created the universe with such balance.. one kilometer to the left and the earth would be out of orbit... how the elements of the periodic table just falls in place like jigzaw, how wonderfully complex (not complicated) our body is, how the ecosystems balance, how time passes, how objects fall, how we have emotions, how He loves us...

science does not break down the faith, it reinforces it.. it certainly did not occur by chance... "God does not play dice with the universe", quoting albert einstein... true science discovers God waiting behind every door, adapted from angels and demons... so when you have the chance,
take a step back and enjoy the marvelous creations of God, our wonderful creator whom gave us such a variety of animals, different breed some more.. haha...

today's colour: God is just wonderful...

happy birthday to you..

2007-01-04T12:40:00.000+08:00

it's my mum's birthday, as well as shun rong's, but i dun really care about shun rong, it's my mummy's birthday!! woke up 4 am in the morning, my brother made muah chee, i made mee suah for her... made her eat alot.. haha... now super tired!!!

currently looking for jobs, im offered an NTUC one... but i want my saturdays free, so i dunno... hmmm.. see first lahz..

the new year is bleahz.. i dunno why, no excitement..

ah well..

today's colours: boring leh..

hey...

2006-12-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

till now i haven found a job!! ah well... anybody have job opportunities please contact me...

my dad is the only dad i know that's so passionate about cooking... yesterday he made got the whole family involved in making one of our favorite local dishes, the LOR MEE... we did everything and invited our cousins over for dinner... there was nothing but praise for my dad's cooking... and that only motivated him more to make today's dish.........

peng kueh... rice cakes... the skin of the cake is a failure, not soft and sticky enough.. but the filling is perfect, flavour is just the right amount.. the solution is to pan fry it, making the skin crispy... and now, we have over 25 peng kuehs to finish, wonder how are we going to polish them off before they expire..?

Christmas bash was awesome... abigail sang during the show, and it moved me to tears... the message was clear and precise, those who missed it is really a pity... i missed dinner with cell group at beauty world, which means i also missed the chance to talk to siewli.. ah well...

alot of mayhem in my house nowadays... i hope the storm would clear up soon...

today's colour: it feels like a tornado in here..

yeah for YI camp..

2006-12-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

it's offically over... had great fun for YI camp... but this camp is much more different for the others... i cant put a finger on it, but something's amiss... go for Abraham, happy that we won... =)

domestic matters are getting out of hand.. dun ask too much, pray...

and my dog is getting on my nerves.. chewed my headphone wires, now no more music.. dang... ah well...

nothing much to say, dead tired, getting sleep...

today's colour: im dead beat...

grrr....

2006-12-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

darn angry with how some people are that rude... was watching getbackers on youtube, finished downloading them... jingzhu came my house, being a huge get backers fan, wanted to watch cos she missed out alot episodes... i allowed her, bring a guest and all... while she was watching, i went to shower... she left while i was showering, and my dad took the seat without asking, closed my get backers window... what the heck..? i took so long to load the whole show from a darn laggy you tube and he sits down there, closing my window without making any clarification about it... now i have to reload the whole show, spending my sleeping time watching get backers... freaking angry... he hogs the com as and when he like, without asking or whatsoever... when my mum asks him to shower, he refuses, in fear of us snatching the com from him... what..? i haven even got even with him for snatching from me, and now he says such things..? bleahz.. hate his heck care attitude, if he continues this action he will break bonds like the decomposition of hydrogen peroxide... bleahz..

today's colour: angry...

it's been very VERY long...

2006-12-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

it has been a very VERY long time since i last blogged, almost a month ago... alot of stuff happened during this time... i went for missions, to udon thani, thailand... this year was different, God used me in a mighty way that i never imagined...

i never knew the cantonese my mummy taught me over the past 17 years would be put to good use on the mission fields... the pastor's wife was in hong kong for 14 years, and thus know how to speak cantonese very well... i did double interpretation.. the pastor's wife would speak to the thais in thai, den translate in cantonese for me, den i'll translate into english for the team... this is one way i never expected God to use me...

im also a heck careless boy, in case you dunno about me.. i tend to lose things, once search the entire hotel room for my passport and found out that it's in my pocket all along... im the logistics IC, meaning i am in charge of all the props... that God, till today i still have everything on me!!

God's presence swept through udon thani as we go and minister to the people.. Praise Him for all the things that He've done!!

but right now for me, i have to pack, cos i have a camp to attend!! tml's the 18, YI camp is starting... my tribe..? abraham... we're gonna be the champions!!

today's colour: excited about tml!!

urgh...

2006-11-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

feeling sick right now.. o levels are over, yay!! going for missions on the 29th, and im suffering from severe gastric flu now... dudes, pray for me!! vomited 7 times, all black in colour, volume can fill 1/4 of an NTUC plastic bag... very disgusting... eaten nothing except medicine.. bleahz, really really sick.. pray!!!

i dunno what else to update... cant think much now, illness is killing me...

today's colour: sick... really very sick...

double yawns...

2006-11-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

my brother's bored stiff by my blog... lol, it's so dead, nobody comes on, and neither do i blog often... maybe i should close down my blog, like how liang zhi did... my pc at home is currently down, im at my cousin's house now... dag nabbit, they have 2 pcs and 2 laptops at their house... jealous, but im getting my own laptop next year... =3 currently studying for o levels, makes my chances of coming online even more slim... well, you guys take care, i'm sitting for the most important exam in my life, pray for me!!!

today's colour: excited!! dunno why, exams still so happy...

goodbye....

2006-10-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

so many things happened recently... out of it, the most significant one is the passing away of my granduncle.. he passed away on thursday, 19th of october... he's in pain, it's better for him to go... one of the most emotional times is when we walk the casket out of the void deck and before the cremation... shall not blog too much details here...

but what disgusts me most is that there are 4 old folks whom none of us recognizes... they came during the wake and help us fold hellnotes... thinking they are friendly neighbours, we allowed them to help us fold... in the end they ate the food, even demanded a red packet from us for their service.. for the next three days of the wake we rejected their help and did not welcome them... they still sat down at the tables and helped themselves to the food..

on one occasion there was no food on their tables, they came and ask us why they do not have food... my uncle just said no, the 4 old folks went back to seat... during supper, more food was served, again their tables were empty.. food were served to 3 of my granduncle's friend, which wanted to eat thely food after the ritual is done.. the 4 old folks convenienty stood up and sat at that table without asking and ate all the food, finishing before the rituals are being done, even before the relatives get to look at what food were served... such inconsiderate manners at such occasions... they just left after finishing the food, did not even clear the plates.. how most disgusting... ah well...

all that's left to remember him is a big ostrich egg and a bottle of champagne... hai... i dun even wanna think about where he is now...

today's colour: death lingers...

it's been a while...

