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Sunday, February 27, 2005

after 5 days....

supposed to go to friend's house sleep.... in the end of zhi's house... hahz.... snore....

work up at 5.30 next morning.... iron uniform.... shower.... got ready and move off.... liang zhi contacting a flu... poor thing.... went to school to pray.... the prayer group.... after that is morning run... and then lessons... what happens next...? forgot....

wednesday woke up early to go prayer walk.... was late by 5 min.... den zhi complain stomach ache den din go.... haha... me and teck do together..... liang zhi gave command.... well... loud... clear.... acceptable.... den lessons.... after school went to have dinner with cousins.... cos my uncle won 50,000 4D.... woohoo....

thursday same thing in the morning.... after school went for prayer walk... after that went home... grabbed all my worksheets and went to school and file my stuff.... i promised miss seah to do it... and i shall honour my words.... dun wan to disappoint her anymore.... it's was so hard to drag my tired body out of my cosy home....

friday.... time for bb.... still very reluctant to go.... so tired.... in the end i went... spent 1 hour for admin stuff.... wasted so much time.... learnt stuff on being a good instructor for RTC.... how to be firm and friendly at the same time.... liang ying ran to the second floor when we were told to fall in... and we fell in like a bunch of lunatics... facing each other... with our hands dunno flying where.... and CSM ong yuqi is supposed to mantain order.... but we made life difficult for him... hahz... teck soon stepped in... and we somewhat know what to do... well.. hope we dun screw up....

here comes saturday... again.... woke up late.... went to cell earlier den usual.... in the end nobody at home!! went to wee kiat's house and sit... den along come angela, shara, rong jun and alvin... all sit at the door waiting for liang zhi and teck soon.... he came... cell group started... am i supposed to be the guitarist...? geez.. nobody told me... not mentally prepared... so i gave the job to zhi instead.... lalaz.... sing sing clap clap.... but something's not right... teck soon felt as if we are giving up... told us verses to stand firm... well... we prayed... me, shara, zhi and sab gathered as a group.... sab is supposed to end... yes, she ended... but when it she started to pray for her father... she began to cry... my heart just went out for her.... i know how hard it is to have parents who controls your freedom.... who just cannot understand his daughter's needs.... i'll keep her in prayer that some day he dad will come to christ... for that moment i just wanted to put my arms around her and give her support... argh.... JOSHUA!!! WHERE ARE YOU WHEN SABRINA NEEDS YOU?!?!?!

after cell we went to nite life... anna, derek, khai yong, ken quak, yong quan, danny, another guy's name forgot liaoz... (he is so gonna kill me) they came... woohoo!! finally reachin out... well... i dun dare worship to much.... scared will scare them.... so toned down ALOT.... special speaker for the day.. pastor song... first thing he asked... ''where's rebekah...?'' hahz... shared about end times... wow... took down 4 pages of notes... after that have dinner.... den they chiong warcraft.... hahz... had a lot of fun during dinner...

now back at home... just finish watching treasure planet... it's a good show.... telling us to give up materialism for friendship.... it was good...

today's colour: colour of courage.... stand strong for what you believe....

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

drill can be fun...?

friday... had common test.... lets not talk about it, shall we....?

after school went over to liang zhi's house... to shower... change... me, khai yong and alvin went there.... then while liang zhi was showering.... alvin took a chair.... climbed over the top and took pictures and videos of him showering.... super bad sia alvin.... so now the video is in alvin's hands... muahahaha.... can see zhizhi's butt....

after that we went for BB.... had opening parade.... singsparation and devoltion.... and drill....
it was a competiton between sec 3s and sec 4s.... we were to drill without timing.... teck soon slackened... laughed and commented that we can join fancy drill.... all the funny funny movements all come out.... be in the end we turn out fine... did our best... solid bangs.... timing and cordination... it's all there....

after that it was AQ training!!! even though most of us not goin for AQ... we still have to train... but why....?! training was fun too... slacked a little... did the half squad.... teck soon was counting O-N-E ONE! T-W-O TWO!! took his own sweet time... my leg almost cant take it anymore.... had 2 sets of 20 pushups... a set of 20 situps.... fierce sia... den run around the whole school.... somehow i pulled through.... tired... aching... got home and slept....

next day overslept... see lahz... teck soon fault... make me work out till so tired.... cant wake up for flag day... den forget it.... slacked... till around 2... dressed and went out.... off to church!!had to sit at the back of the café.... so hot!! but anyway.... talked about cell..... currently in the silent christian zone.... must move on!!

sabrina was able to join us for the sermon... praise the Lord!! worshipped my best as usual.... den here comes the sermon!! berfore the service could even start properly.... my nose bled... no idea why... ran out of the hall and into the toilet.... wow... think cos sabrina too sexy that she sit beside me my nose bleed....? haz... no idea why....

after that had dinner.... i din eat... not hungry.... and got my guitar back... finally saw it in 3 months!!! played all the way... paul sir was there.... said hi....

den went home... catched abit of chingay... sorry jinzhu.... din get a chance to see you perform.... after that... sleep....

monday.... got back english.... failed by 1/2 mark.... sad... and i only got 54.4% for overall english.... oh well... got back DnT as well... highest in class, i think...? 21/50... failed as well.... oh well.... stayed back to do homework... owe miss seah one sia... too bad.... den finished 3 pieces of work... so proud man... ya whatever....

now on my way to friend's house... stay over!! hhaz... gotta run.... bye....

