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Monday, November 28, 2005

im flying off!!

IM FLYING OFF LE!!! will you guys miss me..?

thursday no meeting... met up with qin ching to eat... met giana... and her sister... which is supposed to be older but looks younger... giana, that doesn't mean you're old... it means she looks young... *wink*

friday meeting... from 3 to 11... darn hungry!!!

saturday team meeting again... den have cell group... den church... lalaz... den dinner...

sunday din go fund raising... cos cannot wake up.... lol... cut my hair le... stayed home and slack... nothing much to update today....

will be flying off.... be back on 7th... to spread the gospel... impact the world... enpowered by the Holy Spirit.. please pray!! see you in 10 days time...

today's colour: excited!!!

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

dust busters + prom night!!

weiwei said pink... errr... ok lahz... just this once....

tuesday i woke up late!!! at around 10.... panic, grab newspaper and rags and zoom! out of the house... to zhizhi's house to have a cell meeting... very quick 1/2 an hour one... cos i rush... den i zoom! rushed to woodlands to meet timmies,siew yu and siew xia for dust busters!!! our first job!!!

we arrived early... 10 min early... we cleaned windows, scrubbed the fans, and did almost everything... phew... it was dirty!!! that house 3 years never clean liaoz!!! den we scrub the walls of the kitchen and did all windows... make them sparkle!! smile can see our teeth!! spent around 2+1/2 an hour there and then went over to timmies house... to clean his house!!! his dad signed the dust buster form!!! when i first saw it i was like, he got paid to clean his OWN house...? way cool!!!

we rushed over... peeped into his house... first thing that came to my mind... oh no... went to his room... OH NO!!!!! lucky we din do his table... you should have seen it... i couldn't describe it... later timmies kill me...

we started by wiping all surfaces... den we went to his study to wipe the glass windows... i almost broke a vase on the top of the cabinet... lucky lucky... den we proceeded to the kitchen, and lastly the glass doors of his balcony, which became his computer room or something like that... did everything up nicely, we almost broke samuel's stuff... ouch.. careful... after that we vacuumed and mopped... tada... done...

after everything the girls went home... i stayed on for awhile to jam!!! looked at timmies slap his base... O.O.... jaws dropped... he's good at slapping!! slapping of base!!! played 1 on 1 dota... i was pwned... lol... wasn't concentrating... and had to practice agi meelee characters from now on... stayed on for dinner... watched a lil of triple x... and went home...

next morning... i forgot to give alex his morning call!!! sorry!!! some of them went to sentosa to celebrate cass's birthday... i had meeting... boo... wanted to go cut my hair... but my personal hairstylist wasn't in... awww... den din cut.. went to the meeting... talked about spiritual warfare and divine healing... and pastor said something... if satan reminds you about your past and try to bring you down... you remind satan of his future... hahz!! sadly i went off early.... rushed home and got ready for the prom night @ hyatt!!!

dressed up... i look like a total idiot... i'll show you some pictures next time if i remember... i went there... my first reaction is......

O.O<---- too bad it cant get any bigger then this... try to imagine weiwei's eyes....

the girls are like, preddy!!!! when dolled up, they are really adorable... i cant recgonize shella, evon.... carmen was stunning... and there's jane, farhana... okok i better stop... my saliva drooling all over my keyboard.. nahz just kidding...

had fun... laughs... people look so handsome and preddy... had a dinner... boy i stuffed myself... hyatt lehz... good food... they had games... BORING... i changed tables... actually supposed to sit at a corner and lonely table... but i changed to michael, bing shu and yok him's table... cool... had so much fun... really was enchanting moments...

the last part was the most precious to me... took pictures... the moments was enchanting... magical... beautiful... beautiful indeed... the girls... so stunning... they took pictures... i took one with carmen... my heart was coming out when i took with her... argh.. wanted to take with ash... but mike's cam failed on us... there's so many people i want to take with... and yet failed... i'll get my own camera... there's one more day... march, whereby they come back and collect their results... one last chance to take pictures... capture them, a long, everlasting link to my personal chain of memories, to forever dwell in my heart forever... BBSS 2005... i'll miss you guys....

today's colour: we had been through thick and thin together, no colour can describe...