2006-10-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

lol, busy busy... im currently preparing for o levels, cant really come online anymore.. my internet's also cut for the past 3 days.. watched cardcaptor sakura, enchanted cards, and i think im addicted.. haha, think i wanna watch all 70 episodes, anybody know where i can get the VCD..? will be greatly appreciated... i wun be back anytime soon, here's a video for you to enjoy... two soft toys fighting for one piece of takoyaki...

im bad at pool...

2006-10-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

although i play pool better than my friends, i look like a joke standing next to my dad... he can clear the whole table in less than 5 min... o.O

he took me out for pool on friday... he trashed me more than 10 to two... i won the first rack purely out of luck, cos the cue ball went into many dead lock areas... the other one was dad's mistake, he din see the last ball and he shot in the black... haha... he taught me a great deal.. how to get the ball to the other end of the table, how to prevent the ball from moving forward and everything... im not gonna reveal anything, wait till i play pool with you guys... haha... after that was basketball...

cant update much for monday to thursday, cos i dun remember much... bad memory...

saturday watched a movie... i din watch much, had duties... sad, SAD... usher was cool, very little empty seats... and im hungry now.. haha...

today's colour: hungry for more.... more than i had before... pray that i'll hunger not just for food ok..

lost...

2006-09-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

i've lost so much things over the past few days...

lost the fire, the hungry...

lost all energy, but still have to fight on...

lost all dignity, prestige... my name being blasphemed...

lost battles, falling into temptations...

lost fights, giving in to weakness...

lost some friends, being shunned away...

lost some more friends, being told to shun them...

lost all will...

lost all hope...

i am weary...

2006-09-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

i dun think you guys know, but i've been crying every single day... tears just flow even when i stare into space... ah well...

my granduncle was dignosed with lung cancer a couple of months back... he refused treatment, and the cancer cells spread... his brain is now affected, which affects the right side of his body, causing disfunctioning... he fell down and broke his pelvis... was admitted to hospital...

i was having coffee with him at the hospital, and suddenly he dropped his cup... at that split second he lost control of his arm... thank God he regained control before he spilled any coffee on his lap... hai...

doctor said that he need treatment.. radioteraphy and i dunno what else... but the doctors are considering the actions, as he does not have long left...

2 months, that's what they say... hai...

happier things... i planned to go east coast on friday, cell group people went there to relax cos the prelims was over... i went home, told my grandma that i'll be out the whole day... she ask me if im accompanying her to the see the doctor in the evening, i said most probably not... she shot me one sentence..

"your friends so important meh...? more important than me..?"

i sian diao... called liangzhi and told him im sorry, cant make it for the outing.... went to my bedroom to cry... totally fed up... i wanna relax, i need a break, but im not given one... bounded by my family... hai...

ok, even happier things... after that i wept and napped... after that i woke up, used the computer... complained about what happened to my aunt over msn, how i was "emotionally blackmailed"... after awhile there was a knock on the door... i opened, there stood a man in a biker's helmet.. was astonished, told him i never order anything, but he says the address is correct... i opened the door, took the large super supreme, bottle of pepsi and a loaf of garlic bread... signed the invoice, i asked him how much... he told me it's already paid... woah... God's blessing for a sad soul... God loves me man...

later i found out that it was my aunt who bought me the pizza... haha... went to see the docs with my grandma, my aunt joined us later on and asked me about the pizza... lol, God worked through her to bless me... she also bought me speakers for my mp3 as well as headsets for the computer... meaning, i can bug people on msn with voice clips again... muahahaha...

today went to church, cried out like never before... even when the pastor started talking, my tears are still flowing silently... haha... im a crybaby!!

after that dinner, home, here i am typing... rawr... im hungry... bleahz..

today's colour: will God cry with me..?

devistator quiz from waiwai..

