+ I will keep my eyes upon Jesus +

*.* Sea of Galilee *.*

Jesus Walks on the Sea

Immediately Jesus made His disciples get into the boat

and go before Him to the other side,

while He sent the multitudes away.

And when He had sent the multitudes away,

He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray.

Now when evening came, He was alone there.

But the boat was now in the middle of the sea,

tossed by the waves, for the wind was contrary.

Now in the fourth watch of the night

Jesus went to them,

walking on the sea.

And when the disciples saw Him

walking on the sea,

they were troubled, saying,

"It is a ghost!"

And they cried out for fear.

But immediately Jesus spoke to them,

saying, "Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid."

And Peter answered Him and said,

"Lord, if it is You,

command me to come to You on the water."

So He said, "Come."

And when Peter had come down

out of the boat,

he walked on the water to go to Jesus.

But when he saw that the wind was boisterous,

he was afraid;

and beginning to sink

he cried out, saying,

"Lord, save me!"

And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand

and caught him,

and said to him,

"O you of little faith,

why did you doubt?"

And when they got into the boat,

the wind ceased.

Then those who were in the boat

came and worshiped Him,

saying, "Truly You are the Son of God."

Matthew 14:22-33

Monday, July 23, 2007

hohoho!!

it's been long.. well, my birthday passed, as well as celebrations for it.. and my brother's birthday is coming up.. what should i get for him..? hmmm..

argh, i dunno what else to blog about.. hmmm.. and i dun think i would cultivate the habit of blogging daily.. haha, ah well.. keep smiling..

today's colour: =) dunno why this colour too..

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{Lift up your eyes, all you Heavens, and Worship}

Monday, July 02, 2007

love, dad..

my dad came home drunk, and after that left me crying in my heart.. im making him sound like a bad man, but in actual fact, he said alot to me which touched me..

i was in my room, reading harry potter, when my father came in and shook my hand, wishing me a happy birthday.. (ya, it's tomorrow, but please dun go telling the whole world!!) he sat down, talked to me...

"Son, do you know that although i come back everyday, i've never come home..?"

this totally shook me.. i must admit, he's kinda left out in the family.. he was busy with work, and most of the time not able to spend time with the family.. even when he have the time, he does not know how to spend it wisely, does not know what we like, does not know us very well.. but he tries, even very hard, to bond with us, although he's works are often not appreciated, as the methods are wrong.. sigh...

he's been gone for a long time in our family.. shortly after i was born, he left for taiwan as an NSman, and came back only after a few years.. at that moment we lived without him, and was not used to have him around.. so when he actually came back, he could not face the fact that he had a family, a responsibility now, so he continued signing on.. only after a few years, he started taking up this responsibility, and tried to come home.. he never did felt home..

i dunno what to say.. have we been neglecting him..? i have not, i daresay.. well, it's up to him now...

some random thoughts that came to me this week...

im finally old enough to drive..
finally understood what "entertaining someone" means.
could never forget anqi's birthday, even after 6 years..
still cant get enough of cartoons and anime..
had not enough sleep..
scared for people to know my birthday, dunno why..
improved on pool so well that i can even beat my dad..

there was alot more, but right now, i just cant remember.. *scratches head* short term memory, i have to make notes sometimes.. =)

today's colour: dad, you're always welcomed home..

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