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Friday, February 18, 2005

no math lessons for the week!!

miss seah din come from monday to wednesday.... woohoo!! long break... 3 free periods on monday... another 3 on tuesday... exam week still slack so much....

had prayer walk on tuesday.... met after school to prayer walk around school.... me and liang zhi take on tuesday and thursday afternoon... as well as wednesday morning.... walk halfway saw sabrina, shara and siew ling already walking... when they pray for the temple... i can see sabrina pointing at the temple fiercely... diaoz?!?! attract a lot of attention lehz...

after that went for evangelism.... shared to about 9 or 10 ppl....? one of it is ester's friend... which she will be doin the follow up... another guy came to me.... asked me... what are you guys doin...? well... his heart is open and i just shoot.... hahz... oh well...

wednesday had to wake up early.... for once i woke up earlier than my mum!! woohoo.... lucky i called zhi... or else he would have overslept... hhaz.. blame his alarm clock when he himself sleep like pig... zhu will always be zhu.... dun find escuses....

went to IMM with alvin to grab a mp3... at jurong interchange saw fel.. she din say hi.... hmph... at IMM... alvin dunno which one to buy... 128mb creative one cost $108.... or 256mb no brand one cost $98.... he chose no brand... den took cab home... wanted to come my house... in the end he go home... den now mp3 with me... wan me upload song... hahz...

had my common test today... heard from the rest that wun be good.... i have absolute confidence in my work... hhaz... sure A!!

after school prayer walk again... den go study in 4n3... cos only that clss still can use mp3 to play on the speaker.... den liang zhi go sleep.... after that... i go sleep... den after that got ready to go home... hahz.... last song they wanna listen to gu dan bei ban qiu.... i suddenly thought of her... celine.... how is she in austrlia...? i miss her... i almost cried... haiz.... just wanna lay in bed and cry right now.... home she misses me too....

today's colour: tears.... flowing.... hope she comes back soon....

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

mahjong....

went to school on friday... it was so stupid... so boring... well... managed to endure that day....

after that we had steamboat over at liang zhi's uncle's house... wanted to play mahjong... but no table... in the end play on floor.... had our steamboat... had loads of fun... and loads of leftovers... we cant finish!! after that we prayed over some stuff... for the outreach coming soon.... for the temple outside the house... for many other stuff...

after that me and alvin went to teck soon's house to play mahjong!! no table too.... played on a carot table... alvin just started learning how to play... he won more than 1/2 of the game that night... beginner's luck.... i din win one for 3 hours!! boo hoo... had so much fun... and slept over at teck soon's house... did quiet time... den fell asleep while praying... dunno what the 2 of them do... hug each other and kick each other while sleeping... hahz....

next day at 9 we woke up and went off le... teck soon have a CSM interview to go to.... reminded me to wear formal later on... seems that i took his words too seriously....

went home to sleep.... after that the word 'formal' is still in mind... when i woke up... i grabbed a shirt.. my bb pants... leather shoes... and a tie... woohoo... formal!! went there and alvin said i too much... hahaz... took off the tie... went in to worship.... after that... pastor daniel called me on stage and wanted me to worship there!! he's a Joker.... with a capital J... cos i worship with all my heart.... dance like mad... and he says im like king david... hahz... but i see some unhappy faces... some ppl dun like me wor... but somehow.... i dun care... i have the joy of the Lord in me!!
the alter call... powerful... it was calling for me... my passion was dying... when pastor daniel prayed for me... i felt warmth flowing through my hand and i raise it up... and fell... oh well...

went to long john in lot one... liang zhi like long john silver a lot... dunno why... we talked on the way.... den saw jervine... said hi... wanted to go talk to her... in the end too busy talking to liang zhi.... den after dinner i went to my cousin house... AGAIN.... played kingdom hearts.... AGAIN... this time i completed aladdin... locked 4 worlds... a few more to go.... oh well...

today's colour: white... so pure.... so clean... so anointed...

