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a week flew by...
wow... time really seems to ply... a week have gone... here we go...friday was a bad day... frustration... anger... saddness.... sianess... all came over me... actually dun have any mood to do evangelism de.... but God prompt me to share to one guy... well... i shared to one guy.. and one guy got saved... how Great is God...? he used me so specially to bring one person to him... now have to follow up le....saturday was a disappointing one... the evangelism service we had... only a handful came... shucks.... sorely disappointed... expected about 150... only 15 came... how sad is that...? but we made full use of it... and one got saved... at least there's one ok... the service was powerful.... never have i felt the presence of God so strong during snl.... came to the alter... took off my shoes.. and prayed.... after the service is ended abrubtly, i continue to sit there till around 9... wow... it rawks....sunday i din go for tuition... again.... ah well... i dun think i need tuition liaoz... went to bible study with zhi zhi, sab sab and lele.... din go to my granny's.... aww... i miss her....monday went to school... after school stayed back to play basketball... and the rain came tumbling down!!! i continued playing... and im drenched!! argh!!! but i love rain... hahaz... den went to see freddo.... he's leaving in 2 or 3 weeks time... PA crew, you better throw an enormous party..... he's such a nice guy... so sad his contract ends.... mu and mike came my house via taxi.... and while we were waiting, mu got splashed wet by puddles of water at the side of the road, as cars go top speed over them, and they splashed him wet... poor mu... they came over to get an A drive.... hope his com's fine...tuesday is bad... as usual... mr loo called my mum cos i forgot to bring my folio... oh no... but nothing really bad happened lahz.... after school got lessons... until 4... tiring....wednesday is rather cool... my shoes is still wet from monday's rain... but i wore it out anyway... stayed back to complete my math file which miss seah have been chasing for weeks.... after that went over to liang zhi's house to study... tought sab some tranformations.... tought qc some angle properties... and did my chemistry... den i went off le...after all these i went to hougang... meet up with alex to play lan... he seems to trust me more... alot more... i feel so touched as we've met only a couple times... and he even gave me his mp3 to help him upload songs... woah... felt so honoured that he trusted me with this... i wun break the trust...thursday was ok lahz... mr loo tried to call my mum again... cant get through.... phew... i think he's gonna suspend me... hmmm... hope he have mercy!!! after school there's a racial harmony thingy, whereby ppl get to see coustoms of chinese, malay and tamil weddings... it was fun.. but the best part is the food!!! when there's food, there's ken!!! woohoo!! hahaz....i might go back to playing ro... seriously considering joining clan risa...dunno why nowadays feel super tired... i needa rest... *yawn*today's colour: tired lahz...
I blogged @ | 9:38 AM
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miss me anyone...?
i've been blogging less often now... tired nia...evangelism starts monday... but i din go cos got studies... gua gua....tuesday i did some evangelism... forgot how many i did with... but i think i did a good job... though i din bring any to christ... but even if i din bring any... im not discouraged.... in fact, this pushes me on to bring more ppl to christ... woohoo....wednesday got oral... woah... skipped 10% of the passage... a lot lehz!!! think i die liaoz.... after that went to do some evangelism.... shared with jian sheng... but only have time for one... so sad!!!today was way awesome... did some at back gate... at first there's a lot of distraction and rejection... but after a while i managed to bring 2 ppl to him!!!! WOOHOO!!! JESUS ROCK MY WORLD!!! but i have to follow up very closely with them... hard work liaoz...den after back gate closed we go side gate.. shared with alot of ppl... share till no time nia... have to end... haiz... wish could do more... im on fire!!! woohoo!!but the devil is working extra hard.... with distractions in our life.... more and more temptations coming up... some are falling off... i just pray that ppl will remain in him... that ppl shall be preserved... hang on, dear brothers and sisters....today's colour: come on guys!!! friday is the last day!!! wo can do it!!