2006-09-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

1. Full name: Ken Lim June Kuang
2. Name backwards: gnauK enuJ miL neK
3. Meaning of the name: 林俊权 –〉(林)= just a surname (俊)=英俊(handsome) (权)= 权力 (with authority), ken also means the handsom one.. but am i really..?
4. Nickname: kenken, kendyfloss, pig, winnie the pooh, brother bear, 熊猫, 狗熊 , more to come.
5. Screen name: kendy
6. D.O.B: 3rd july 1989
7. Place of birth: Singapore.
8. Nationality: Singapore citizen.
9. Current location: A HDB flat in Choa Chu Kang a.k.a home.
10. Star sign: cancer, the giant crab!!
11. Religion: Christian
12. Height: About 1.77m.
13. Weight: can i dun reveal..? but i lost 10kg in 1/2 a year.. =)
14. Shoe size: 10 or 11.. i think 10.5.
15. Hair colour: Black and a bit of white.
16. Eye colour: brown
17. Who do you think u look like: some say i look like winnie the pooh, thus getting my nickname... but i think im unique, nobody looks like me!!
18. Innie or outtie: outtie..
19. Lefty of righty: Lefty...
20. Gay,straight,bi or others: others..? such as homo..? lol im straight..
21. Best friends: eh... best..? dun really have such.. michael and liangzhi is very close though..
22. Best friends u trust most: those mentioned on top...
23. Favourite pals: Zealot, usher!!
24. Best friend of opposite sex: all the same lahz..
25. Best buddies: how you define buddies..?
26. Boyfriend of galfriend: too young now.. =)
27. Crush: shan't reveal!!
28. Parents: Mum and Dad.
29. Worst enemy: Satan
30. Favourite online guy: ken quak, talk to him alot over msn, and michael, send me GBA roms..
31. Favourite online gal: no favorites... =) all the same, talk with them alot loh..
32. Craziest fren: zealot peeps!!
33. Advice fren: Xiang Shu, liangzhi..
34. Loudest friend: the one i see in the mirror..
35. Person u cry with: God, Parents, zealot peeps..
36. Any sisters: 1
37. Any brother: 1.
38. Any pets: 3 hamsters, alot died... have fish... had a thousand plus 龙鱼, died when my dad fet it a 50 cents centipede which is supposed to be a treat for it... had terapins and contemplated a rabbit..
39. Any disease: asthma, 闪光.
40. Pager: it's been ages since i heard someone said:"who page"..? but i've seen docs carry them
41. Personal phone line: shan't reveal...
42. Phone: Handphone? --> Nokia 6020
43. Lava lamp: i want one!! someone buy me one..?
44. Pool or hot tube: eh..?
45. A car: i want one too!! someone buy me one..?
46. Your personality: extrovant, loud, happy go lucky, farnie and alot more...
47. Driving: soon, that's all i can say.. soon..
48. Room: dark..
49. What's missing: i want a bass!! but my current have it's D string missing... aww..
50. School: bukit batok secondary..
51. Bed: Seahorse brand I think. o.O
52. Relationship wif parents: i love my mummy and daddy..
53. Believe in urself: no earthly confidence.. only by His blood..
54. Believe in love at first sight: puppy love at first sight..
55. Good listener: i dunno... i think i am... =)
56. Get along well wif parents: very well... dad gave me $50, told me go cheers get 12 cans of beer, drank and shared his burdens in his heart with me...
57. Save email conversations: i do save some special and cute ones..
58. Pray: duh... i read my bible and pray everyday!!
59. Believe in reincarnation: do the same thing over and over again for eternailty..? PLEASE, NO!!
60. Make fun of ppl: have i ever not made fun of people..?
61. Like to talk on the phone: depends on who im talking to..
62. Want to get married: im still young.. =)
63. Like to drive: behind the wheels, wind in my hair, feet on the gas pedals.... i think i'll love it..
64. Motion sickness: thank God no..
65. Eat stem of broccoli: i dun choose... i chomp down the whole thing..
66. Eat chicken wif fork: Hands. God gave us hands. hands to hold chicken and eat.
67. Dream in colour: yeah... i dream in pictures...
68. Type wif ur fingers on home role: what does that mean..?
69. Sleep wif stuff animals: when my sister throws fluffy down at me while i was sleeping..
70. Next to you: my chair..
71. On the walls of your room: glow in the dark star thingy..
72. On your mousepad: i dun have a mouse pad.. poor mouse of mine..
73. Dream car: Mazda RX-7, same as waikiat..
74. Dream date: my mummy!! lol, joke... no real dream dates..
75. Dream honeymoon spot: Australia.. or somewhere near nature...
76. Dream husband n wife: one who cooks well... =D
77. Bedtime: when im sleepy..
78. Under ur bed: extra mattress, bible.. i do my quiet time in bed, thus chuck it down there for convinience sake..
79. Single most important question: why am i always hungry..?
80. Bad time of the day: when i was sleepy or when i was crying...
81. Your worst fear: girls crying... it gives me creeps to see a girl crying...
82. The weather is: Cooling..
83. Time: 1.10a.m., and im not in bed yet..
84. Date: 17th september 2006
85. Best trick did on someone: forgot...
86. Theme song: Granda mushashi, flame of recca, samurai X season 2...
87. Hardest thing abt growing up: becoming more responsible, not only for yourself but for ones around you..
88. Funniest experience: dun remember..
89. Scariest experience: lonliness even among multitudes..
90. Silliest thing u have ever said: so many i cant pick one up now..
91. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: it's so embarassing i shall not reveal here...
92. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: erm... dang, i really dunno...
93. Worst feeling: Being left out by friends...
94. Best feeling in the world: know that you're being loved... =)

And the lucky ones (muahahahaha):

anyone who's interested... =)

holidays!!

2006-09-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

bleahz... holidays still so freakin tired.. but i had fun... =)

monday i turned down all requests to go out... im too beat to do anything, so i rested at home... it's a holy day!!

tuesday i went for core group meeting and leaders meeting at church office... talked about managing our o levels.. ah well... after that went to play basketball... den went home...

wednesday i went to study with qc... my head almost burst, i cant take it... i dunno how to do, den i asked elvin, who was also there at that moment.. only after that did i find out that the solution is actually so simple.. bleahz... cant take it, went home sleep...

thursday is even more hectic... woke up at 12, straight away fried beehoon... that's for the barbecue later on at qc's house... after that grandma told me to go to my grandpa's house to clean up... argh, im tired of that... grandpa passed me 1.8k, saying that he picked 2k up from the ground... im shocked to see so much money in my hands, but still got it delivered to my grandma at home.. it's not for me, sadly.. haha..

after that went to sheng siong to get food for the barbecue... sandy waited for us for quite a long time.. we got all the items, total is more than $80.. ouch.. it's gonna cost us man... after that went for the bbq... it was fun!!! the skies looked as if it was going to rain... we prayed, and there wasn't any rain for that night.. praise God..

went home and sleep... reached home late, around 11++... ah well..

friday is even worse... woke up at 11am, went to lot 1 at 11.30... met gerrold and michael, went for a movie, the host.. talked about genetic mutation of animals due to chemicals released into a river... was scary, but also sad... the monster died a very tragic death... it died with an arrow in it's eye, soaked with kerosene that was combusting on him, a spear down it's troat, biochemical weapons sprayed on it and with an empty stomach... the main character died, so sad... she's rather cute too... ah well...

after that we went for an hour of pool... melvin joined us, and we were really having fun... gerrold, who wasn't really good at it, pocketed the last ball.. he's getting better!!

after that we went grocery shopping... bought minced pork, 1.8kg worth... i am really a noob at shopping.. i could have asked the meat counter to pack me 1.8kg worth of minced pork... instead, i got 8 readily packed airpork... how dumb... went home after that to dump the grocery, accompanied my geandma to telok blangah to see doctor... after that, home...

that's not the end of the day... went for movies at 11.45... monster house is actually a nice romantic love story... ended at 1.10, went home.. wanted to sleep, dragged out of bed for mahjong... so i played till around 4.40... den sleep...

saturday, woke up half dead... went out of the house... i played solo during praise and worship... 2 songs were in b key, and i have no capo!!! OUCH... hand cramped, no backup, alot of hiccups... the last song is alot better, cos zhi came and asked me to play in a key... ok, but play to near the end of the song the d string broke... man!!! my guitar!! it needs a string replacement anyway... but im saving for missions!!! hai...

after that had service, the presence is so strong, nobody can ignore... the tertiary people have gone overseas, should have landed now... God bless them man!! after that it's dinner, and home...

i finally know how to play breaking free!! woohoo!!! still trying the start of something new... im getting better at the guitar... muahahaha...

today's colour: ultimately guitar!!!

....

2006-09-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

my life's messed up...

im losing focus...

im tired...

pray...

bleahz...