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Monday, November 21, 2005

missions is coming!!!

missions coming!! are you guys ready?!?!

friday night went to a meeting... dynamic's meeting... supposed to be staying over... cos im sick so no stay... so sad for me!! YI actually doubled!! woohoo!! met till around 11... den ah teck sent me home...

sat morning i went there at 8.30 for meeting... den meet meet meet.... den have a big big combine of all dynamic's side... den after that have snl.. more info go zealot's blog!!!

after that dinner... den home...

sunday... more car wash!!! fun fun!! this time alot better... the car super dry... everybody wanna play with the sqeegee... but the sqeegee very fun... lol... our church made lotsa lotsa money!! but we gonna have 1 more fund raising!!! thank God for providing!!!

after fund raising went turf city eat buffet steamboat... ahh.... so full!!! got chance zealot go there eat again lehz...? and i know how to eat the oyster liaoz!!! icy cold, just dig it out, squeeze lemon and eat!!

monday went meeting... sang songs... played games.. learnt thai!!! team time had lotsa fun!! den dinner with them.... this more or less summarise everything...

missions coming... im so excited!!! flying next monday!!! in a week's time!!! pray for me!!

today's colour: excited!!

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Friday, November 18, 2005

i almost died!!

i almost died this week!!! here goes....

wednesday morning wake up... found out that my lungs are working at only 10% of it's normal... ouch... cant breathe... so i stayed at home and rest.... it got worse... coughed... spat out alot of phglem... and in them, i found BLOOD... was so freaked out at first!!! am i dying?!?! on no!!! den i go and pray... felt better after praying... but when i stop it became worse again... oh no... den i went to sleep early... cannot sleep... cos cant breathe well... went to sofa and knock out there... cos living room more air...

thursday den i go see doc... while other zealot members go see harry potter... (i wanna cry liaoz!!! all pang seh me!!!) bo bian.. go celebrate wee kiat's birthday... den i go see doc alone... they cannot because of one tiny member den give up the whole cell group mah... so i have to understand... even though i dun want to...

i went there at 1... lunch time... so wait for 1/2 hour... after that waited for like 1 hour plus to see doc... den sent me to breathe oxygen and some special medical gas... felt alot better after breathing it... after that went to consultation... aiyoz... consult what..? inside the medical record they wrote something...

father smokes...

i was like, huh..? like that also wanna record...? they say cos this is the reason my asthma trigger... ok loh... after that collect medicine... went home...

by the time i reach home is already around 4... see doc see soo long!! my ah ma very very worried... she think somehing happened to me, cos need to see doc so long... den i tell her im fine, nothing big, she was relieved... can see her concern for me... so touched....

after that went mission meeting... ok.. now im in vivian, lester, faith, joey, siew yu, si heng, wei hao and wee kiat's team... finally sorted out...yay!! practiced skits... and went to eat uncle bobby....

everybody ordered fried rice... well, almost everybody... easy to remember... there's 10% discount for cos(bt) people!! so happy!!! yay!!! den talked.. laugh laugh... told siew yu and siew xia something that made them think... ALOT... my ex girlfriend's sister is their classmate... they wrote down a list of all possible people in their class and let me see... den cancel them all off one by one... in the end i told them on the bus... quite a few things happened on the bus....

firstly, we reached wei hao's stop, and we stopped him to alighting... though not on purpose, we really did stop him, in the end he have to go all the way to the interchange!!! hahz!! my fault... cos i blocked the most... my size ma... den i promised to walk him home...

2nd thing... i forgot is siew yu or siew xia... when at interchange... one of them lost her ezlink card... we searched the entire bus... she searched her bag... in the end cannot find... bus driver fed up, told us to get off the bus... cos i think that is his last shift, and he wanna go home fast... so we got off... worried about the ezlink card... she checked her pocket... pulled out the ezlink card.... DIAOZ?!?!?!!? woah liaoz!!! artoven(dunno spell correct anot), wei hao, siew yu or xia(the other who din loose her ezlink card) me and some other boys that i forgot.. all searched like lunatics... when it's actually in her pocket... errr... thanks ar!!!

walked wei hao home, went home myself....

friday cant wake up for school... tired+sick+medicine= cannot wake up... hahz... slacked at home... nothing to do...

friends... everyone need friends... thank God i have such a large pool of friends... i gotta tap on my strength!!!

today's colour: it's soo cool to have so many fun friends!!!