I blogged @ | 10:36 AM
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sunday already...?
guess what...? i made a quiz... out of sheer boredom... go ahead... i wanna see how much ppl know me...<<<<<<------------over therewed was normal...? i guess...? cant remember what actually happened...thursday had to stay back with mdm yaw... cos never do math... i can never imagine why... how come chem teacher stay you back cos you din do math homework... argh... after that went to bible study... den prayed for ppl.... sorry ar erwin lee i betray you for awhile....erwin: (points to his eye) woah liao... i cried...me: you can cry good loh... i wanna cry also cannot cry...seriously... i dunno why... i just cant cry before the Lord... i have the heart of compassion... i can feel sad for ppl... but not sad enough to cry... how come...? must ask the Lord for more...friday missed zhi zhi's bible study!!! sorry zhi zhi!!! stayed back to do my Dnt... well... FINALLY COMPLETE LE!! WOOHOO!! dun need go back do le... yay!!!saturday went to cell group... at alvin's... with Reaching Out With Love cell group.... ROWL for short... now you all know what it stands for...prayed for ppl... God really moved... i dun wish to elaborate what happened...xiang shu shared during snl... he talked about sleeping spiritually.... ZzZzZz....den dinner... first time zealot combined dinner with rowl... hahz.... after dinner went to see youngly, zhizhi, ken Q, derek, yong quan and tk play lan.. first warcraft... then serious sam... hhaz... it rawks!! but din play... no money... /sob...sunday stay at home study... i so guai... hahz... now... very relaxed feeling... hahz...today's colour: i saw a mazda 6 of this colour at church... stylish man!!!
I blogged @ | 9:20 AM
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argh... im sick... and tired...
just felt like posting....felt so tired... want to sleep my life away....how come God gave us responsibilities...? how come we always have unfinished tasks to complete...? why cant i just do what i like and not what i have to do....? just pursue my dreams... work hard for what i love... hang out with friends... jam on the guitar... eat... sleep... on the com... ps2... just chill.... but... life is so pathetic for me now... wanna sleep also dun have time.... argh... wanna excape back to my own little world....im isolating myself again.... but seriously.. i dun like to be isolated.... but sometimes it hurts more when you're around ppl you know who doesn't consider you as a friend....count my number of friends... willing to hear my when im down... hand out with me when im bored... and just be there for me.... i dun think the number exceeds the number of fingers a person have....today's colour: sleep.... i just wanna sleep...
I blogged @ | 12:58 PM
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i think im gonna be broke...
how come Mr Yousoff Ishak dun wanna visit me...? i want more of him!!!friday nothing much happened.... boring...sat me, zhi, shara and sab went for promised land flag day.... first time i collect so much money nia... hahaz...before we went back to give back the gong we went to tour sabrina's father's church... it's so DARN BIG!!! if only it's our church instead of a catholic church... haiz.... we went over the the residence of the fathers... saw a dog... so cute... shara took photos... hahz...cell as usual... nite life was good... wan ping left 1/2 hour for altar call... clever, eh...? but it went on for 45 min... hahz...dinner... home.... what else...?sunday had tuition... den bible study.... after that went sake sushi find my mummy... yay!! got sushi!!! hhaz...monday... had training after school... thanks xiao shi for sharing!!! now im home... rotting...? lolz...today's colour: lidat loh...?
I blogged @ | 9:29 AM
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i think i'll be broke... HELP!!!
I blogged @ | 6:19 PM
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if you are a fat hammie, where would you hide?
i got my mp3... ipod shuffle... muahahaz....tuesday Mr Loo din come... yay!! 5 periods dun have Dnt... can rest abit... den after school i had 'N' level oral.... it was rather easy... though i lied... hahz... i said i was in the basketball team and due to a match, i cant take part in any more competitions... muahaha...wednesday stayed back do math.. miss seah scold till very harsh liao... gosh... must study hard liao... cannot play liaoz....my hammie escaped!!! it somehow managed to climb through a hole in the top of the cage... den dunno run where le... boohoo.... i left a bowl of food on the ground, so if it's hungry it'll eat...thursday morning i found out that some food were scattered on the floor... hammie is alive!!! but still nowhere to be found... so i left food and water... hoping it'll come back and i can catch it!! woohoo!!den stayed back after school do dnt... finally have some progress in my work... den goin home dat time, was with sab, shara, siew ling, ting and miao miao...... den........miao miao: who wanna go eat...?me: i wanna go, but will you allow me to go anot....?i got silence... well... expected it.... so i laughed it away.... den pia basketball....nothing much actually.... kinda boring, isin't it...?today's colour: i feel gay... as in... happy... hhaz...