2006-08-27T10:02:00.000+08:00

seriously, i dunno what to type here... i feel so dead i dun feel like typing anything... what's more the stress building up in me due to circumstances that are against me are killing me... thouge im not sweating blood yet, but i dunno how long i can hold onto it... argh...

cant remember what i did for the whole week... all i know is i have to submit my DnT folio by monday, else it's bye to my 6th subject... mr Tan wants me to drop it... i think he doesn't want his percentage passes be affected... haha... ah well...

off to do my DnT...
pray for me...

bottles, bottles of clear liquid...

2006-08-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

tears have been flowing alot for me these days... devil hates me... he shoots me hard... ah well, im still standing... =)

on thursday my brother was in school at around 8 pm, he was walking round the school with some friends... he fell into a hole about 1/3 size of a normal classroon, one storey high... he fractured his spine, the 5th column from the top... it was dented in with a hairline fracture...on friday he was refered to hospital, need to be warded... i went there after school to visit him, in my uniform... as i saw him lying on the bed, tears trickled down my cheeks unknowingly... my own biological brother, suffering the pain... cant take it, and tears rolled down... i wiped if off before anyone could see it...

after that my brother went for a CT scan, he felt severe giddiness.... after the doctors checked on him, he couldn't take it, he cried... my mum consoled him, saying that it's normal to feel giddy, cos he ate medicine on an empty stomach, therefore felt giddiness, not that his life is in peril... what the adults do not understand is that it's not that my brother's worried about his life coming to an end... it's that he cant take the pain... as i see him cry, i began to weep out bitterly too... the agony he's going through... it pains my heart as a brother... i cant take it... even when my mum comes and comfort me, i cant stop... i cant bear to see my brother suffering in pain... it hurts me so... ah well... tears flowed freely... hai...

went home and showered... cried a little in the shower... after that went with my dad back to the hospital, camped there overnight looking after him... slept very little.... next morning went home at around 10... showered, changed, back to hospital... now with derek, sabrina, shara, qin ching, rongjun, yingmei... went to visit him... prayer for him, doctor came in with news that his bone is stable... cast for 12 weeks can liao, dun need operation... that's good... after that left for cell group...

during cell group i stabbed my toe against needles... ken quak's core group ice breaker includes needles, and they dropped in on the floor... i cant see it against the carpet, so i stabbed my toe against one... ouch... went out, found out that the needle broke in my toe, and it really hurts... went down, mr chin got me a sissors, i began to scrape out the flesh around the needle, den when i hit the needle, using a nail clipper, pulled out the needle... thanks lisa jiejie for the nail clipper, thanks xiangshu for the sissors, and thank you Lord for the valuable experience...

during snl, i cried again... during worship, i poured myself out to God... i couldn't take it... hai... 4th time im crying...

man, i am a crybaby!! 4 times in 2 days... hai... im really worried about my brother... but what to do... what's done is done... pray for healing loh..

today's colour: tears continue to flow...

im turning mad...

2006-08-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

something's possessing me... i dunno why, but it's occupying my mind... i cant get it off... im losing my focus... people, please pray for me... i need to refocus on God... please pray...

random thoughts...

2006-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

some interesting things that happened...

national day went to pray!!! fasted... den went home... something happened that day, but it's bad, so forget about it...

i finally watched advent children... it's nice... the battle graphics is beyond comprehension...

my dad brought a n73, wanted to exchange it with me if my phone have bluetooth... dun have, ah well... he loves me... =)

more people say i look old, more people say i lost weight... happy...

cell group grew!! beginning to see new faces...

had an emotional night on saturday... what happened..? im not saying... it involves someone else...

play basketball on national day till 11.30... police came, took our ics, asked our addresses, copied our phone serial number... after that they just told us to go home... haha... thank goodness im over 17....

met alex... talked, shopped, had fun... nothing much... but it's long since i've talked to him... that's good...

alot other stuff, either boring or i cant bring to mind... ah well... my life... =)

today's colour: feeling sad for someone right now...

getting the hang of it

2006-07-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

im getting the hang of studying now... haha... not so tired anymore, but it's still draining... im still pressing on... =)

monday... forgot what happened...

tuesday i skipped chinese b to do my DnT... after that went sim lim to grab an mp3 for mr chin... due to unforseen circumstances i din get it...

wednesday i have a math extra lessons... bleahz... im the one doing the teaching, and sabrina's my student!!! muahaha... miss seah came out with this plan, that she assign leaders to guide fellow classmates who are weaker... im selected to be a leader... ah well...

thursday had my last social studies lesson... really last!! it was good... think im gonna score for my ss now!!! yay!!

friday also had math... but no chem practical... another 2 hours with sabrina... this is tiring!!

ok, this is my brief review of the week...boring..? haha... this is my life...

today's colour: boring life... what to do...

im beat...

2006-07-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am tired... i mean really tired... this study policy is killing me... usually i study -2 hours a week, and now they want me to do 15..? aw man...

i have my doubts about this policy... well, there are those who are faithful who will study, and there are those who just study for the sake of studying... there are of course those who fall away because of this policy, there will be, without a doubt, people who lie about the time they study... oh well... i just hope this will turn out right... this makes me anticipate poly life even more... argh...

sunday went to bible study... it's really good, those who missed it really missed something great... after that played pool with zhi... haha... long time have play pool and dota le... hai... o level is killing me...

monday went to beauty world to buy p.e. t-shirt for my sis... met xavier, had prata with him... he lives in south haven 2, den he ask me i know who live there...

me:"hmmm... i know michelle lives there... ding ming lives in south haven 1... karyn lives there too..."

xavier"oh, karyn's my sister."

me:"what?!?!"

oh well, im slow... i thought karyn and lynette have relations of some sort, and i always thought karyn is older than me, lynette younger... now i know karyn is younger, lynette is same age... man i am slow!!

oh well...

tuesday Ms Seah was absent.. down with very bad cold... missed like, 5 periods..? art students have 7 periods free cos Mrs Chan was absent as well... oh well... after that went for chinese b.. oh man, these lessons makes me fell meaningless... got go majiam no go lidat... after that went home...

wednesday... what did i have on wednesday..? hmmm... i know!!! study...

thursday have, as usual, social studies workshop... it's tiring, but it's worthwhile... what the teacher taught in class is really helpful... think im gonna ace this year's humanities!!!

friday is racial harmony day... i wore something stupid... at least dun have to wear uniform... after that went to have lunch with mummy... long time never spend time with her... im spending as much time as possible...

after lunch, it's basketball time!! my ankle cant take much torture from me... it hurted after the whole thing... played against boys from cckss and ngee ann poly... won the first 11-5, 2nd 11-2... it was tiring playing with them, especially when i play in both matches... i wanted to sub out, but that said one thing... they need me to play... i feel so honoured... haha... not to boast or anything, at least i feel wanted...

ok, i have to work on my stamina, dribbling, 3 points shots and lay ups... that's no so bad!! but it's almost everything there is to basketball... ah well...

right now..? feeling letargic... very tired... before i came online i laid on the bed, letting my mind drift away... my mind went to the few years ago... when i was in sec 2 and 3... those times... with you... i was so happy...

you know who you are... and i know you are reading this... just want you to know that im still loving you... you have no idea how much i love you... but sorry i have to say i love someone even more, that is my Father in heaven, thus i have to leave you... if the circunstances are right, i want you to know that i'll always come back to you... i promise...

ah well... live a day by a day...

today's colour: yet again, life is so bleahz when you have to study...

what..? 15 hours?!?! aw man...