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Friday, February 11, 2005

chinese new year!!

the past 2 days was great.... the night before chinses new year i spent the night at my cousin's playing kingdom hearts... started a new game and completed alice in wonderland... went home at around 5 to catch some sleep.... was so tired... complete knockout...

woke up next morning.... felt nothing at first... when i got up i felt a difficulty in breathing... oh no... asthma coming back... but why at this time...? doesn't matter.... got up, get dressed and ready to go!!

first headed to my grandpa's place... reached there at about 10.... we were the first to arrive... as usual.... waited for ablout 1/2 an hour and heard ah bee's(my younger cousin) voice... he was screaming all the way... got a scolding for making a din later on... ah mel(bee's brother) forgot to bring Sims Burstin Out with him... so the wait for the 3rd uncle was rather boring... so 3 men, my grandpa, my dad and my uncle started to play poker, smoke and drink.... went into the room to have a look... 5 seconds later and im half dead... cant take the smoke.. my asthma worsened and started to cough really badly... decided to head out for some fresh air....at around 1 my 3rd uncle arrived... got a dressing down from all the adults.... and he packed a bigger ang bao for being late... hee hee... he wanted to play poker.... so have to wait till 2... in the meantime my aunt cant stand the smoke in the house any more and decided to bring us down to macdonalds.... she saved my life.... hate smoke man... too bad the guys in my family smoke....

headed to our first destination... played black jack.... was tempted into playing... from 0 bucks played till i got 14... gambled!! God will punish me... boo hoo....

we rushed to our 2nd destination... 3 cars... one a BMW... another a Hyundai tryjet... 3rd a toyota.... we raced each other to the finishing line!! bee and my sis are screaming when we overtake their car or they overtake ours.... hahz... was so exciting... dun even care what's on the screen on the tv of my dad's car...

reached the 2nd destination.... bee was screaming... again... at the sight of a turtle... i think the size of a textbook...? rather big.... he went'' hello tortise... wake up leh... dun sleep....'' hhaz... made fun of him....

there was a grand piano... i oogled at it for a while... and it's owner asked me to play a piece... hahz... all i can play on the piano is ''gu dan bei ban qui''.... so i played anyway....was good... no errors.... den she played ''flight of the bumble bee''.... my jaws dropped as i saw her fingers... so fast!! admired her... she had a diploma in piano and give lessons....

rushed to my granny's house... ate some bee hoon... nice man... my aunt's lemon tiger prawns are the best... rushed home to invite a tiger and a lion!!!

rushed home... took a quick shower... and anticipated the arrival of the lion dance troop... finally a faint sound of drums can be heard... and slowly it approaches and finally they reached out block... 3 truck of lions and stuff.... first was a dragon dance.... where many people hold sticks connecting to a dragon.... den the dragon follow a ball... run here run there... those guys were great... supporting each other, they lean back like the matrix to show the dragon weaving in and out, following the ball... it was awsome... we prepared a large plate with oranges and some veggies... the dragon dancers formed a chinese word ''wang''... and ended the dance.... it was followed by a lion dance... they brought a ladder..... so they hung some veggies from my house on the second floor on a long bamboo pole... the lion playfully jumps up... eat the veggie... and presented the dunno what it's called thingy to my dad... it's so cool.... everyone on the block was looking!! but my dad gave a $888 ang bao to them... siala... broke liao...

after that they played big 2... again... this time at my uncle's house.... who is only around 19...? my aunt... young enough to be my sister... only 17 this year... reminds me of xiao shi and leela.... she's like a mixture of them... so pretty... my dad have been winning.... around $700 now... hhaz... he've been really lucky... lost 50 at first but won $200 in the end at one night... got 4 '''di'' for 4 games... that's around 300 bucks.... i continued to play kingdom hearts.... completed oylimpia colloseum and halfway through deep jungle right now....

next day we played mahjong.... this time no money involved... i lost some small ones at first.... den when i ''zhuang'' i won 3 times in a row... 2 times ''zhi muo''... 1 time got 5 ''fan''.... total got around 50 bucks... those who play mahjong know what i mean.... ;p

went to woodlands... the fun fair there is expensive... $7.50 for a ride... spent $67.50 in total... it's so stupid... michael wanted to come... mum disallowed... oh well... save his money....

so now... bloggin.... feeling tired....

colours: rainbow!!! very hard to colour one by one... but im so happy this year... hahz... smiles!!

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

chinese new year comin!!

it's the time of the year again... when we go out... visiting relatives... getting ang baos... this year the feeling of excitement doesn't seem to be very strong.... i even feel bored.. oh well....

sunday i missed prayer meeting due to the fact that i have tuition... liang zhi wanted to tell me what's goin on at the bible study but in the end he overslept... too bad... maybe the msg is not meant for me...? hmmm....

had to stay back for math on monday... it's so very boring... wish i dun have to go... din do anything there... cos miss seah took my ruler...

after that i met felicia... waited till around 6 to finish what she doin... sent her home... nothin much....

today is boring... again.... went to school for the celebration... wish it was over sooner... it ended at around 9.30... after that me and michael went to plaza singapura... went to buy a chain and pendant for reina... his... erm... you know... for valentines day... hahz.. he's hopelessly romantic... wish him all the best...

today's colour: seeing all those red packets... red this red that... i can help but feel red... feel so glorious... happy new year... whish you happiness this festive season...