I blogged @ | 2:39 PM
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happy birthday to me....
had an... erm... ''exciting day''... hahz... was happy lahz... here goes...
morning had tuition... they din know it was my birthday.... den i told them... said happy birthday... wanted to give me chocolate... but the teacher forgot... what the?!?!
den afternoon went to lot one carry groceries home... same routine every sunday...
regina came over and guess what...? i got 3 cute little hamsters!!! hhaz... but now need to spend money to take care of them le... den my siskeep playing with them... hahaz...
zhizhi wanted to meet me at heerens... wanted to meet at 4... but i reached at 3.30... cos my didi told me to go earlier cos will have alot of cars... bleah... in the end i have to wait 1 hr....
while waiting i ssaw freddie and his girlfriend... uh-oh.... hahz... i made myself scarce.... den saw carol with some other girls... last time 10th coy that one remember...? also saw evan with michelle.. last time 10th coy CSM... also saw malcom... alot of ppl lehz....
halfway through walking saw wee kiat, theresa(last time my cell one), angela, joanne, teck soon, lester and sabrina.... they kay siao, saying very coinsidental.... must be zhi zhi's doing lahz.. confirm one... who else can it be... den later met him and alvin outside heerens and went over to cineleisure... sit there at the kpoitiam there... alvin ask me to play one song i learnt ytd... lau shu ai da mi... i play loh... den they suddenly do something... shake my hand and say.... "happy birthday... the guitar is yours!!!" diaoz?!?! hahz... i have a new guitar!!! joanne also gave me biscuits... wanna fatten me.... hahz...
after that went arcade... play abit... den went down and eat... just now din eat cos angela and ther fasting... yup... before we go we took some photos... they were so stupid... esp zhi zhi.... got chance i ask him post on his blog...after eating we went to take neoprints... try having 10 ppl squeezing into one.... came out good... hahz... den cut cut cut... den go home....on the way home saw a merz convertable... was drooling over it... but beside it was an evol 8.... DROOL EVEN MORE!!! it was at the traffic light... basket, the driver roared it's engine before goin off at around 60!! great acc!!! woohoo!!! it was so cool....went home and played on my new guitar.... great plucking!! woohoo!! hahz.. i kee siao liaoz... smiles everyone...today's colour: happy birthday to me!!
I blogged @ | 9:15 AM
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my old self is back...
have no idea why... ''ken the pessimist'' is back in action today... well...thursday was ok.. Mr loo din come... Mr cha played stupid games... and we had bible study... sorry i forgot to bring the materials...friday was bad... more of cha's stupid games... P.E.... had chemistry... bla bla... and after school basketball... but there's one thing....cha's really stupid game is something like a matchmaking thingy.... your look at a pic and write what you think his or her name is, the age and character.... there's one whereby someone wrote job: pervert... hobbies: flasher.... you know what happened...? i saw someone putting that in my encouragement envelop.. i shant name who... but it's someone well known in this school... i went up and asked the person why.... what's the response i got....? cos you're a pervert what... im stunned... i dunno what to say.... at that moment i felt like tearing the person apart.. tearing the picture apart... tearing my envelop apart... it had became my discouragement corner....it's bleeding inside.... am i damned to be friendless and lonely forever....? and right now in my tagboard someone is complaining that im boring.... well... let them be... i couldn't care... sometimes i just wanna shut myself from the outside world... just live in my own little universe.... for those who knew me for some time... you guy know im fond of living in my own world.... blissfully unaware of what is happening around me... whereby the whole universe is just me... the wonders of nature and the Creator.... but somehow i know it's impossible... He created us for fellowship.... i cant just close my doors on the world... i know i cant live in little ken lim's planet anymore... i have to wake up.... i cant afford to dream on in lala land... but these are the times i rather choose to sleep.... sweet dreams of milk and honey flowing through.... keeping evil out and only me and God are allowed in....i am supposed to be watchful of my actions... my gigantic actions which will cause everybody in the area to turn and look at me... because i reflect His glory as a christian.... but why should i be binded by such things...? why cant i be free and do things i want....? i feel like a jail bird...someone once said this... "friends are the bacon bits in the salad of life".... how come i keep eating the bitter part... and there doesn't seem to be any bacon in my salad...? what is it in my that drive the becon bits away...? why am i the one stuck in the middle, all alone, not knowing what to do....? how come i just cant put this load off my shoulder....? i am seriuosly tired of all this rubbish....i dun wanna be alone... i seriously need someone to be there for me.... to care for me.... to listen to my cries... to be the shoulder for me to cry on.... i need hugs... plenty of hugs.... i've been a supporting pillar to many... but who shall be mine...? i dun think anyone...as you read this you may find it boring.... tell you what... i dun care... i dun care what the world thinks about me... im gonna be alright....argh heck... why should i care anyway....today's colour: i feel like fluxing someone.... how i wish to like live in this small little world of my own once more...
I blogged @ | 4:53 PM
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