2006-07-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

with the new implementation of a minimun of 15 hours of study, i never get to use the com anymore!!!

boohoo... but it's supposed to be good for me...

ah well... anyway, i cant really remember much on what happened... all i can tell you is from 10th july to 14th i've been mugging 3 hours, from 7 to 10 everyday... so i cant online at all... sad, eh...? but i studied, greatest miracle ever happened!!! even if i tell mum i studied for 2 hours a week she wouldn't believe me... that's how bad i am... ah well...

from the 3rd to 8th i cant really remember... on the 9th me, zhi, xuele and julia went to suntec eat kenny rogers... zhi's treat!! muahahaha... that's for my birthday... it was cool, and when we were leaving, zhi qing, vivian and nana "jie jie men" came in... haha... coinsidence lah... after that went home, sleep...

next day, MUG... super tiring nowadays... i have chinese b on tuesdays, social studies workshop on thursdays, chemistry practical on fridays and ms seah wants a math remedial... aw man... where got time to mug... bo bian, must sacrifice computer time... hai... kenken, jia you ba!!

lol, nobody reads anyway...

today's colour: life is so bleahz when you have to study...

it's my birthday!!!

2006-07-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

17 years have passed... looking back at my life, God really changed me alot... haha...

tuesday to thursday, i dun think much happened... haha...

friday stayed in school and played basketball... i lost most of my form... haha... but it's still good... had fun... after playing in school i went to yew tee played with my team outside... today they decided that there'll be no slacking in the team, they're going to play serious... i was at the side watching, as im in my school uniform, cant move much... i see the way they play and i got scared... vulgarities flew like nobodies business... mind you, my team are gentle people off the court, i dun even hear them utter curses under their breath... now they're shooting their mouth off, just because they wanna win..? and that ends all justice and liberty..? does winning mean everything..? whatever happened to the love of the game...? hmmm... im considering quitting the team if this carry on...

saturday went church... they got a cake for me!!! a plate, oreos, marshmallows, mini MnM, chocolate eggs and a candle... want the picture..? go zealot blog... haha... i was happy...

sunday went to michael's house to bunk... played kingdom hearts 2, dynasty warriors, raw vs smackdown... talked alot of crap and slept like a pig... haha...

monday is my offical birthday... at 12a.m. to 1a.m. my phone kept ringing... haha... went out to holland village, wanted to go to a board game cafe... in the end full house, we took a cab to west coast park... haha... climbed the pyramid, i managed to reach the top without the thing breaking!! praise God!! after that played captain's ball... me, leonard, alvin, ah beng, sabrina and wee kiat won 4:5!! woohoo!! so happy... after that went home...

mummy bought a cake for me... it's simple, but i still like it the same... later den eat...

im happy... my 17th birthday is simple, but i love it... haha... dunno what to say le...

today's colour: im happy...

2006-06-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me: loves God, loves Zealot, not growing anymore, supports england, supports man u, loves basketball, am a little mad...

7 things that scares me: spritual attacks, seeing girls cry, people ignoring me, trying to be funny but ppl not laughing, seeing people sad, seeing sick people, when my grandma nags...

7 random music at the moment: from God above, beauty of simplicity, i can only imagine, the time has come, till the end, yi shou jian dan de ge, mai ya tang...

7 things i say most:eh.....(drags), thanks ar, yeah right, diao?!, haha!!!, (suddenly sing a song), (sings in tongues), dun cry dun cry!!

7 peeps to do this:
1) tinGTing
2)janice
3)faith(zi high)
4)ken quak(i dun care, do at zealot blog)
5)sabrina
6)you beng
7)hmmm. later then think.

that was what wee wee gave me... haha... monday to wednesday had school... nothing much... and it's thursday...

alive conference!!! yay!! finally it is here!!! but first, before we got there, we celebrated tricia's birthday!!! winnie the pooh cake, but why must they cut out pooh!!! went to COS (marine parade)... first night the passion isn't there.. i was feeling strange, like something wrong with the atmosphere... so i knelt down during praise, asked God to take away everything that's preventing me from worshipping him fully... after that, i felt great!!! jumped like nobody's business... after that went home and zZzZz...

friday i was supposed to go to school... but i overslept... =P... went to the conference... im the usher... and man, was it chaotic!! loads of ppl, have to make sure nothing was stolen... the sermon was good, at least pastor chris long no longer pick on me... for those who went to 2004 yi camp, you know what i mean... it was a great sermon... he uses bible characters to apply to real life, often quoting from real life examples... after that me, wai kiat, chow chin, regina, leona, zi bing sat on a big bus with only the small group of us... den went home and SLEEP...

i really slept well... saturday went to church, and it was really stuffy... all the people were stuffed in the lobby, and the heat was intense... i was standing at the corner of the lobby, near the playground... was talking to amelia, wee wee's friend!! pastor dave shared, and his son was making noise... haha... but he's cute... after the sermon we celebrated julia's birthday... bugs bunny cake, and we played with the cream... man it was messy... had photo shots with the youth alive band.. den went home and sleep...

sunday stayed at home and rot...

monday first day of school... boring... gyah... but i miss the people there... haha... i miss stall 9's food... they still taste as great!!! went to lot 1 with julia, tricia, yingmei, xuele, alvin, chin hwee, weekiat and yunqi... chin hwee bought a bugs bunny for julia as birthday present, i bought a winnie the pooh... soft toys, i mean...

after that went to plaza sing to grab an mp3 for zhizhi... got that, my aunt treat me subway... i ate a one feet long sandwich and it was really REALLY good... ahh... i wan that again sometime... haha... went home to upload the songs, zhi came over and got the mp3... he finally owns his first ever mp3!! woohoo!! he was so happy... and that ended my day...

i haven been writing for a long time... i scared i getting rusty... haha..

today's colour: rusty...

haiz...