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

my dad can really kill me...

hate it when my dad smokes... fills the house with smoke... triggering my asthma... and my brother have a sensative nose... gyah...

last night around 1am in the morning i met si heng and had supper... fufu... getting fat... but so fun!! hahz...

i went to school... late again... and miss seah blacklisted me... argh... tml lessons start at 8... *bleahz*.... after lessons went to meet liang zhi, he din turn up cos he slept with his specs on and broke it.. cant see anything!! so went with him to repair it... got it done... sent julia back to school for something.... and went to bk... had lunch and chatted with hannah, shufen, cassandra, derek and zhizhi... also saw lu wei, jie ming, wee huat, joyce... hahz... now i know their names!! in church i always go around and say hi to so many people without knowing their names...

after that went to lanlab online to play with zhizhi and anathan... on the way there met darious(dunno spell correct anot) damien, georgiana(she finally talked to me!!), joey and one girl i dunno... they were headded for ngee ann poly for some school function... played with ana... tio own... keep on kena back stab... stinko!! in the end lost... twice... sadly... ah well....

at home... almost died of asthma attack... cos my dad smoked... haiz... hope he kick this stupid habit soon...

today's colour: gyah... hate smoke...

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car wash is fun!! but tiring....

had an awesome weekend!! here we go!!

friday went school exam... math paper 2... I HATE EXAMS... ah well... math was easy... so easy that i scared... later they moderate till very hard to get a... ah well...

after where did i go...? argh... stm...

saturday went church... spent good good times!! our cell have like... 23 PPL!!! ALL TIME HIGH!!! PRAISE GOD!! so happy can...? first time hit so high... can be higher... come on zealot!!

den snl... shared about gentleness... there's this part whereby....

pastor: gentleness euqal..... sissyness..? no... this is wrong....
me:(right after the sissyness) liang zhi...?

that's why so many people laughed at that corner during SNL!!!! my fault... den everybody looked over here... almost like looking at me.... paiseh... hahz...

for more details of the sermon please go to www.zealotontherun.blogspot.com...

after that dinner at mac... with zealot and a whole bunch of people... weiwei took pictures... i was also taken!! *beams* and was blessed by shara... thanks!! after that audrey wrote a song!! took my guitar and practiced it... too many things happened... i cant remember all... sent yanqi home cos josiah went lot 1... see i soo goooodd!!

sunday is carwash!! mummy woke up at 6 to cook for me... aww.. so touched!!! but seriously, if she din cook, i'll STARVE... cos i always go out on empty stomach if there's no food... i ate 3 big plates of food... *munch*...

went to church.. me in charge of drying... i was enthu at the start... and in the end... dead beat... now i know water can hide at soo many places... and it's so hard to dry a stupid car... and MPV equals most pwned vehicle to most of us... see the other do slacker jobs... ah well... for God, with God, so dun complain...

finished the last car at 1.50, changed and went to meeting at 2.00... no time to eat... changed my tee shirt... i knew my mission team!!! yay!!

at first it was vivian, liang zhi, joey, faith, siew yu, si heng, wei how, wee kiat and me on one team... was so excited!! all the fun fun people!!! but i got transfered out... so now my new team mates are lester, big zhi wei, edward, vidas, anathan, siew xia, theresa, wee kiat and me... did i miss out anyone..? sorry if i did!! we are so going to have fun!!

after the meeting went granny's house... den home... den sleep...

monday had lessons... gyah... hate that... purposely arrived late*sshhh*... after that went home...

at first the transfer disturbed me... even though i know i should not be worried with such minor things... and worrying is a super useless emotion... but i just cant help it... what if i cant blend..? what if instead of being a blessing, i become a nuisance to them...? what if my cheerfullness is looked upon childishness and i was looked like a kid...? what if instead of working with each other, we worked against each other..? all the what ifs came on... gyah... gotta learn to lift things into His hands... i know He put me there for a purpose... and im gonna fulfil that and bring glory to Him...

today's colour: for His glory!!!

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Friday, November 11, 2005

math is hard!!

math is hard!! but i love math... hahz... people who thinks math is hard say I!!! people who thinks math is fun say double I!!

DOUBLE I!!!

ok enough of that crap...

tuesday stayed at home and ROT... and got RO of course... timmies created flyers for the dust busters.... it was A5, 2 forms side by side in an A4 piece of paper... printed and photocopied... planned to go to church and give flyers to the tuesday prayer meeting people... happily went to church when God told me something...