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

another saturday...

supposed to wake up early to accompany danny to go running... in the end din go... cos need to wait for mummy to wake up and give me money top up ez-link card... when she finally woke up at 10... danny say dun need le... oh well....

went to cut my hair before cell group... i love the hairstylist... my hair looks cooler and cooler each time i visit her.... her business is picking up now...

we cancelled our cell group today... went to shara's house cos rong jun dun wanna come cell... so our cell go there pray for him... he seems to be under some opression... prayed with so much passion today... pray halfway he went out... shara said he went to sleep... what the...?! we kept on praying... but somehow i cant cry... i only cried once before the Lord... hmmm... anything wrong with me..? i hope not...

after the prayer we played with their dog... dou dou!! he's so cute... but he's so afraid of me... sabrina, yong li, wee kiat all managed to pat the dog... but when i go the dog ran away... he is so scared of me i also dunno why.... do i look scary...? one thing i learnt today.... teck soon is afraid of dogs.... wu gui pa gou...

SNL was great... as usual... roses are red... violets are blue... this valentine is written in the loo.... pastor daniel is a joker man.... somehow i'll never fall asleep with his sermon...

had dinner... the drinks store auntie which we always bought our drinks promised us ang bao if we give her 2 oranges the next week.... i'll be first in line... hahz...

though this is nothing to most of you.... but janice and joey talked to me.... i was like... phew.... the way shammah avoided me is freakin me out.... somehow this relieves me... thank you girls....

it's pretty much the same as well as different from other saturdays... well... the songsheets i printed have gone to waste... but who cares... rong jun was healed in his spirit...

today's colour: light blue... dunno why... i feel rather powerful today... prayer really works... and God do heal...

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

week analysis

well... i have no idea what to write... been boring these days....

today supposed to do a lota things.. go bb... meet alex... but sian.... go home liao found out ez-link no money... cannot go out.... den i no cash cannot top up... officers will think that this is a pathetic excuse... what to do....

alex flared up with me... last min cant go... he now not happy... haiz... dunno what to do sia... just wanna sleep....

finally someone have a reply to my nick... got scarlet piano instrumental... that's nice... thanks jia ni... also got whole bunch of tracks of black mages... rock instrumental... not suitable for studing...

sarah finally came online... had a talk with her... she complained alot... well... i was willing to listen... had a nice chat... and i really miss her... wonder how is it over there.... where you are, sarah... smile... and face life strongly ok...?

something's wrong with my msn... kept on hanging... wonder why...

looking back the past week... how have it been...? rather intersting... spent my entire allowence for the week on a birthday present.... saw another girl get a birthday present that's just simply adorable... got my test results out... found out what kinda person i really can be... missed a lot of things and had a good nap at home... and i have homework... hmmm.... i feel tired all fo a sudden... fatigue seems to take over me... seems to have a lot of weight hung over my shoulder... oh well....

today's colour: green and blue.... no... not yellow.... somehow this two colours just seems to mix without blending.... feeling so tenseless now.... not relax... just no tension...

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

dearly beloved...

In case you guys dunno the music that is currently playing in the background is called dearly beloved... one of my favorite pieces... soothing as it slowly recharges your energy... brings you into slumber and strengthens you as you sleep....

3 days pass... nothing much happened actually....

monday, right after school, went to get a birthday present for jamie... well, found one small figurine from hallmark... precious moments... got it for her... thought she'll like it.... ''anything cute and totally useless will do lah...'' as madam yaw said it.... well... the next day when she saw it... she really liked it.... that's that....

im gonna fail my trigo... flat... if i can get a double digit i'll laugh till i run out of breath and drop dead.... left most of it blank.... same as my mind.... blank... how i hope my mind can remain blank forever... no thoughts... no worries.... just lie down and listen to music....

stacy got a really cute rabbit for her birthday present... it's so cute... everybody surrounded the tiny one... well... lucky her... she got someone rich and really willing to spend money on her... she's attractive, that's all i can say..... im considering buying a rabbit for someone.... wonder who that girl be...

had my personality profiling test results today.... well... i was rather surprised... im an audio guy... means i do listen...and listen well, too.... most of all... im exceeding at character identification... meaning i can see through people easily... how they feel, what is their character and such... maybe i can consider being a counsellor....

now....? lying back... as i listen to dearly beloved being played over and over again.... allowing thoughts and memories to run through... as i go through my chain of memories again....

today's colours: white.... currently feeling simple and clean... no evil thoughts... just have a gentle floating sensation... making me feel weak and strong at the same time...

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