2006-06-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

my family's facing some problems... daddy's getting frustrated cos of family stress, work stress, life stress... just came back from home and start scolding vulgar... can see that he's fed up with my sister's disrespect for him... hai... i shan't reveal too much, people keep him in prayer ok... off...

run across the field and i'll give you 100 points!!

2006-06-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

area games day was fun... too bad for those who missed it!!!

thursday i forgot what happened... i asked my brother, and he said how he know me... ah well...

friday i went church in the evening... had a meeting on the area games day... i am a station master!! im gonna make them sing and dance before me!!! muahahaz... after that i stayed to help weiwei out... help her do up the new calling books... to print the pages out... after that went home...

at night i couldn't sleep... at the most i slept for 2 hours, and i cant sleep anymore... dunno why... so i got up at 6, made breakfast for mummy, went out to church... got my materials, went over to lot one... camped there, out of 10 teams only 8 came to me... haha... my grandma bought me food... im so touched... sob sob... after all these we went back to church... combined service!! usher had been great... people instantly filled up the seats, majiam dun need us at all... had a great service, about online addictions... for dinner we had eggplants... eew.. disgusting... den... i went home!!!

i slept well... REALLY well.... knocked out after 5 min on bed... work up next morning at 9, but i slept on... work up at 11... did nothing... rotted at home... muahaha...

today's colours: i feel so lazy...

im up again!!!

2006-06-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

i am back up again... thanks to an encounter retreat... yay!!

saturday had cell group and snl... after that most of the YI people went to ruxiang's wake... she's with God now... =)...

after the wake, me and zhi went over to derek's house to watch world cup... disappointing, england won via own goal... how lame is that..? but we had serious fellowship... laid in the room and talk crap... we discussed about bible secrets and debated about mourning... thanks ar, derek... spent good time with them... all the way until next morning... den next morning go home loh...

sunday stayed at home and rot... played game... why must aeris die?!?!

monday rotted for the first part of the day... in the evening i went to the encounter retreat... this is where i got charged up... i went back to the basics... encountering God, baptism of the holy Spirit, listening to the internal voice, quiet time... went there, charged up and ready to face the world!!!

at night played night games... me and jason hid somewhere nobody can find... im not gonna reveal it here... and when we thought it was the last game, we went out, just to find us kena tricked... xiangshu declared one last game.. ok... im tired of hiding... so i hid among mattresses... i was under it, and alyssa and someone else jumped on me!!! i came out, and tried to help them do some catching... i cant!!! im totally blind at night... i need vitamin A!! boohoo... xiang ling even led my by the hand out to safety when i got lost... i feel so dumb... thanks xiang ling!!

next day we had an emotional market... lei long lei long, everybody is supposed to grab 3 emotions... i grabbed my 3... happy, recharged, blessed... i wasn't supposed to be there... i am so blessed that i can be... haaz... after that went home and sleep... din catch much sleep in church, too cold... slept till next morning...

wednesday michael came over... talked trash, played with hamster, went off to do some game exchange... i went to play basketball... after the games, i ran home... it's not far, but still i ran... man it felt good!!1 i never felt to alive!! i needa run more... the timing isin't that good...

went home, showered, had phone conference with ling and le... had a great talk together, but i shall not reveal it's contents here... wanna know more, go read siew ling's blog..

today's colour: feel so alive!!!

I AM KEN ..

2006-06-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

ok... im dead bored...

for the past week, been reporting to school for DnT...

i've been hitting a low these days... do pray for me, ya...

today's colour: hitting low here...

Global Day Of Prayer

2006-06-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

it was an awesome day... those who missed it... too bad!!!

wednesday mike came over to my house for i dunno what reason... after that my grandma nagged me to go my grandpa house and sweep his cockroaches.... sigh... ah well... we left home, went to lot one and sat at long john and ate... after that discussed some stuff... it was cool...

after that went to my grandpa's house and took some dumplings back home... yay... haha... it's the dumpling festival!!! rice dumpling rawks...

thursday went to school for physics lessons... after that had meeting with core... after that went to a meeting at church office, for the O level students... that was to prepare us for our up coming exams... needa jia you and say bye bye to maple story... hahaz...

friday i came to school at 8... went to class...

yun yuan: woah, another one qu stunt...
me: huh...? today no chemistry lesson meh..?
yun yuan: got... at 1PM...
me: ouch...

so i went home, jammed the FF7( i know it's a very old game) and went back to school... it's titration!!! yippie!! so fun turling the solution... sucking the pippette... haha.. after that went to west mall to accompany chin hwee... talked abit in kfc, after went home to study...

i actually did... i have no idea how, but i did... it's only an hour, but it's a start... =)

saturday was combined service!!! super hiong, but very the cramp... dun really have to space... especially someone like me... hahaz... pastor shared on online gaming... but instead of finishing his sermon, he stopped short cos all bbss students, both past and present, are to be present at school to celebrate the 20th aniversary of our school... we had a 9 course dinner, and we all ate like pigs... hahaz... took alot of photos, but all are scattered around... so i dunno where to find the photos... hahaz... after that went mac to pig some ice cream with mike... woohoo...

sunday went to church early... took bus to national stadium to pack goodie bags... our area, consisting of kabod, kairos and zealot, packed 1200 bags altogether... man!!! we were beat... after that had our dinner, and we walked... tried to walk to kfc, but in the end got lost, so we stayed at the stadium and played cling cling... leonard and gideon can run, and i mean really run... ken quak have speed but no stamina... haha... liang zhi have stamina, no speed... and it's time to go in...

half the whole stadium was packed... but that means we would need 2 indoor stadiums to contain all of us... haha... it was intense praying, but we left early, cos we expect the whole place to be super crammed when the whole ting ends at 10... we left at 9.30... and surely, it is rather crammed at 10... sang dumb songs on the bus home... lau shu ai fang pi!!! reached home at around 10.45... showered and now... finally on the com!!!

looking back at ragnarok online, i miss those days.. clan risa rawks forever... here's a screenshot... we were fighting clan wars... =)

today's colour: i am still in the praying mood...

the 100th post!!