How to cut the paper into two?

oh no... 100 pieces... have to cut everything into 2... how?!?? smsed timmies and told him bring a pen knife... i brought a 30cm long metal ruler... cut in the cafe... whoots... den after that give out... funfun!! scary... but fun!! after that went home...

wednesday was sleeping halfway... zhizhi called me...

zhizhi: ken!! still sleeping ar!!wake up!! later have lunch at 2 at lot one at long john!!
kenken: orhz.. ok...

got up... din bother to get dressed... lot one only... cross one street and i reach lot one.. that is how close i live... i went in my shirt and shorts... in other words... SLEEPING ATTIRE... went there they were like... err...

den i went back change... just change a pants only... change to a bermudas... den go meet them... joanne, qin ching, lopez, zhizhi, me and julia were there... eat long john... talk rubbish... after that go walk walk abit... after that zhizhi go church band practice... julia, qc, joanne meet shara (i think) and went west mall watch movie... lopez went home.. i also go home... hahz...

thursday another one come disturb me.. this time...

hp: ring ring.. ring ring..

i wanted to pick up.. den...

hp:toooo... he hung up....

no need check also know who.. only alvin sim will do that to me... hahaz... gave him a return call... den he came over to my house to use com... played mahjong... he keep on winning... cannot play with him one... his luck never run out one.. argh... well, hope he's doing well...

after that rushed down to church... had car wash briefing... i am in charge of drying!!! people, bring lots of clothes... when the car come, just roll on top of the car!!! after that, go change for the next car!!!

kidding... hahz... i siao liaoz.. must do good good job... for my good good God...

den went home... i got old chang kee eat... *happy* this is how i got fat... family keep feeding me... say they like to look at me eat... doh...

today's colour: car wash is fun!!

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

i forgot to update!!

was busy with so many stuff that... yikes... i forgotten completely that i have a blog... funny... hahz... here goes!!

sunday... went my mummy's mummy's house... den halfway i stumbled upon a question... find the ratio of the area of 2 circles, while two times of the diameter of one circle is equal to half the circumference of another... took out pen and paper... started doing... and i dunno what to do... texted miss seah... guess what...? SHE CALLED ME WITH HER HOUSE PHONE... i now got her house phone number!! but i promised to keep it a secret... hahaz...

monday had work... this time joanne is with us... and i got my pay!! yay!! finished and we went to theresa's house (aka angela's house)... mahjong!! no play $$ lahz...or else is gamble.. tio stone ar....

tuesday.... how do i describe...? hmmm... RO ALL THE WAY!!!

wednesday had a prayer meeting at shara's house... dou dou is getting more and more scary!! i scared he bite me... take cue stick and poke... *poke*... later shara kill me... =p... after prayer meeting we went west mall... arcade... guess who we saw...? zhenyi again... hahz...we got round one.. you yuan... alex, clerence and a guy name hao bao (very full in chinese) came down from hougang... dunno do what... hahz... after that wee kiat went my house to upload songs into his mp3... buy new mp3 using his own pay... while i give my pay to missions.. hahz...

thursday i took my money out.... took out $30... called canadian pizza... treated my family... and my mum is like...

"ah ken very guai lehz. first pay he treat us eat pizza."

and she told like everybody!! my grandma which after hearing that patted my head.... my aunt, which was not there on that day, gave me the >.> face... pai seh... hahz... but... my money!!! nvm... as long as im a blessing to others!!

friday... ermz... what did i do...? someone refresh my memory!!! or else it's RO all the way!!!

saturday went to church... details on www.zealotontherun.blogspot.com.... hahz.. me lazy type out....

sunday stayed at home and mug... why..? cos monday o levels!! so not very eventful...

monday o level math paper!! i stared at a 1 mark question for 45 min!! and cant solve it in the end!! can someone tell me the ans to this question:

find the nth term in the sequence: 3,6,10,15,21....

someone teach me!!!

oh ya before you tell me that i should skip this question and go on and do the other questions first... i finished the 2 hour paper in 1 hour and 5 min... and i took 45 min of the remaining time to stare at that question... hahz...

after that went zhizhi's house pray and plan cell... his house really change!! some day really need to do some house warming...

after that met up with qin ching go KFC eat... saw hui jin, syl, kenny, jaslyn and other ppl walking by... woah.. tio smoke... hahz... after that i went my grandpa house... clean up as usual... and after that went back westmall to find zhenyi and wee kiat go lot1 buy burfdae prezzy for wk... in the end bought nothing... took neos... and i look stupid... i always do... lol...

after that went home and get dressed... set off for missions fund raising meeting... there was discussion at that meeting...

pastor asked: "who does housework at home one??"
i raised up my hand...
pastor: "ken, you sure anot?"
me: "yes!!"

hahz.. nobody believe that i actually did housework at home... sad... eventually i was appointed to do sai kang jobs!! dust buster during the weekdays and car washing on sunday!! when i said i will go where He sends me... when i sing that song, "here i am"... i meant every word from my heart... so when God sent me to do sai kang jobs... i gladly take it!!! i will go wherever he sends me!! even to sai kang jobs!!

siao liaoz.. sorry... hahz... excited about the missions mahz...

today's colour: im so excited!!

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