2006-05-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

lol... although it's the 100th post, my blog feels dead... nobody's visiting... prob of the 40 day break i took... ah well...

friday went to michael's to jam his ps2... dynasty warriors, kingdom hearts, tekken 5, devil may cry... lol... played till rather late, 9++... den i went home...

saturday we had a massive combine cell!!! zealot, kabod and kairos... it was massive, and for that week, i no usher!!! yay!!! you know why..? cos now usher got 2 teams... the other team was doing, so i have a chance to slack... yay...

after that, during dinner, we have a brawl in the middle of the car park... liang zhi and andy chia quarrelled after dinner, ask andy passed awful remarks about zealot... i was there to hold liang zhi down, as he was going to attack andy... mr chin came and try to calm zhi down... suddenly...

1, 2 3!!!

happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to ri xiang... happy birthday to you!!! lol!! btw, all the action was made up... this is to make mr chin come to the centre, and the whole of YI sang for him... yay... haha...

sunday supposed to go for tuition... din go... den no bible study.. so i stayed at home and zZzZzz..

monday... stayed at home and rot... cos i no take mt o levels!!!

tuesday went school for phy lessons... den went home... zZzZz... boring life!! i want excitement...

today's colour: abit more excitement can...?

woahness...

2006-05-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

haven blogged since 8 days ago... so here i am blogging!!!

on thursday, went to watch the sunrise... but sadly, cant see much of the sun as there're clouds... aw....

went home and slept my head off... cos super the tired!!!

friday reported back to school... no need go PTM!!! woohoo!! happy... i forgot most of the stuff..? haha...

saturday... i woke up with a blistering headache... din want to come cell... but zhi encouraged me, then im there!! after that went for snl... usher gonna split into 2 teams le!! that's good!! but cant help feeling sad... will miss those guys... but still we would have newcommers!!! yay!!

after that, cos some of the cell members requested to go out and eat, we ate at beauty world top floor... after that it's home!!!

sunday we went sentosa!!! i had sand in my underwear... -_-... go there den on that day, it rain... no sun at all... never tan anything... so sian... ah well...

after that went to eat steamboat... the meat dunno why cook so long still haven cook finish... so dumb... in the end i ate some half raw... and i ate quite alot... the next day i got lau sai...

monday went school with stomach feeling very tumbling... i carried on, had my recess... in the end i vomitted everything out... dang... hailed a cab home and rested... ah well... was super sick man.... shouldn't have ate so much..

tuesday i went to the docs... gave me charcoal pills and some i dunno what.. i never took them... =P... lazy...? dunno lahz... got MC!! yay...

wednesday went school... stayed in class slack whole day...

today cannot slack liao... went to do my DnT... now the whole project almost complete liao... left abit and im totally done... now left abit...

argh.. nowadays really dunno what to blog... maybe wanna close shop le...

today's colour: ah... how how how...

what...? a week...? ALREADY?!?!

2006-05-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

time really flies... i forgot what i did from monday to wednesday....

wednesday evening i went for chalet... me, zhi, bryan, shara, julia, darran, weiyan and sabrina made our way to pasir ris... asked for directions to yatch club, aunty told us to take a certain bus... took it, we reached a yatch club.... the wrong one... we are supposed to be in changi, but ended up in pasir ris park... aw man... troubled xiang shu to come pick us up, and we went to the chalet... stayed there overnight as there's no school...

will update more later... now my head hurts, i guess due to too much exposure to computer...

i dun have the habit to blog liaoz..

2006-05-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

sian... everytime come online also nothing to blog about... hahaz... here goes...

tuesday... permutation and combination, matrix, straight line graph and binomial all came out!!! woohoo!!! i predicted well!!! paper 2 was so much easier to do... have hope can pass liaoz...

wednesday is sci paper 1... i slept through the paper... so easy... (im gonna have rotten eggs pelted at me for this) after that i have my core group meeting with hazelNUTS and xuele... den me go chiong dota!!! first time i played for so long... 6 hr++ lehz... the bill came up to about 13.50... i paid 10, wei jie and zhang tian paid 3.50 for me... cos they made me stay, so i made them pay... muahahahaha... at first we picked out char... keep on losing... den sian liao, use random... den keep winning... haha... dumb crap...

thursday DnT paper... after 1/2 hr 2 or 3 ppl sleep... after 1 hr 1/4 of everybody sleep... after 1 and 1/2 hr 3 ppl remain awake... after 2 hr everybody's snoring... hahaz... it's not that the paper is easy... it's that we dunno, dun care, dun bother...

friday vesak day... stayed at home... i am a very very good boy... ^_^

saturday my sis came along to church with me... den something super embarassing happened to me... i was trying to carry darran tan, den suddenly... RIP... my pants split... SUPER BIG SPILT LOH... those ppl there know what happened... they laugh, and laughed hard... thanks ar zealot peeps... den i chiong home and chiong back... phew...

during SNL pastor asked if there is any embarassing moment that you wish to forget but will never forget... THANKS AR.... lol...

that night liverpool versus west ham united... liverpool won via penalty kickout.. they still won, hahaz...

me, my brother don, woke up at 4.30 to bake cake for mummy... cos it's mother's day... we bought the ingredients, and we got to work... sad thing is we dun have an egg beater, we have to use MANUAL BEATING.... it's me who does the job, and my hand very suan... by the time we finished production it's already 7... i went back to zz... we all went back to zz.... hahaz...

sunday... went to my granny's house... after that home.... now blogging... im dead tired... wanna sleep... zzz...

today's colour: happy mother's day, mum...

too much excitement...

2006-05-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

i sprained my ankle... yes, Michael, AGAIN... my left ankle, during a basketball match....

friday i din go school... was chinese paper... i taking chinese b, so stay at home shake leg... muahahaz...

after shaking for some time i went to play basketball with some friends... play halfway people from the other court challenge us, so ok, let's play~!! play play play, i got the ball, wanna put it through the net... side step, instead of stepping the ground, i stepped onto someone elses foot... CRACK... it was SOO LOUD... i sprained my ankle, the other guy left unscratched... owie... den i took off my shoes, put my big bottle of 100+ on it... rub a little... peiyi prayed for me... (thanks peiyi!!!) and thank God it din swell!! else i dunno how!!

saturday... mummy help me rub my ankle in the morning!!! yay!!! thanks mummy!! i was not supposed to do usher... but cos too many ppl din come... xuele feel hot, ryan dunno why din come, jun da also never come... so very very jia lat... each row only 1 usher, very chaotic... den i bo bian... do abit... i cannot jump.... dumb ankle, why must you be sprained... lz played off key(i shall not elaborate)....

guowei came!!! yay!!! at altar call, i stood in the middle of the hall... den everybody stand at the back... our church got this new spotlight, and it was shining down on me... the others all stand in the shadows... so im like, in the spotlight!! aw man!!! paiseh lehz... if i can get the picture from muen, i'll post here... but most prolly i wun be able to get it... hahaz...

sunday stayed at home and MUG.... monday got phy and a math... ahh!!! a math!!! went for tuition too...

monday was the tests... phy was EASY... if O levels were lidat... wa.... a math... I WANNA CRY LIAO... but binomial, matrix, straight line graphs and permutation and complication never come out... ok!!! pia studies!!!

today's colours: MUG MUG MUG!!

my blog is so dead!!

2006-05-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

man... this is so bad... i think my blog have been abandoned... lol...

on monday no school... public holidays!! i stayed home all day... lazy like anything... hahaz...

tuesday i reported to school only at 11... cos morning is math paper so i no need turn up... yay... took chemistry in the afternoon... it's ok lahz... after that went home, i guess...

wednesday one paper... geography... easy stuff... after that me went to watch movie... mission impossible 3... tom cruise siao one... a rather nice movie, go watch.... after that me went to teach tuition... yes, FYI, i am teaching a pri 5 girl... her mom says if i go her house teach, she'll give me 200 a month... woohoo... but im still considering... cos i have to study on my own and everything...

thursday... rotted at home... seriously... have math paper, and i dun need take.. really rot loh...

really brief...? lol... say, but true, a very boring life... God!! give me excitement!!!

i better watch what i ask for...

today's colour: if my life was a movie, i think it'll be a boring one...

ookkaayyyy....

2006-05-01T09:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i needa get some habits back...

1)posting!! haven posted for so long... den always forget to post, even when i got something to post.. haha...
2)blog visiting... else people would adbandon this blog totally.. haha...

wednesday not much happened... even if something happened, i would not remember it... zZzZz

thursday.... eh... people, please refresh my memory... this is why i have to post more often...

friday... social studies paper... one question i wrote about 1+1/3 of the page... finally i have hope i can pass... after that went to play basketball in school... from 9 play till around 12... well, boys will be boys... after that.. went home, lunch... evening time again went to play basketball... returning home at around 10++... basketball rules man... still yet to go one on one with some guys... man chun, kenni, janice... haha...

saturday went church... wanted to bring my sister along, but cos she haven study mummy dun let her out of the house... so sad!! took a bus, saw wong liangying... talked crap with him... den when i alighted the bus, i dropped my wallet... ahh... heng ar... he's there, he helped me pick up... after that i went to church, combined cell with kairos... 4 was saved!! woohoo!!!

after that i went off... not intending to go snl... grandpa burfdae!! went to meet liang ying to get my wallet... den checked the time... den i thought, eat one less dish also nvm one wad... den i chiong back to church... after that went for dinner... den went home!!!

sunday... went tuition... after that went home... actually wanted to go study with zhi , wk, qc and julia... but mummy wants me stay at home watch xi study, else she wun, and will flunk her exams...

hahaz... okok, people who's around, you gotta remind me to blog... else i'll forget completely...

today's colour: remind me hor!!!

coincidence...?

2006-04-25T21:18:00.001+08:00

this world is so coincidental... lol...

sunday after bible study i went to IMM there... my mummy's mummy's birthday, and we went there to celebrate... it wasn't a grand thing, at least it's not supposed to be... i saw the 3 P sisters from our church... phyllis, pricilla and pamela... it feel so dumb!!! it's their mother's birthday... hahaz... coincidental lehz... after that we went home... what else...

monday had test... english... i think im gonna flunk my compo... i dunno what the heck i wrote... suposed to be a descriptive, but i write like normal essay like that... die liao...

tuesday... miss seah today in class not happy... cos she teach e math den the whole class never listen... ahh... after school went for chinese b... had my midyear... woohoo... for the first time i feel as if i can pass my test... after that... went for dinner... den... go home... zzzzz...

lol... dunno what to blog... so long never blog den now... hahz...

today's colour: dunno what to blog...

i am back!!

2006-04-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

i have been away for 5 weeks and 5 days!! alot of things happened... my sister accepted Christ... how did weiwei know about it anyway?!?! but im facing percecution... cos mummy dun wan me psycho her at such a young age, claiming that she still cant make her own decisions and very gulliable... say abit den she believe... well, it have been an awesome 5 week and 5 day for me..`. i dunno about you guys, but i feel refreshed... haha... thanks for all the tags... before i go off, may i know who is kai...? will really appreciate it... thanks ppl...

the past 5 weeks 5 days colour: dun have lahz... too many to state...

this is my 90th post!!

2006-03-13T11:44:00.000+08:00

in celebration of my 90th post, im gonna close down this blog!!!!

no lahz... but will be stagnant for some time... dun ask me why!!! will be back soon... in the meantime, please help tag my tagboard, to keep it alive!!! tablecloth is going to be folded for the time being.... keep smiling!!!

98.7 Fm came my school!!!

2006-03-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

lol... im not exactly trilled by 98.7Fm... but here goes my week...

tuesday went to the Bay's house... their extended family came over to have dinner, but thank God michelle called me out... i brought some stuff for her, and accompanied her back home... by the time i reach her house it's already 9+... all her relatives gone... heng ar!! me and her ate... ALOT... i ate 3 bowls of rice, michelle ate 2... now i know she can really eat... whole steam boat belongs to us man!! it's so cool!!! haz... but we were like pigs.. or what crystal calls me.. a bear...

wednesday they have chinese oral.. i dun have.. haz... went home and slack...

thursday we had 2 test, back to back after school.... first was chem test on moles, 2nd was permutation and combination... ok lahz.. not that bad... can pass... have hopes...

friday got back my report book... uh oh.... i got very poor... c5 for eng and a math, c6 for combined humanities, a2 for science and a1 for DnT... i wanna 1 for my science!! waa!!!! gotta work harder!!!

after school 98.7Fm came to our school... the two muttons in the morning hosted it, man was it funny!!! but the band part sucks... i dunno what band was that, but yeah,they stink... they dun really know how to sing... all they do is jam the guitar and scream into the mike.... noise... after that went home with regina and her bf... saw georgiana... den now, home!!

dunno why, addicted to jay's songs... i dun like his 发如雪 and 夜曲... i prefer songs like 爷爷泡的茶，麦芽糖，简单爱... those cute songs, you know what i mean...? if you guys have songs like these, please send!!!

today's colour: sweets are cool!!!